What's relevant enough to point out here?

I believe, a part that tells a lot about me is that I changed schools 7 times between grades 9 and 12.

Without us moving.

I just didn't seem to get along with the people of my age. My friends always were a couple of years older, and only recently I'm discovering that those my age can have brains, too.

I sound arrogant now, don't I?

Wondering what to.

My latest idea is to go to Helsinki and study to be an interpreter there. Comes quite close to my dreams, but I'm scared.

I don't speak a word of their language yet, and I'm a very shy person, so I really can't see me taking that step, but since it is what comes closest to what I want, I'd see me damned if I didn't at least try.

While this is still a dream of mine, it looks like I'm gonna start going to uni again, in September. This would be in Enschede, so at least, I won't be stuck in this forsaken place the whole time anymore. That is, in case it works out and I get to do that, it's not confirmed yet...

If you kept your fingers crossed for me, I'd really appreciate that. Thanks! ;)

Taking compliments as insults.

I'm often surprised, that even people who know me a bit still seem to experience me as a confident person who just doesn't bother to conform. (Which is, indeed, my preferred way of being, but unfortunately, I still lack the guts to do so.) Just recently, I've even been told by a friend that he feels intimidated by me.

This is so far from my feelings about myself, that I really don't have a clue, what the hell could make them see me so differently.

The first thing?

Probably that I'm "tiny".

Books: Tucholsky, Hesse, Kästner (plus many others, but for now this has to be sufficient).

Films: Wag The Dog, Fight Club, Network, Comedian Harmonists, Monster (again many missing, while not as many).

Music: Rock (to keep it simple).

Food: Italian, Indian; spicy (almost anything as long as it's vegetarian).

1. Solitude

2. Company

3. Dreams/Hope

This profile is 50% done.

See above.

I honestly have no fuckin' clue who I am and what to do with me and my life.

That is far more private than it might sound.

For me, there is nothing more sexy than a male feminist.

You've really read my profile and still want to.