I am a true Capricorn. A walking contradiction. LOL But not really. It all makes sense to a Capricorn and those that love us. Extremely progressive in my thinking and yet deeply traditional. Passionate and emotional but my judgements about life are usually analytical and rest on logic. Carefree and freehearted but not careless. Sometimes I know this the best way and only way to be. Other times I'm conflicted. Cause it's not easy to care to try to get it right. When you don't care any old decision will do. But then you get what you get then don't you?
But if you what more out of life and you want the best well then you better do your homework. And that means introspection but not too much, cause you don't wanna let life pass you by do you? It's a delicate balance and you get better and better at it as you practice it. But those who make quick and fast decisions seem to be... well faster. But faster don't mean better cause results while they may have a shelf life and be time sensitive, quality is also a factor that is just as (and I would argue) the most important aspect of life. No one wants to have a shitty time, people wanna have a good time. So if you get it fast but it's a pile of shit, did you get anything?

I'm trying to decide if I want to make a career in IT and technology something I'm good at. And that's practical. Or do I go out on a limb and become a fashionista and pursue aa career in the world of fashion. Or do a pursue my first love of producing music where my passion truly is (I know every black guy wants to be a music producer right LOL). I can't read music but I can sing pretty well I've been told (mostly by me LOL). My background with dance and musicmusic as my first career as a teenager (thatat didn't require a lot of reading music) just singing and dancing to it, I believes gives me a lot of insight into what it takes to be a creative bohemoth (a beast) in the entertainment industry. But then there's a whole lot more that goes along with that. Or do I just transfer to Cal State San Jose and major in history or sociology or politcal science and just go into auto pilot status and follow my practical heart not my dynamic passions? Go figure.