But: I'm frustrated to tears, from years of rejection. It was just an image that so appealed to me: "a soft place to fall. We live in an insane society, as you know. I just wanted someone to get away with, and trust. But alas: the years of rejection have gotten to me. So I must let-go of the dream of having a partner, and make my way on my own. Losing the dream, is heartbreaking...
We are told to stop looking for Love, and just go-out and do what we Love.
But I don't Love doing anything. My favorite thing to do: is nothing.
I don't measure my life by the things I have done, and I don't identify myself that way neither. The verb: "do", is not central to my life, and never has been.
The verb: "be", would be a much better descriptive verb, when looking objectively at my life. Sure: things have been done; a good job; kids; band; and more...
But accomplishments done, are in the past, and are not relevant to trying to live in the moment.
I've been looking for Love, forever. Perhaps I have never known Love. Because I hear so many say they just want someone to Love them. But that's not the way I feel: I want someone that I can Love. I want to exchange those beautiful words, with another beautiful Soul. A Woman whom radiates the Sacred-Feminine, and naturally connects with my Sacred-Masculine. A relationship of depth, and substance, where we don't need to go-out and do things. We shall be perfectly blissful just being together at home: taking care of each other; cooking masterful meals together; making Love whenever; and just sharing everything. Is that too much to ask?
I'm so tired now, and I just want to give-up, and let-go of the dream...
Let's escape this crazy world, and run-away to paradise together.
Je suis completement bilingue.
Well: I have split-custody of my two Boyz, 15 and 17 , one week/one week.
I'm a small-town boy, with good values and manners. I am sweet and honest. I am kind and gentle with everyone, including strangers.
I have a great sense of humor, and am very funny.
I'm not looking for sex, but I crave emotional and physical intimacy with one special woman. A partner in all senses.