I'm a simple man, that plays chess, listens to underground hiphop, is motivated by discontent, holds true to his insane ideals, and philosophies the most mundane things.

Hiphop, Anime and Comic was my genesis.

"Sometimes I can't tell you how I feel, but I want you to listen"

I've never cared for a woman as much as I cared for the song that reminded me of her. I always want to have a beat or a rhythm to my life. I find myself sitting in my car late at night - windows open. Enjoying the night air while my phone plays. The lackluster echoing of my phones speakers making the smoke dance. Some how the setting changes, and my life becomes a temporary rhapsody paradise.

I grew up reading comic books/Watching superhero cartoons. As I grew up I found myself shaping my identity around those fictional heroes of my youth. I admired that sense of nobility, honor and justice that could only be found in fiction. Those heroes became the blueprint of the man I wanted to be.

I'm a Moderate. Though most of my political opinions lean towards the left, I also share right winged ideals. Like the right to bear arms. RAWR! Ha-Ha. Puns.

Fisticuffs! Sometimes scars have more then just a story behind the.

I can be intense. But usually I'm too lazy to be overwhelming. So I mumble instead. *Mumble*

It takes a special kind woman to catch my interest, and when they do I want to make sure I'm the reason she is smiling. I'm the kind of man that will catalog everything you like, everything that brings a smile to your face. So if I ever need that warmth - I always got a way.

I want my love life to be something that I can look back upon and smile, not regret.

I am Cynical, Marshmallowy, and a Romantic Bad Ass! I will make you swoon, woman!

The Boogie Man Song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voZKtowtHk0

Living the story I hope to once tell my son. The cautionary tale that will allow my son to be a better man then me.

I have a talent when it comes to reading people, to understand them by just observing. I’m extremely over observant. This can be a bit of a downfall though, because sometimes I learn things that most don't want to share or I don't want to hear.

I'm really good at finding the most efficient way to get to my destination. And I'm really good at getting 'lost' so I can share a few more moments with you in the car.

My beard! Come on you know you love it… You can touch it ;]

Slang, is part of my everyday vernacular, and so are more eccentric words. I’m a well-spoken hoodrat.

I'm crass, vulgar and I challenge someone whenever I see their weakness. However, none of is inspired from malice. Its a gauntlet - to see who I will enjoy keeping company with.

Clockwork Orange, Dogma, The Untouchables, Constantine, Gladiator ( This one of those” I got something in my eye movies”, Three Kings, Training day, 28 Days, Batman Begins (The dark knight also), Black Hawk Down (another something in my eye moments),Boondocks Saints, Children of men, Glory (Another S.E.M), Hamburger Hill (S.E.M), Harry Potter, thats right I LOVED THE DAMN MOVIES, New Jack City, remember the titans (S.E.M), Sin city, The notebook (I'm still manly! I feel like I should grunt and pound my chest...), The departed, The Shawshank redemption (I have a man crush on Morgan freeman voice, he made penguins interesting), Unbreakable, I am Legend, The WARRIORS, Romeo and Juliet (Neo-version), Se7en (seriously this movie is probably my fav), Tears of the sun, Kingdom of Heaven, Schindlers list ( Cried like a little kid)

Anime; Cowboy Bebop, Trigun, DBZ (The first and only...), Evangalion, Ninja Scroll, Outlaw Star, Claymore, Bleach... I know theres more but they escape me. (Again standard stuff)

Shows;
Firefly, John Doe, House, The Wire, X files, E.R (the old old one.), Law and Order (just law and order, none of that SVU, shit), True life, Chris knows best, Daily show, South park, Simpson, Family guy, Mad TV, and a whole lot more.

Music;
Grooveshark (http://grooveshark.com/#!/eric.cruz) and Pandora (http://www.pandora.com/profile/eric.cruz.d)

Books;

Looking for a new book to read! You should suggest one.

I love You, Nice to Meet You, Five love languages!, The practical handbook for boyfriends... (I've been getting my education! I do want to be the best lover, not just sexually but in everything, so I read these books, to learn, and to give me hope...)

Fated
The eye of the raven
Ship of the damned
Empire
Enders game (the whole series)
The end of the war, The war of the rats.
Mostly anything war related.
Rich dad poor dad
Monster

Haha a few comic books!

Food; This frame wasn't built on veggies! Moms home cooked meals can never be rivaled. but I do love Thai, Sushi, Chinese, most of the oriental cuisine. I've picked up a new favorite in Lebanese food.

Music - The music I listen to is the soundtrack of my life.

Logic - Allows me to see that everything has a reason. Gives reason to everything, good and bad.

Friends - Its overly dramatic to say, but I owe my life to my friend(s).

The other 2 are secret...or maybe I'm lazy.

I'm very introspective. I spent a lot of time thinking about what makes me who I am. How I represent myself as a man. It took a while, but I feel like I've finally 'grown' up. I've lived on my own since I was 18, I've been working since 17. But up until recently I wasn't responsible. I'm a man, because I finally realize what it takes to be one.

Most of my fridays are spent at my local shop. Playing Friday night magic (Magic: The Gathering) drafting.

Honestly most of my weekends are spent playing magic. My stress reliever, and I'm pretty fucking good at it so I enjoy it a lot.

I have trouble sleeping sometimes. Because I'm afraid when I wake up the next morning I'll forget everything I've done that day... Or worse, everything I've EVER done. I'm afraid of losing who I am, while I'm asleep.

I'm very dominate - and into the kink scene.

You should message me if you are amazing, and can offer me a experiace (xp) to grow as a person (level up).

I want to obtain something with you that will give me a reason remember your name beyond being some girl.