first off.. ask me anything you like.. anything at all. . i am very open honest and blunt. . i will answer anything you ask to the best of my ability.. yes i actually mean that.. it's not some cop out. i do not offend easily. . yet i am an overly sensitive individual.. im an introvert struggling to find her way in life. . some people have grander goals than this but. . mine are based around survival and protection of my loved ones.. i lead a simple yet stressful life and spend most of my time looking inward. i aim to help any and everyone i can. . my time is yours for the taking. . since currently i am not doing anything really productive with it. . i am wildly extreme in personality and encompass great polar opposites .. the grey area is what i am working on. . i have no idea what i am looking for in another person. . i have no clue. . sorry i cant be of more help there.. i live to learn more .. especially about the human mind and emotions.. i hope to find people who can accept and cherish who i am. .

currently i'm just bettering my life in any way i can. . i read every night watch a lot of movies anime and play video games during the day and the rest of the time i can be found talking to any and all in search of more information! and also hopefully a greater lasting connection *shrugs* my life is quite uneventful at the moment.. maybe you can help me out with that by sharing some of your time

anything i set my mind too i suppose.. i excel in writing and the arts though. im fairly good at understanding complex situations and am a good person to have around through highly stressful or traumatic events.. my life is highs and lows. . this is what i am adept at.. these are the kinds of things in which i can be useful to you..

i'm extremely pigmently challenged (white!) and my hair is usually a bright fake colour and i have big green eyes that or all the piercings

a) my favourite book ever is House of Leaves.. but i enjoy such authors as a.m. homes, h.p. lovecraft, kurt vonnegut, ray bradbury, and anything strange that i get my hands on. . i love to read but dont feel like listing numerous authors here so i chose popular ones so more people could understand the type of books/writers i like
b) i really love movies its definitely an obsession of mine so ill watch anything even really bad flics.. but im good enough to know the difference.. not sure i have a favourite though..
c) Tool is my favourite band .. Maynard James Keenans voice is orgasmic.. but i love a variety of music. such as industrial, electronica, ethereal rock, alternative rock, grunge, punk, some classical and old 50s stuff.. silly 80s music.. and more..
d) human flesh sugar grain yum yum yum.. i like very simple foods.. often food that is awful for you but i love the taste.. i am sort of the opposite of a vegetarian. . i dont eat veggies or fruit usually.. just found out i have a gluten allergy.. so we shall see how i deal with that

hair dye, people to learn from, free health care, movies, my pets, eccentric clothes

how to answer this one best.. . hmm .. mostly i spend my time thinking about people.. breaking them down.. analyzing every bit i can.. i talk to myself internally and externally quite often. . many overlapping and reoccurring conversations that i may never have with anyone in real life. . i live in my mind and experience more life than most people could ever dream of this way.. some have told me this is no way to be. . but in truth your experiences are just interpretations of your brain. .so if you were to be. . quite. . sick yet talented like myself.. you could lead a rich fulfilling life without even leaving the confines of your bedroom.. .

inside concocting a plan to understand as much about as many people as possible.. if you live in my area.. please do not be shocked you have never met me or seen me around. . i just don't go outside that much these days and tend to keep a low profile when i do. . if you are hoping to lure me out youll have to be fairly special to me..

i prefer not to talk... but instead to make sounds.. use body language.. utilize facial expressions. to communicate... to taste and smell.. to get so close to feel another's heat.. i long to be a cat.. to slink through life and people's lives .. having a tail would be fantastic.. being able to purr.. adorable

You value true honesty and openness as much as I do. .. You're not horribly judgemental... and can hold up your end of the conversation... if you're someone people can actually rely on and don't just suck the life out of those around you you are truly a gem.. please don't bother messaging me if you are one of those people that thinks everything has a hidden meaning... or tries to read into everything people say.. because i can tell you for me this just simply isn't true or necessary.. i don't want to bother with someone who has to create added drama, misconception, paranoia, and conflict that just isn't there.