Good hell, where to begin.
Will you please direct your attention to the 'You should Message me if' section before you progress further.
I am a strange individual, I am into rather unconventional things- from ideals to my opinion of morality to propriety, to the relationships I have with others. I take pleasure in what is socially considered strange or in some cases wrong.
My view of myself is very gray- I am a bad person that does good things and a good person that does bad things. I love the dark just as much as the light. I am just as likely to be a silly witty goofnut as I am to be a deep and objective philosopher. Meh, such is life.
I am an Eclectic Poly-Theist Witch. I practice much from many pantheons and practices, and am quite happy that way. I am most aligned with Vodun and Hogun, Norse tradition, and Greek. Magically I am most involved with Hoodoo, folk magic, Necromancy (in the traditional sense of communicating with the dead), green magic, and...others. At this juncture in my life, I am deeply engrossed in Blood Sorcery of what could be called " a dark nature". My sense of justice is mine, true, but I do not act rashly nor without deep consideration.
My mother is Kali Ma. Used to be terrified of her growing up, avoided the hell out of her till I reached the age of experience and reason.
* A quick note in the vein of messaging- Please do not send me a single line of text that possesses no substance. Compliments and flattery are all good and well, but let us be realistic: I am female. Just based on my gender/sex alone I will be bombarded by men hopeful of an encounter or seeking to say something to feel powerful somehow. (Yes, I realize this may seem unfair to the general masses, but it has proven to be a constant in my experience).
That being said, I am more interested in what is ~interesting~ than what is flattering. Give me a taste of who you are delivered with respect and courtesy, and I shall do the same lovelies.
What am I looking for...
I am polyamorous, and have multiple partners that I enjoy meaningful relationships with. (Make no mistake-everyone knows about one another and have amiable friendships-we are a family). I am a multifaceted and multilayered being- I understand and accept that no one person will ever be a complete reflection of myself...I am looking for...
Intelligence. I am a social scientist of sorts, my own breed of philosopher, and decently read. I need more conversation in my life that is not predictable; it seems that most humans on the middle class horizon (which is where most of us are), have a statistical IQ number of 79, would rather watch than read, game than think, laugh than ponder, have a ~very~ limited vocabulary, and don't care to progress. No thank you.
Art/Creativity (an interest in it, knowledge of it, or empathy for it). I cannot go a day with out creating something; I feel sick, lost or crazed if I go any longer than 5 days sans creation. Poetry, storytelling, painting, sketching, writing, singing, jewelry crafting, costuming,theater,special effects, sigil sketching...I must. I need to share that. Whether with one that appreciates it or also creates matters little- as long as they understand its gravity in my universe.
Physical/Material Aesthetic Harmony. I am a very comfortable extrovert, entertainer and performer. I need others that can not only appear to belong with me, but also be such that we compliment one another aesthetically. I want to have pride not only in myself, but also the presentation of my consort.
Emotional Complexity. I am fucked. Excuse the coarse language, but it is true. I am a high functioning "crazy person", MDBP type 2, and one afflicted with MPD. My thoughts, feelings, and psycho-emotional mental states are...different from most. I expend a near righteous amount of energy keeping control and sanity, but at times I do break. I need someone that can be objective and patient, as well as try to understand; and if understanding is not possible, accept things as they are.
I realize this may unnerve you...We shall see. If I have disquieted you and scared you off- I regret nothing.
Sexual/Kink Compatibility...discussion for another time.
What am I doing? Dedicating my life to understanding and how to evolve, learning about what is possible and probable, giving others what they are due ( in all possible ways that that can be construed), exploring this bizarre idea of being a model, and finding as much excitement as possible everyday with the help of serendipity.
...And most importantly, finding that fine line between not taking things too seriously and being responsible.
Perhaps a little TMI, but I am exceptional at reading others and helping open people up to themselves and things...they may feel insecure about. I am ~very~ open, and love taking others on the journey of self exploration. Maybe this will scare some of you off, maybe not, it is simply the truth.
I am exceedingly patient. Being equitable and truly understanding someone are important skills of mine, well, at least to me.
Movies- Horror, Gore, Thriller, Action, Fantasy, Sci Fi...Anything that is not chick flicks or inspirational sports films.
Music- Tool, APC, Puscifer, Deftones, Apocalyptica, Emilie Autumn, Flogging Molly, Suicide Commando, Drop Kick Murphys, Die Antword, Wolfsheim, VNV Nation, Gotya, The Cure, Pantera, Bach, Mozart, Black Sabbath, Nirvana and too much else to list.
Food- Love the stuff. Just can't do spicy.
For those of you that know what it is, my FL account is Just_Toy.
**I am only going to say this once- Boys, NO, I AM NOT A SUB. NOT ON A FIRST MEETING. NOT EVER. I on occasion switch, but usually only for those near and dear. So boys, quite seriously and truly- fucking stop it. You are harshing my mellow**
Just because I am this kinky, does not mean that is all I am. I can enjoy a vanilla setting and relationship as well, and my interactions with others do not require constant kink...though I do enjoy it immensely.
If you are looking for ProDomme services, visit my other profile-mistressminervad.
But so help me Gods if you are just contacting me for meaningless sex. You will be ignored and abhorred, and I will be put into the foulest of moods. THOSE LOOKING FOR A QUICK FUCK, look elsewhere, just because I am sexual does not mean I am easy nor interested in such a trivial and mundane thing. Go make out with the garbage disposal, it will be more satisfying.