I'm a little cute faerie girl from here cold Finland. No, I don't have faery wings (though I would love to have) but my soul is like one's: playful, refusing to believe in reality... and a little kinky. ;)
If I could decide, I would never leave the childhood, well, not at least all those games and plays I used to play. I never wanted to grow up but the world decided otherwise. :( Now, it's cold and not so fun. I can't play so much anymore. *Pouting, pouting, pouting..* :(
As you can see, I'm the child at heart. This has it's bad sides as well. I'm selfish and greedy and a little attention whore. And when I don't get what I want, I get upset and depressed. And that's bad. Really. >.>
Part of my bad mood comes from my bad fate, though. I have diabetes, Asperger's syndrome and rheumatism, possible chronical depression and/or panic disorder and/or manic-depressive disorder as well. I don't know of those latter ones, I haven't seen therapist in long time. I know I should. But I very much dislike going to doctor. I'm kinda afraid of them. -_-
Because I can't play anymore with dolls and plushies (not in public anyway), I have learned other ways to channel my great imagination and playful nature: roleplaying, writing, and art. I love to use my imagination in everything I do. I totally feel strange if I need to do something ordinary and regular stuff. I like to do things differently. Okay, not always. The exception are my little silly principles that just needs to be followed (by me).
I'm very much interested of anime and manga although I have little chance to buy it because I can't afford it. My drawing and even my writing style are inspired of it. I go daily on the web site Gaia Online and roleplay or chat with my friends. I would love to visit Japan sometime in my life and even more, I would totally love to own kimono. Not only because I'm anime/manga fan, but also because I'm very interested of the culture of the country as well.
Other countries I would love to travel in (not in any particular order): Ireland, UK, Iceland, Greenland, USA, New Zealand, Australia, France, Asian countries and many many more....
I see life as a big movie and I purposely make some cinematic scenes at times, especially in the relationship. I'm a big romantic freak who loves surprises and gifts. <3
And kids. I love kids! I would love to have one or more, in some day. People have said that I would be a good mother because if/when I would become a mother, I would give my life to my child. I'm more or less martyr kind of person.
I am cute, happy, and depressed