I prefer to see who people really are instead of basing my decisions on physical appearances. I believe I'm a pretty good guy. I have children, and I plan on having at least one more before I die..........later though.....much later. I'm one of the people my friends (and sometimes my enemies) come to when they need to talk, need someone to listen, or just need someone to be there. I try to listen with my heart, without judgement, and with the wish to understand and heal if i can.
I like working with computers; I'm decent. I plan on gong to school for something computer related after I'm done with massage training. Music is no longer the only thing in my life, but it is still a big part of my life. The drum restarted my heartbeat when I was ready for it to stop.
I'm fiercely loyal to those that have my trust and just as harsh with those that break it again and again. A little part of the space you hold within in it will die each time you do. My love never really dies, just transforms. So once I've said it it stands for life. You don't have to believe it but, you'll see it.
Right now, what I need is companionship. I'd prefer that to be in the form of friendship right now. Now to get this out of the way. I love sex, but that's not all that I'm about. I need more than that. I can't enjoy meaningless sex. My casual sex has meaning at it's worst. I form a connection before, during, and after. I'm looking for people that I can share with. Someone that I: can have deep conversations, intelligent debates, play games(if you play), cuddle and watch movies , laugh, cry, be silent, be random, share, and grow with. This person can still be a friend to me. That's a basic rundown of what I'm looking for right now.
This is all over the place because my mind is like that during the day. I'm a night owl, that's when I'm the most aware and focused. I do my best to say what I mean and mean what I say. Practice what I preach, and preach what I practice. I can take most things as long as you're completely honest with me. I'm always down with meeting and talking to new people despite my shyness. Feel free to say hi and start a conversation. i don't bite too hard so you'll live. I'm sure.