In High School I didn't make a point of fitting in, this transferred into my real life and has been the greatest gift I've given myself. I meet so many sheep in life, I am more like a courageous lion, I follow my own path and not the flock. I take pride in being different and unique and don't care what other people think or say. There's too much judgment and too little understanding towards those of us who have a different perspective on life.
I've traveled around the world (10 - 15 countries) but the greatest journey I have ever taken has been within myself. In other words: I am introspective, thoughtful, spiritual, caring, imaginative ... the opposite of a jock, atleast on the inside. On the outside, I got a good package: (that too but I mean this...) I am fit enough to play basketball against young black teenagers and not lose...terribly, I do much of the handy work around my house, I've never lost a game of Mercy.
My sensibilities suggest I was born in the wrong time. I would have shined in a more socially conscious culture or period. I feel like a dull knife trying to cut through the bullshit of our times. I am open to feelings, I like to feel hurt and suffering, love and joy, madness and confusion, all feelings are meaningful. I'm a youthful old soul.
I have this chip on my shoulder about women and dating...I am searching for that sweetheart who can dust off my shoulder. I’m thick skinned, but it still bothers me how much women play games and snap to judgment, it has turned my thick skin to callous. The only games I play are for the fun of both parties. I’m playful but not a player. I could’ve been one of the best players in the game but I actually have a conscience and feel sick about myself if I pretend to be interested in a woman, when I just want sex. If I just wanted to bang you, you’d know it, I am honest to a fault. Alternately, if I am interested in you You...I have special ways of expressing that, you’ll just have to get to know me to find out.
I enjoy creating. The world/life is a canvas. It is said we create our own reality. I'm looking for a fellow painter. I have an adult's imagination but it is not mature themed. Music and films have inspired me to no end. If doctor's opened up my head, they'd find a media library of congress in there.
Anything else is open for discussion. I enjoy the verbal pre-dating foreplay. I call a deep and engaging conversation with a woman, a "talk-job". If you're good at the talk-job, we'll get along.