Likes- Books, Philosophy, smart women. Honesty and Integrity. Hedonism, asceticism and, of course, contradictions.
I think recently people have become a bit too eager to be with the "right" group, and I think things are a bit more complicated than a right and wrong way, that the tendency to think this way suffocates truth, which is an abstract concept that is formless and changes in a changing world.
What I’m doing with my life
Pretty much sacrificing my sanity full bore into programming and tryharding myself into it.
Paid internship has just arrived. I'm not there yet, but there's been steps in the right direction and I'm pleased.
I’m really good at
I don't like to talk about the weather, or gossip about who did what.
I prefer ideas... the more intangible and undiscernable, the better. Uncharted ground in thinking can be a place of unbridled creation.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Something with vitality?
I like to explore all the emotions, but my favorite feeling is the elation at overcoming pain and adversity, and spitting in the face of danger.
The six things I could never do without
Mnn... most to least important---- hope, history, human competition bringing out excellence and driving us all forward, light amounts of marijuana combined with movie soundtracks or anime that I wouldn't normally be able to stand, inspiration, and storytelling.
I spend a lot of time thinking about
No one wants to be defined by a single thought. Some of us like to be defined by our ability to think deeply in directions that are against our nature, but fear that if we define ourselves by this one, adventurous thought, that any outsider reading of it will assume that this far off thought is our intellectual home, when in reality, it was just a stop on a rather amazing journey far from home, and you have had journies that ranged in the opposite direction that you are almost as proud of.
So you end up writing nothing at all.
On a typical Friday night I am
Documentaries... writing fanfiction... friends and anime... catching up on sleep.
You should message me if
I know I have the physical appearance of a more rough and tumble sort. This isn't entirely without accident. I like lifting weights... and I'm inspired by the warrior cultures of ancient history and I like thinking that I am capable in body and in mind.
So... message me if you'd be willing to see more into me than a gut feeling of labeling me into some prefab notion of what people like me are because reality tends to be a darnably complex thing and rather than playing a role I'd rather just live my life.