I can be very serious or very silly, very warm or very cold. Sensitive and deeply caring, or downright blunt and confrontational. We all can really, but I really give into it... I am nothing if not true to myself, and honest with myself. And I enjoy it, the fire and passion of it, the sparks and the challenges - it provokes me to deeper understandings of myself and life.
Deep down I like people, and all things living. They're like siblings to me, brothers and sisters of a kind. But a lot of them are also total fuckwits ;) (myself included occasionally!). Do you see how both can be true? How people can be beautiful, of innate worth, and yet twisted, cruel, frustrated and bitter? They're not a contradiction, just like a pearl covered in mud isn't.
Derive of me from this arbitrary description whatever you will. And I'd actually really enjoy if you told me what you think of it, it interests me to know how other people see things.