So mostly I do little things I know couldn't likely have a negative impact, like picking up litter or being friendly with retail workers. (But what if the retail worker HATES friendly people? Then you've just darkened his already shitty day!)
That's not to say that I'm FULL OF POSITIVE ENERGY and it's just so easy to be me and happy and fun! I'm not happy a lot of the time, but I don't see any reason to be a negative impact on the world, and being friendly sometimes induces a sort of euphoric state that I imagine is what happiness sort of feels like.
Looking for somebody who's got some good ideas on how to make the world (Realistically) a better place, and willing to go on little adventures to do it. And of course having fun. And I don't mean only the SURPRISE ROAD TRIP ADVENTURE kind of fun, any idiot can have fun on a long weekend by spending 300$ to do something fun. But just... in your daily life, making an effort to make things fun. Or at least PLEASANT.
I mean, if we're not even sure that consciousness spans from one day into the next, let alone things like head injuries or comas, then literally ALL we have, all we can hope to do, is to improve ourselves and the world around us and the lives of those we care about in a way that feels right.
I have serious trouble maintaining long-term full time employment simply due to the soul-sucking menial nature of most jobs a high school graduate can acquire these days, but we'll see what time brings.