Where to begin? I am a college graduate now (ugh gosh I am old). I am just trying to find my place in the world right now and do something that will pay the bills and at least somewhat make me happy. I believe in God and in fact I know without a shadow of a doubt I wouldn't make it through any day without Him. He is constantly reminding me that my way isn't going to work, so I am just trying to figure out where I fit in God's plan and what I can do to show my love for God and for people. I am all about helping others...I guess you can just call me a people pleaser most days. I have been jaded by one to many bad relationships and am trying really hard not to give up on love. I'm hoping there's some guy out there that can show me that true love really does exist. I just want someone who is honest and cares about me enough to show it every single day. I'm tired of guys who want all the benefits of a reltaionship without the responsiblities and commitments that come with them.

I love to read! I'll read just about anything you put in front of me. Jodi Picoult and Nicholas Sparks are two of my favorite authors. I love music, espeically country and 80's music. But I'm not opposed to listening to other things either. I'm also a sports kinda girl, football and basketball are my favorite. I definitely love the University of Kentucky and totally bleed blue. GO CATS! I like to cook, but I don't do it very often because I hate making a meal for just myself. I also love hanging out with friends or enjoying a cup of coffee and good conversation.

10 Life Lessons I Have Learned

1. Just becasue you move away from home doesn't mean that you don't love your family. Sometimes moving out on your own truly is just forcing you to grow and be responsible.

2. Girls are girls. I know profound. But we are moody, bitchy, coniving, sneaky, caring, loving etc, etc. When a group of girls are friends (or "best friends" in the high school world) leave them be when the are fighting. My friends and I do fight and to the outside world it seems a lot worse than it is. We will make amends in our own time...don't worry.

3. Life is too short to hold grudges. Who can say we will be here next year, tomorrow, hell even in the next 5 minutes. Don't be afraid to live life for what it truly is.

4. It's ok to spend a day doing nothing but watching movies with your friends. And it's even more ok to pick out movies that you know you will all sit and cry over. That's what great movies are made for.

5. Your parents know more about your life than you ever could have imagined. But that's ok too, because there comes a point that they realize you aren't such a bad kid after all.

6. Sometimes the real world sucks. You've just got to take it all in stride and do what you can do. You'll never make every one happy. And if it's making you happy that's all that truly matters.

7. Friendship truly is priceless. You may not realize this one till college, but when you do, find those certain friends and spend a lifetime making memories to look back and laugh on!

8. Don't be afraid to roll the windows down, turn the radio up and belt out your favorite tunes. Sure you may get a few weird looks, but what's the chances of seeing those people again anyway you know? Who knows I'm sure there are plenty of rockstars who got there start just like that!

9. It truly is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved before.

10. And last but not least, if you love someone tell them. Be it your mom, dad, sister, brother, best friend, lover, etc. It never gets old. And sometimes you don't how much shit you can get someone through just by reminding them how much you care!

"I Want A Guy..."
who would move the hair away from my [eyes] and then kiss me.
hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls [jealous].
Someone who would sing to me at random moments.
Who would let me sleep on their chest.
A boy who would get [mad] at someone if they call me [ugly] or was mean to me.
I want someone who would call me [3] times a day if he went away.
Someone who would let me [gossip] to him and would just smile and agree with everything I said.
He would throw [stuffed animals] at me when I acted dumb but then kiss me a million times.
Someone who would make fun of me just to make me laugh.
he would take me to the park and put his hand around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time.
He would tell his friends about me and smile when he did it.
And we'd make out in the [pouring rain].
He would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends, and we'd argue about [silly] things and then make up.
I want a boy that would kiss me at midnight on New Years and count the stars with me.
Who would stay at home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner and watch movie together under the same blanket.
Someone who would tell me I'm [beautiful] but not too often.
who would make me laugh like no one else could.
But mostly, I want someone who would be my best friend and would NEVER BREAK MY HEART!

I work as a clerk at a hospital on night shift (7p-7a) while I am working on getting my master's degree and teaching certification. I want to teach family and consumer sciences at the middle or high school level.

looking out for my friends. I like being the one that is prepared and has everything we always need

my blue eyes and my big butt (lol).

Books--I love to read anything and everything
Movies--I'm a sucker for romantic comedies
Music--Country and 80's music
Food--I love mexcian food!

1)Phone
2) Internet
3) Family/Friends
4) Hair straightener
5) chapstick
6) a good book

what I'm doing with my life, where I'm going and if I will ever be happy.

Hanging out with friends either at someones house or out at a bar. I love being around people and just having a good time!

My biggest fear is never finding someone who loves me.

You aren't looking for friends with benefits. You want to find something real. You aren't into playing games. I seem like someone you could get along with.