I am Optimistic, Outgoing, and Creative.
My Self-Summary
Okay, so I figured it was time for an update to this bio. Things
have changed in my life, and no one on here would even know it.
Shame on me!
Still living in Texas, but I've since graduated with my Masters and
moved away from oh-so-charming Waco, to the glorious high life of
Houston. Well, sort of. I live in Spring.
Still the same height and weight and all that good stuff. The horse
riding is great for keeping fit, and
horses are still my true passion. OR one
of them, anyway. I own two horses (Prophet and Carbon), and I
compete in Three Day
Eventing with my Thoroughbred (that'd
be the tall skinny chestnut in the photos). I love riding both
English and Western, and I'm a real junkie for jumping. I've also
been known to ride all the crazy horses than no one else can stay
on. I think it's an addiction to thrillseeking.
I still love to laugh and find myself in ridiculously improbably
situations, in which I think to myself "this is really going to be
a story once it's over." But my life has kind of slowed into some
semblance of domesticity (ugh) since getting a job as a Market
Analyst for an environmentally progressive Subsea Construction
company. So
no, I am not working for The Man. If anything,
The Man is working for
Me. haha!
I'm a pretty outgoing person and I can chat with just about anyone,
which has served me well in so many aspects of my life. That's not
to say I need people around me all the time, in fact I rather
cherish my time alone. Mostly you can find me either hanging out
with horse people or gamer guys, which means I've become immune to
all sorts of ribbing. And hell if I don't give as good as I
get!
Despite being out of school, I'm still seeking to expand my
knowledge of the world around me, and I have particular interest in
marginalized cultures and
civil rights,
as well as
environmental studies. I'm
driven by a personal sense of justice and fairness obligated to the
world, but tempered by an open mind that doesn't prescribe to a
single orthodoxy of beliefs. Somehow, someway, I want to make a
difference.
I'm also a writer, a former musician, and a painter. Some of these
passions have fallen victim to neglect during my work as a
historian in grad school, but I'm currently trying to revive them
in my life. I have a real love for
music, ranging in a broad spectrum from
Operatic and Showtunes to Oldies and Alternative. I love artistic
expression in any form really, be it movies,
literature, traditional and
contemporary art,
and digital art. I'm also a major geek over computers and
computer games,
Video Games,
Comic Books,
and tabletop gaming. Yes, oh my god, it's true.
Buddhism and
Native
American Spirituality are topics of great interest to me, as is
the concept of a universal connection with all beings at the most
rudimentary level. I tend to pride myself in being hyper aware of
my environment, and noticing small gem-like moments that others
tend to miss. I hoarde and cherish these small moments, knowing
that while other dismiss them, they are tiny miracles in and of
themselves, something intensely personal that I feel perhaps only I
can see and appreciate in the half second that it occurs. That may
be a poor explanation, but I feel it is a sort of self-awareness
for one's own immediate being that is difficult for some people to
achieve. When something happens that makes me stop and think, "I am
in this moment, and no other moment will be as amazing in the same
way as this one is, ever again," then I know I am actually
living.
Oh, also? I have a rescue Dog named Ziggy who is awesome and fun.
She's my little shadow, and she's totally copacetic.
What I’m doing with my life
As of August 2008, I completed my M.A. in American Public Studies.
My was in American Indian Affairs, and my thesis discussed American
Indian stereotypes in early western literature and how that has
affected popular opinion of Indians in contemporary culture. If you
actually care, it's being published soon.
Since then, I have moved here to Spring, TX and have taken a job as
a Market Analyst for an environmentally progressive Subsea
Construction company that not only improves the situation of Oil
& Gas internationally, but also researches alternative types of
energy solutions. Such as Tidal power, Wind power, and Hydrate
Power. It is awesomeness, we are the future.
I've taken a brreak from teaching horse riding lessons, but I'm
still training a couple horses on the side, plus my own horse. I've
been riding for 18 years, and I received my CHA Master Instructor
certification about 2 years ago. Honestly, it seems a shame to
waste it, but I don't really have the time.
I’m really good at
My last paragraph in this box bordered on arrogant, ick. I
Do tend to succeed at anything I put my mind to, but the
list of things I have a natural proclivity towards is probably alot
shorter. Let's see.
I think being a Horse Rider is a given. I've bene riding for as
long as I can remember (records books claim I started when I was
six, had been asking for horses since I was 4), and so I've had
alot of time to get good at it by now. It helps that I also love it
like a fat kid loves cake.
Also, if you haven't noticed, I'm a writer at heart. I love words,
I love writing, and I love readng. In the past I've had a book os
poetry and short stories published, as well as a children's novel
(which is no longer available for purchase, meh). The other side of
this coin is that I'm one heck of a public speaker, and how awesome
is that?
I'm also moderately well known amongst my friends for knowing all
the words to all the songs on ever radio station within an a three
state radius. This is because I'm obsessive about music and I love
it, and I always always listen to the meaning of the lyrics. No
passive listener am I.
The first things people usually notice about me
Typically, people first notice my physical appearance. I'm a pretty
confident girl, and I know I have at least a moderately fit figure,
so I'm not afraid to be self assured. I also am pretty outgoing,
and don't have a problem talking to complete strangers. My friends
sometimes tell me that I have this mutant power that makes people
want to tell me their life stories. ha!
People also seem to notice my freckles, which makes sense, because
I have alot!
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Oh god, the "Favorites" section. This part is always really hard
for me because I like so many things!
Books: historical novels, fantasy novels (Robert Jordan, Terry
Goodkind, etc), fiction, short stories. A favorite book by name is
"Wicked" by Gregory Maguire. That book is not only an amazing
retelling of the Wicked Witch of the West, but also a huge metaphor
filled with social commentary about prejudices and religious
beliefs in our own society. I also love books about American Indian
affairs, like "Black Elk Speaks," by John Neidhart Jr, "Dwellings"
by Linda Hogan, and pretty much ANYthing written by Sherman
Alexie.
Movies: I love all kinds of movies! I'm willing to give anything a
try, also. some of my favs are the X-Men movies, the LOTR movies,
the Pirates movies, any musical ever made, RENT, Spiderman movies,
Stranger than Fiction, Seabiscuit, all the great 80s flicks,
classic films with Fred Astaire and Gene Kelly and Frank
Sinatra.
Music: I'm into all kinds of music as well. I even like some rap,
though its not my favorite. I was raised on Oldies and country, but
I also love alternative, rock, classic rock, melodic rock,
eighties, metal, showtunes, etc
Food: Mmm, food. I love to eat, and I love all different kinds of
food. My favorites are oriental food, good southern cooking, and
anything kind of exotic.
The six things I could never do without
Minimalism, I like it.
1. My constant companions, the horses and the dog.
2. computer & internet, for my geeky habits
3. good, honest friends and family
4. some form of creative outlet
5. The freedom of thought and expression
6. a connection to the natural world
I spend a lot of time thinking about
Obviously, since my Masters was on American Indians, I spend alot
of time thinking about
Native American Rights.
All civil rights, really. I'm fascinated by the injustices
committed by our government throughout history. And by fascinated,
I mean disgusted, usually. The more I learn about the world, the
more universally I understand the shortcomings of narrowminded man.
Lately, I've also been highly distracted with environmental issues,
and this burning need inside me to change the fate of an already
failing planet. Lofty, unrealistic goals.
In addition to all that passionate thinking, I also do alot of
brainstorming for
stories I'm writing. I'm a writer by
heart (I have a B.A.
Creative Writing), and
eventually I'd like o start producing regularly again.
On a typical Friday night I am
Hanging with the boys, playing some sort of video game or computer
game. The typical choice lately has been the Champions Online Beta,
which needs work, honestly. I need to go pick up Left 4 Dead to
make me feel better.
I know that sounds terribly low-key, but I'm not huge on going out
and getting plastered every weekend. However, when I do go
out, I make sure to have Fun!
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
hm... well, I guess something that most people don't notice about
me is that for all my vivacity and outgoing behavior, I'm really a
very vulnerable person who can be easily hurt by insensitive
actions from others. People tend to think that nothing bothers me,
but really, I care very much about other's opinions.
You should message me if
you're an honest, confident person who wants to share not only a
relationship, but also a friendship with another person.