I was having a text conversation with a girl here okcupid and we've been talking for a while dont know how long though anyway we just stopped talking and its weird cause at one point a while back she send me a message saying that im starting to like you and than i guess a week and a half later while we were still talking, i sent her a text and she didnt responded back. i sent her another text saying if she was alright cause she was sick but still no response. she's been online on okcupid a while, but like im just a little flustered that she couldnt give me a reason why she never responded back to me and left me wondering. Im ok if she messaged me saying if she doesnt want to talk to me but dont just stop talking to a person without a reason. i still wonder if she will send a message giving me a reason.

Yesterday as i attended the hollywood undead concert in NYC Roseland Ballroom i was in a mosh pit with a group of ten people in it. as i was jumpin around i lost my iphone. IDK if it was pick pocketed or it fell out of my pants either way its gone for good. The next day which is today, my mom has a disappointed look at me as if i was a fuck up. It hurts me becuase i wouldnt do anything to hurt my mom or me. now i have a POS phone but i have to atleast wait for 2 weeks or so. Everything is just so hard especially life.