When I was little, I wanted to be a Marine Biologist studying whales in Northern California. When I was less little, I realized that octopuses are terribly smart and I was very much quite frightened of them, so devoting my life to career in which I'd be encroaching on their turf seemed idiotic. This sort of idealizing a thing and then only later realizing the practical constraints is delineative of my thinking.
I'm genderfluid, or at least a sometimes crossdresser who feels no dysphoria about pronouns or clothing and tends to like the trangressive and attention-grabbing aspects of ignoring typical gender roles.
Ideally I'd like to live in some Scandinavian country, or Brussels. Both have mighty appeal compared to Indiana/the States. However, I'm certain at least some of this has to do with not recognizing the beauty surrounding me, so if you'd like to make the grass greener *here* by helping me to allegorically water it, I'm up for that.
I read in abundance and have the attendant vocabulary.