I have next to no cartilage in my knees. They finally gave me an
MRI of my knee so that maybe now they can fix it instead of telling
me "Nothing's showing up on x-ray" for the past 5 freaking years
and 3 x-rays.
The MRI only showed slight damage to soft tissue and I don't know
what that means yet.
I have false teeth, mostly due to eating Runts on lsd in the early
90s. My false teeth either changed shape or my gums did but I don't
wear teeth because it hurts like hell now. The dentist is far down
on my list of things to do. I'm going to too many doctor
appointments these days to add that to the growing list. Maybe
My username is no longer tattooed on my arm, I have a lot of
self-made tattoos of various occult symbols and band logos. Skinny
Puppy is on my hand and the Psychick Cross is on my forearm but the
rest are occult symbols. WYRD is on my upper fingers and various
symbols are on my lower fingers and thumb but anarchy is on my
middle-finger. My main profile picture is just above my wrist and
so many other ones I won't list them all here.
I use the same username on fetlife.
I'm a practicing
and have been a teacher for many years.
Once in a blue moon I might get the urge to shave my eyebrows...
they grow back.
My workspace is organized clutter filled with books, art supplies,
occult stuff, computers and audio equipment EVERYWHERE.
After being sort of cured of esophageal cancer my body started
breaking down from top to bottom, in that order. Entire GI Tract is
just fucked. I'm having many tests and getting many treatments.
This has been my year as of last january 1st.
Somehow my brain broke along the way this year and for the first
time I decided that I was fucked up enough to seek help and
therefore now see a therapist twice a month and a psychiatrist as
often as I can.
Let's see; I'm on Mirtazapine, Klonopin, Amitripline, Gabapentin,
and I told the doctor that I will abuse Xanax so he took me off it
(I don't need that addiction)... Some serious shit, I know. That
list is subject to change at the doctors whim, it's fun playing
trial & error with my bodily chemicals, right? Especially my
serotonin! that just pisses me off...
DSL is LSD backwards.
I'm very much into Kink and have done many things. Being a Switch I
go in for what my partner is into if he/she is -really- into it;
otherwise it's like dry masturbation to an 80s sitcom. I'm mostly
into women, though I have dated a guy before, and found a few men
quite attractive. Let's just say that I'm 70% Dom and 30% Sub...
90% Master 10% Slave. That should say a lot.
And I don't drive. Growing up in Pittsburgh and moving to major
cities and/or dating people with a car I never needed to get a
license. Now, of course, I live in farm country and have NO way to
get to Pittsburgh or anywhere else for that matter. If this
disturbs you, bugger-off, you probably live too far away
I find the degradation
of the human equation
to be rather erotic.
Just a mass of quixotic
souls simply wandering by
imploring life till they die.
I find the segregation
of the racial stimulation
to be somewhat exotic.
Just bypass all the toxic
energy fields in the lie
until you learn how to fly.
I find the titillation
of her evaluation
to be out there and cosmic.
Just worship the dark gothic
goddess and gaze eye to eye
until you release and sigh.