I am an artist and dreamer. Are you my muse and also intelligent enough to not fall into the scammer's hand? Without you, l feel like I'm dying inside. Life is a series of choices. Getting to know me might be able to make some positive impact on your life. One believer in me with a beautiful smile on your face. Oh, please knock on my door.
'People who need the best of everything are not happy people.' I am a good testing case of whether you are happy one or not, because of my imperfections. Even challenging. But if you believe 'love conquers all,' anything is possible. I desire the happy woman. So we are a perfect match. What a logic!? LOL
Please raise your hand if you are on the skeptical side for dating sites like this to find a significant other. You are not alone and we have a lot more in common than you could imagine. But what the heck, this site is free.
Somebody wrote, "To fall in love is awfully simple but to fall out of love is simply awful." Love in the past traumatized me like anybody else and I didn't have a stomach for it. But I am ready now.
You know what? Before going any further, I like to give ladies here a favor to save their reading time. So I have to say this to disappoint you upfront. I am not a lawyer or doctor or CPA. I don't have big bank accounts on and offshore neither. And I swear I am not a terrorist. Not a Psychopath. Not with Bipolar or Paranoid Schizophrenia. No voices have been heard inside of my head ever before and now. Not a rapist, murderer, drug dealer/junkie, alcohol addict, pimp, cult worshipper, stalker, lady's man, creep, polygamist, online pervert and pedophile. None of them. Never been arrested or in the back of a police car or convicted before. I don't use a woman for my advance either. I am aware that some girls like bad boys so bad but those things are not in my nature. I am spiritual but not religious. Even though the church is not my thing, but if the woman I fell in love asked me to go church with her, I would never disappoint her.
So you have it. Oops! The 99% of ladies who were here earlier were gone now. Oh, no! It's close to zero, zip, zilch, nada... But luckily I need only one in the whole world. Not two nor three. So I still believe I have a chance, LOL. Ok, let's continue here.
I love learning new things which has kept me busy all the time. I have found myself alone most of the time surrounded by people with different ethnicities. That is norm of my life. I enjoy living in Los Angeles. I have never felt homesick. I am an artist who is in hopelessly need of a life partner as a muse.
I'm not looking for a beauty pageant winner look-a like. Of course not! Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. And also I believe that our face expression is the reflection of what we are from within. I am not an advocate for too much makeup. As you know, getting older mercilessly exposes a little by little whether you have true(or ageless) beauty or not, because it comes from within. I can see it in Audrey Hepburn for an example. She remained beautiful throughout her life. Therefore I love an intelligent and confident woman. No wonder, the girl wearing a pair of the black rim eye glasses turns me on. LOL She is still my favorite actress but at my young age, I fell in love with Sally Field in "The Flying Nun." and used to dream about her. I believe that it had a lot to do with her personality portrayed in the TV series. Not to mention, my favorites in the international beauty contests before had never become a top prize winner anyway. The judge panels and I had a lot of things to discuss. LOL
I consider myself belonging to the family of Giant Pandas who have lived in central China.
+++ Letterman's Top 10 list of why I call myself a Panda +++
I am the one who:
#1.is absolutely harmless. Not a violent guy in nature.
#2.is single all my life and hardly ever has a girlfriend.
#3.deserves to be listed as one of the endangered species in WWF and needs a group of devotees to help find the right mate and reproduce.
#4.is witty, playful, but painfully shy first.
#6.doesn't hang out in bars.
#7.doesn't smoke and eats more fruit and vegetables than meat. I am reasonably health conscious.
#8.doesn't like a big crowd much.
#9.is such a big dork. I am not aggressive toward females and would be quiet as a clam in front of an attractive one, but highly intelligent. I am able to appreciate the beauty of a person inside out. I have an IQ as high as that of dolphins but unfortunately I am not good at swimming at all. So we cannot have a long term relationship. I strongly felt that after watching a French movie "Le Grand Bleu (The Big Blue, 1988)."
#10.is not a city slicker at all. I don't know much about Louis Vuitton, Gucci or fancy cocktails. I was grown up in a small community on a rural area 60 miles north of Tokyo. Cold in winter and hot in summer. The nature was my cradle and playground. When I was a kid, my family had several cows in a large backyard shack. At one day, my grade school teacher asked each student in my class,"Do you have any pet?" "If so, what is it?" All the students had one or two. Their answers were a cat or a dog or fish or birds, something like that. When in my turn I answered "a cow". "A cow?" She said a cow was not a pet. I couldn't quite understand it. "Why","How cannot it be a pet?" I asked. If you took a close look at the animal, they had big eyes, and were very cute. They were big but very gentle creatures. I used to touch and stroke their face gently and I felt good and I thought they felt the same way. I was so sad to find they were not a pet. So I was only a kid in the class who didn't have any pet.
Yes I have a lot of goofy sides like the cuddly bear. But I have serious sides as well. You can find them with no time. Don't judge a book by its cover. I might look like a wimp but not at all.
Nice guys finish last. Women just don't want a nice guy. They want the bad boy. The latest Daily News is telling me that even Charles Manson, a notorious killer, in prison now has a 25-year-old girlfriend. Hello America?! In this crazy unfair world, am l lucky enough to find anyone who is a human female and loves me at the same time? In reality, one in million odds against me for sure. But God works in mysterious ways. I won't give up easily, lol.
The relationship based on the tender love and companionship sounds great. No drama. Not invasive, not abusivie but lasting one. Marriage? Up to my prospective, I'm ready to go the whole nine yards. I had chosen to be single in the past for so long. It was not easy but I had tried to keep me from falling love. Is it too late now? The time will tell.
I am not a fancy pant at all. I had worked for a couple years for Pasadena branch of Easter Seals organization to take care of a wheelchair-bound young guy with cerebral palsy for schooling. We bonded very well and it was harder than anticipated to leave him for another job later.
Anyway, I am better educated than an average guy, with my bachelor degree in economics, avid reader, A+, MCSE, computer literate, (art)museum lover(Le Louvre, The British Museum, The Metropolitan Museum of Art, Museum of Modern Art, American Museum of Natural History, Rijksmuseum, Van Gogh Museum, which were all visited and my favorite. I love seeing something making me say "Wow." They have an abundance of wow's.), graphic designer/web designer, California state certified cosmetologist, great pool player, former Ping-Pong champion at Junior high, former chairman of an annual student festival of my college in Japan. Those are only part of my story.