I had a tarot reading a couple months ago that realy struck me: I won't get into the whole thing, but the first card pulled was the reverse Knight of Pentacles, and I haven't been able to get the image out if my head. My life up to now has been about seeking to know myself and understanding the full range of my emotions and capabilities, desires; I hope to continue that process until I die, but at the moment, I'm really focused on trying to build good habits, figuring out how to take small progressive actions consistently. That's my new and exciting challenging right now.
I think of myself as being pretty darn whimsical, but also generally rather grounded. I'm really into magical realism. I'll take whatever idea is helpful for me at the time, but I am still committed to relating to the world around me.
I tend to prefer spectrum to binaries and broad connections to in depth focus, though I probably approach my most technical processes from the other direction (I'll read a lyric out loud 50 in a row). I tend to think of things on a grey-scale; I'm not a black or white kind of guy, at all.
...I love semicolons.
I'm polyamorous (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polyamory) and while I find polyamory to be beautiful and fulfilling, it is also quite challenging. I'm currently putting the bulk of my romantic energy in this amazing guy: adversecamber. And trying to redefine my relationship with the other most important guy in my life (PennPaul who is also amazing). Did I mention this was difficult? Loving people is hard work sometimes...
If you believe deep down that the only valid romantic relationships are those between two monogamous life partners, please spare us both a little heart ache and don't get romantically involved with me. I'm definitely not available for that.
I've adopted the term homoflexible to describe my attraction deally thing. Which OKCupid has finally made available as an option (whoopee!!). Strangely enough, since I started thinking more about my attraction towards women, I've lost my gay super powers and have a much harder time approaching them sexually. But I'm a little shy at first in general.
I can be quite reserved at times, but then at other times (or with certain people) I'm totally disarmed, and then sometimes I'm a quirky Puck. Some times I use other words. Sometimes you feel like a nut... I tend to approach friendships with a great deal of honesty and openness, but I'm not always very forward. I think this is morphing somewhat as I adapt to life in NYC.