Once again there is drama in and around my life. Friday, and I know this is a little late to discuss but it's been bothering me, my sister and her man got into a huge ass fight which landed Justin out the door. I talked to Kristen a little later on and she said she and Justin were through and she wanted to be left alone. I reminded her that JR and Chandra were coming over after work to pay her some money that JR owed her. So she told me to take it from JR and put it in the mailbox and tell him sorry and to explain what happened.

So, JR and Chandra show up. They come inside and I tell them the drama that was going on between Kristen and Justin. That they got into a HUGE fight and that Kristen had to call Justin's mom or step-mom, I'm not sure of the relation, to come and pick him up because she was done putting up with his shit. You can imagine the shock in their eyes when I told them. Kristen and Justin have been together for five years, I think.

Anyway, I get the money from JR and put it in an envelope and stick it in Kristen's mailbox like she told me to. We visited for awhile and then I took them home and went up to my mother's for dinner and told Mom and Dad what had happened. While I was up there, I talked to JR on the phone. And I talked to Levi aka Silver, on the phone. I could barely make out Levi's call because Dad had the damn T.V. up too loud. All I caught was that he heard the story about Kristen and Justin breaking up. If he had told me anything else, I didn't hear it. Well we were going to a friend's house over in Dubois that night and had to stop at Wal-Mart so Chandra could by the friend a baby shower gift.

I picked everyone up and we headed to Dubois. While we were at Wally World, Amy called Levi's cell phone. She was all frantic about my sister for some odd reason and I didn't know why. All I knew is that Kristen had to work that night and had to get some sleep and wanted to be left alone. Well it turns out, Amy called Levi before we left Clearfield and told him that Justin came back to the house and that she wanted someone to check on Kristen to see if she was okay because Justin has a temper. No one did. So hence, more fucking drama!

Now everyone is pissed off at Levi for not telling me about Kristen, which he probably did during that phone call I gave him from my mother's house and I don't know how to make things right with everyone. Amy's mad at Levi. Kristen won't even forgive him. Bad things were said about one another. And written about one another. It's just a case of when are we all going to grow up! We're adults! I, being the oldest of our circle of friends. It's like the Dresden Dolls song, Backstabber. Everyone is backstabbing everyone.

I want to set things straight with everyone and make things right. But I don't know how. I said my side of the story to Amy and now she's not pissed off at me anymore. As for Levi, he's getting the raw end of the deal. I don't think Amy or Kristen will ever speak to him again, and all because of a mix up over a phone call. He didn't know Justin had a bad temper. He didn't think Kristen was in any trouble. He thought she would be able to handle things. She has in the past. Even I don't butt in Kristen and Justin's business. When I hear them fighting, I stay out of it. Now this last time was different. I did butt in. Only because I heard how bad things had gotten and I wanted to see if Kristen was okay and needed company or someone to talk to after she had thrown Justin out. So my bag.

I just wish we all could be friends again. Why do we have to act like a bunch of kids when were full grown adults? Misundertandings happen.

Elizabeth