I tend to say or do random stuff when I'm bored. So if you see me dancing like a horribly out of rhythm seizure patient, do not be alarmed, I'm still quiet healthy.
Human nature is basic. It's simple. It's only complicated cause we make it so. Good and bad are ideas we created in order to impose a sense of order around us and conform to a sense of productive normalcy, which technically is whatever the hell we say it is cause that's only defined as what everyone around you does.
Cynicism = realism; to expect the worst and be surprised when it doesnt happen is a nice thing, but that doesnt make one gloomy, just more understanding of how sucky real life is. Finding humor in the morbid irony that is life and all that entails is a comping mechanism that I have nearly perfected.
My weird, cheerful side is my way of saying "fuck it, life sucks, I'm going to find amusement/pleasure in it anyway"
^The above is an announcement from that oh so friendly thing called sexual frustration causing me to be overly dramatic....do not take this so seriously and you know how to deal with many of my quirks ;P