Here's to the crazy ones! "The "Greater Fools" ;) http://vimeo.com/21747491
My life is coming full circle as I re-find the roots of the childhood that were always here and more at home in the wilds of Alaska then the street corners of the faster world I so love and enjoy. As I daily pay more attention to what ingredients my energy craves, I spiral slowly closer to the gathered village of my youth. Little by little I watch the life here invite me to change what I put in my mind and body, as my appetite hungers for more simple ingredients, my intuition slowly grows. After finally putting in a full year of “landing myself” back into this more softer world and through a process of letting go of work and earning my keep. I began to relearn how to listen to my own spirit and inspiration. From being raised in a non-credo (ask me what that is) macro eco-village to becoming a mega yacht captain and all the adventures in between, I gained all the respect and knowledge from the ICulture I needed to thrive. But slowly, sometimes too slowly, I realized that even if I was going 100 mph, it was in a circle. Now as I quiet down, it feels like I'm crossing back, to something almost all but forgotten, gradually relearning how to look ahead to enjoying an ever more innocent future. I know I'll always have passion for delighting in all that chasing the “best” is, all those wonderfully intense moments, which is the faster life that’s out there always waiting for me. Smiling to myself as I let that pull, for once, wait a moment longer. My center is shifting back to the wilds of a world with dew still on it, as my energy begins revolving around a different and younger point of view. I more easily hold on to hopefulness, as my heart starts whispering to me again, the way it used to. I feel more excitement for what I can change, then depressed by what I can't. This may be a key to unlocking energy. Not just for myself but all the places that encompass this very small world we are all spinning on.
Sharing more energy to re-finding the balance of giving in a relationship means a lot to me. After all isn’t satisfied, a daily investment? I always feel stronger being a valued part of what a woman uses to feel really wanted and beautiful and completely trusting that feminine intuition when it comes to timing on most subjects. I endlessly delight in walking along a gentle tantric path, enjoying ever rising passion and intimacy as the turns and hills melt away as two get further away from the blocks we all share and too often create. When the moment’s right, I as well relish being guided or being in control, while unbridling that real passion waiting to be discovered inside of us all. I believe the more time-shared together, the better the lover.
When I’m not trying to navigate the future or make sense of the past, I have energy for letting my huge passion flow to do or build what ever the present desires of me and what I can’t do or build myself, I learn how from someone who can. But, the real person I’m hoping to learn the most from is you.
I can’t help but wonder… who could be reading this? Do I know you already? Or have we yet to discover each other? Underneath all the layers what kind of woman are you? What experiences helped to shape you? How did all those wild wonderful moments and disappointing but needed hurts unfold in your life so far? Are you, like me "waking up" looking around and wondering if there is anyone else up early to hang out with? Would our journeys be stronger if all the wonderfully unpredictable ways attraction, chemistry and dream can come together? As I lean back warmed by some music and the thoughts of all the fresh sights that are so much better shared. The cozy warmth of going to sleep with love inside and then wake with the feel of home on the skin is my favorite moment to share. Somewhere out there... some special eyes are reading this “message in a bottle”. I hope this invitation will spark a little curiosity and we can slowly begin to meet. Maybe we could start by asking anything about anything? (I know I’ll answer) Even if a future of only new old friends is found. This life is definitely an adventure and I’m pretty certain that none of us are getting out of it alive, so maybe there really is not much to actually risk here, after all “Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things you didn’t do, then by the things you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails.” There are just so many inspirations out there from all of our past and present fellow adventurers!
I always travel with my pillow.
To really understand another I often have to "sleep on it".
I hate it if I lie about what I'm upset about because what I am actually upset about is just too embarrassing to admit.