Hello my name is Ariel. I am a party promoter for Gothic Raves in Santa Cruz or rather Graves. I have a long history in both the Gothic & Rave cultures. I feel perfectly at home in both. I like to drink alcohol & take ecstasy. So if your Straight-Edge then you probably wouldn't get along with me too well. I like to dress-up & go out this can include things like wearing make-up. If you don't like guys who occasionally wear woman's clothes like skirts or make-up then you probably wouldn't like me as well. I try to be creative. I like drawing Faeries & mythical beings. I have a big belief in Magick. I like to run around the trees naked & pretend I'm a Satyr, you know the half-man half-goat with horns playing the pan flute? I don't know things like that really fascinate me. I'm 37 years old but I look about 10 years younger than I actually am & act that way too. I don't think I have ever met someone who guessed my real age. I still have a lot of fun in my life and am not tied down to responsibilities. I like to live my life free. I like to enjoy life and am looking to find someone to have wild adventures with & explore haunted places like graveyards. I have a fascination with all things morbid & beautiful like statues of angels. I am spiritual but not religious. I am a Thelemite which means I follow the teachings of Aleister Crowley who said things like Love is the Law, Love under Will, Every Man & Every woman is a star.. etc.. someone who embraces life & takes every possible risk. I put fun before responsibility. I like dancing & going out as much as possible. I can't always afford a lot but what I can I do. I'm always over-spending on things that entertain me. If your not living life to the fullest, your not really living. Life short, enjoy it while you can before it's gone.

I am Gothic, Raver, and Graver

http://www.myspace.com/pan_jesus_sidhe
http://www.myspace.com/loveisthelaw418

Enjoying life, Throwing Raves, Drawing, Internet..

How tall I am.

Books: The Book of the Law & The Confessions of Aleister Crowley by Aleister Crowley, The Neverending Story by Michael Ende, Tithe: A Modern Faerie Tale by Holly Black, I Was a Teenage Fairy by Francesca Lia Block, The Fairy-Faith in Celtic Countries by W.Y. Evans-Wentz, Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov, Alice in Wonderland by Lewis Carroll, The Call of Cthulhu by H.P. Lovecraft, The Raven by Edgar Allen Poe, The Stolen Child W.B. Yeats

Movies: The Neverending Story, Legend, Labyrinth, The Dark Crystal, Akira, My Neighbor Totoro, Howl's Moving Castle, The Matrix, Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Pan's Labyrinth, Donnie Darko, The Little Mermaid, The Lost Boys, Peter Pan, Beetlejuice, Edward Scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Crow, Lord of the Rings, Sid & Nancy, Underworld, Something Wicked This Way Comes, Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Secret of Nimh, A Clockwork Orange, The Hunchback of Notre Dame, Kids, 24 Hour Party People, Liquid Sky, SLC Punk!, Blade, The Hunger, Vampire's Kiss, Vampire Hunter D, Bram Stoker’s Dracula, Nosferatu

Music: Alien Sex Fiend, Bauhaus, Beborn Beton, Combichrist, Cruachan, Cypress Hill, Clock DVA, Cruxshadows, Coil, Christian Death, Duran Duran, Diamanda Galas, Emilie Autumn, Evanescense, Front 242, Frente, Faith and the Muse, Ferry Corsten, Gruesome Twosome, Gravediggaz, Illumine Naughty, Jedi Mind Tricks, Johnny Cash, KMFDM, Kraftwerk, Ladytron, London After Midnight, Morrissey, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mortiis, Malice Mizer, Nine Inch Nails, Ozzy Osbourne, Psychic TV, Portishead, Rasputina, Rage Against the Machine, Rob Zombie, Rozz Williams, Secret Chiefs, System of a Down, Sky Cries Mary, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sophie Ellis-Bextor, Snog, Skinny Puppy, The J.Hexx Project, Tuatha De Danann, The 69 Eyes, Therion, VNV Nation, Velvet Acid Christ, Votaire, Wolfsheim, Waylander, :Wumpscut:

Food: Sushi, Burritos

My van, my laptop, food, water, clothing, sex..

Life in general..

Going to a full moon Rave out in the middle of nowhere.

It's a secret.

You like going to raves, goth clubs & getting fucked up.