I love intimacy. I love seeing others as they truly are, with their guard down. I like revealing myself and feeling accepted for my naked, true self. To be seen and to see, deeply, through the heart, is what I want from romance, love, relationships and sex.
I've been creating major change in my life this year. I've been actively interested in new romance in my life, and I'm very happily, obsessively now in love.
I'm polyamorous and currently have two partners.
I've been with fallen_paladin for six years. He's highly introverted, whereas I like a lot of attention, cuddling, talking, and sex. It's not in his nature to keep up with me. He really is my Paladin, and I am his Priestess.
It has been a huge relief to the strain of my relationship with fallen_paladin, as well as an exciting adventure to me to now be in love again and staying with my new fiancé, MobiusCastle. My partners know each other and I am in contact with both of them every day.
Note: I have zero interest in a casual-sex relationship. I crave connection. Feeling understood is an aphrodisiac for me.
I'm self-centered in that I'm centered and interested in my self. I am giving, in that I love to give of myself and my talents, which I do best when I center my focus around my own well-being first. I wish more people were selfish, in the sense of actually seeking the truth of themselves.
I love authenticity and honesty, even when the honest truth is that you have an emotional problem with short people and you're madly in love with your sister. Whatever your truth is, I've lived and loved with someone crazier. The hidden parts of people are the most fascinating parts.
I enjoy reinventing myself and exploring unconscious realms. I love tracing my emotions back to the first memory, the first time I felt that way.
Consciousness Alchemy (psychology, hypnosis, shadow work, etc) fascinates me.
I'm a board game designer. It's what I do for fun. I do all the artwork myself. I grew up playing video games and board games, so designing them comes naturally.
This profile is like an analogy of me, where "me" is my ego. My ego is an analogy of my real me. My "real me" is an analogy of the universe. These statements are an analogy for the nature of the universe – expounding on each reality through another analogy.
Polyamory is loving multiple people at once, completely transparently. It is about being your full self with more than one person.
I am a relationship anarchist at heart and in theory, but I believe some polyamory hierarchy is somewhat inevitable. I used to be believe that whomever you have more time and investment with will undoubtedly be dearer to you, but it turns out that love is even more fluid than I thought.
This beautiful short comic shows the different relationship types very clearly, easily and quickly (please do check it out!): http://i.imgur.com/xPacZwN.jpg
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