I want to be around someone who's funny. I need to laugh, and I
need someone to keep me in a good mood, i'm really fun when i'm
happy. I'm really shy and take things super slow until I get to
know you, which can either take a month or a year. that phase
doesnt last forever but it's important that you allow me to go
through it, but I also need someone to push me a little closer and
not give up on me.
What I’m doing with my life
the past few years have been the hardest thing i've ever
experienced, and up til now I haven't been ready to be with
anyone.Even if we are just friends, that's fine, I need all the
friends I can get!
I’m really good at
I like art.(poems,painting,drawing,sculpting,sewing)
I like to cook.
anything hat involves nature.
writing. I write a lot.
thinking. I am constantly thinking of atleast 3 seperate things at
the same time.
I can name almost any animal I see, even if it's one i've never
actually seen :) I watch way too many nature documentaries. I love
I retain a lot of information very easily. you tell me your number
once and I will still know it 4 years later. That does vary on how
much of a impression you made on me. bigger impression, the longer
and stronger the memory, im sure that's the same with everyone
reading body language
reading facial expressions and tone of voice
knowing when you are lying or hiding something
psychology, its my favorite subject
learning. you cant know everything and I won't stop till I
being a perfectionist
being self aware
telling you my true feelings
keeping and setting healthy boundaries and breaking down unhealthy
being compatible to pretty much anyone, once I figure out and
balance what you need with what you need and what you want.
The first things people usually notice about me
thats more of a question I would ask you. so I would like to know
what you noticed about me first. I'm sure theres more than one
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
favorite quote: "There is pleasure in madness, which only madmen
know."_ John Dryden, The Spanish Fryer.
tv: anything in science or nature, psychiatry, psychology, anatomy,
marine biology. I like horror or anything scary like ghosts or
crazy people. I am terrified of zombies, so I will stab you if I'm
convinced you are one.
books: I don't like to read unless it's teaching me something. I
feel the same about tv most of the time, but I do watch stuff like
south park, family guy, metalocalypse, the walking dead, being
human, etc. just for fun.
The six things I could never do without
the strength to stand when i'm torn into a million pieces
the ability to learn
the chance to change
the freedom to choose
the power to love
the inspiration to create
the creativity to inspire
the urge to understand
I spend a lot of time thinking about
everything. most thoughts are like nightmares re living bad things
that I've gone through.im not even going to pretend I've always
been good. im not going to hide the things I've done so I'll tell
you now i was addicted to fentanyl oxycontin hydromorphone
percocets lortabs coke methadone meth xanax and klonopin. i did it
but i don't any longer and i don't even want to. i haven't used any
drugs in over 6 years so i don't want to talk to anyone that's got
a problem with that. but im definitely someone you want to meet.
On a typical Friday night I am
at home or with my mom or my nephew. he always spends the night
with me on the weekends. but occasionally maybe the casino, or
alone on the computer painting or making jewelry or reading biology
textbooks from last semester since i got suspended
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
im in a relationship with myself and honestly its the best
relationship I've ever been in! im the best girlfriend I've ever
had. lol Theres no fighting no disagreement bo pretending no
judgement and best of all no lies and you already know everything
about each other and the list goes on ut say i gotta go my gf wants
to make me lunch! i never have to tell her what i want! oh if only
i was a transvestite then i would have everything i need
You should message me if
ur into fat chicks. i weigh 200lbs. im not into wasting anyones
time or surprising people when they see me, all my pics are