I am very unique (differently abled) with my abilities being extremely concentrated creatively in the spiritual area. I have limited visual memory and finer motor skills. Being unable to retain much visually, limits greatly what I am able to do in this world, since visualization plays a big role in helping one perform in any given area. Most people seem to find that hard to understand! I do not type very fast or last long at a lot of tasks due to my finer motor weakness. Complex movements are difficult(if at all possible) and very tiring. My gross motor skills are excellent. In figuring out myself, I have become really good at understanding people who are not easy to understand. This has helped me to be able to focus really intensely in the SPIRITUAL area. I would not want to trade places with anyone else despite the intense challenges my life has presented me with. Often those who have lived the most challenging lives achieve an awful lot. I am still focused on achieving a lot more in my life and see my best years ahead of me.
MY FOCUS IS ALL ABOUT IMPROVING THE SPIRITUAL BELIEFS AND TRAINING TECHNIQUES THAT EXISTS ON THIS EARTH. I have done an awful lot of serious/intense experimentation in this area on myself. One needs to really experience the spiritual intensely, in order to really understand it well. Good spiritual training techniques enables one to experience intense spiritual states without being overwhelmed by them. One will feel the need to improve ones spiritual beliefs after one becomes more deeply tuned into the spiritual.
I created my own astrology system over a period of over 30 year(without signs or houses)which is in harmony with my current understanding of the mechanics of how the spiritual works. For more information on me put astrogoodwin into a search engine. Facebook is my central site, where I have links to other sites. I have lots of good blog posts on astrogoodwin/wordpress.
I can relate well with people who are unique and challenging. I do have a very intense creative spiritual focus with a (w)holistic practical approach. I am use to people discriminating against me because I am unique, though they often will not openly admit it. People often have spiritual beliefs(and mind-set) that make them unable to relate to(understand) some one like me. A lot of people are not very open spiritually and will quickly judge(often using poorly programmed/trained intuition) someone like me negatively. To the right person I can be extremely helpful and interesting, to the wrong person I can seem too much to deal with.
I am really good at pushing the edge(push edge everyday with my very intense mind-body exercises-explained in one of my JOURNAL entries) when it comes to the spiritual and want to help bring a higher level of spirituality to this world that is badly in need of improvement in this area, so as to handle the complex an intense problems of this highly technological age we live in now.
I am good to vent on, since I can handle rough emotions very well. My spiritual training techniques were designed with the intent of strengthening my ability to handle really intense and difficult emotions really well, so that I could relate well and empathize with those really struggling in life, and also be able to connect well with the highly emotionally charged issues and problems in this world and the people affected by them.
I am not into wild conspiracy theories or belief systems. I am into beliefs that help one to be more effective at dealing with the strong challenges that this physical world we live in gives us. I am not into beliefs that involve escaping from this world or tend to demonize certain groups or sectors of our society. I see the people in position of power as being very much controlled by the collective spiritual energy of those that allow them to retain that power. That there is always others that are willing to work hard in order to replace those in power(in industry or government)if given the opportunity. That the way you change this world is by changing the collective spiritual energy here, so that better people will develop and gain positions of power here. The predominating spiritual beliefs and practices/training is what determines the quality of the spiritual energy that exists in a society or on a planet as a whole.