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axis88

21 M Denver, CO

My Details

Last Online
Today – 10:10am
Orientation
Straight
Ethnicity
Middle Eastern, White
Height
5′ 8″ (1.73m)
Body Type
Average
Diet
Smokes
No
Drinks
Desperately
Drugs
Religion
Sign
Cancer, and it’s fun to think about
Education
Working on university
Job
Student
Income
Less than $20,000
Relationship Status
Single
Relationship Type
Offspring
Pets
Likes dogs and has cats
Speaks
English (Fluently)

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My self-summary
"The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and all science." -- Albert Einstein

Much of my life has been spent seeking wisdom, answers, and awareness, sometimes haphazardly, sometimes successfully. I'm a philosopher and a dreamer to the core. Sometimes it gets me in trouble, often it gets me nowhere, but from time to time it pushes me beyond the barriers of ordinary consciousness and ego, and propels me into a space hardly describable in words. It's profoundly beautiful, illuminating, and liberating.

As a dreamer and a thinker, I naturally do not feel entirely at home fastened to society's flagpole. I'd say that I'm a free thinker, but these days I hardly even know what true freedom is. Certainly I'm warped by culture, and often my thoughts feel outside of my control! I think true freedom is a state of mind.

I used to take a somewhat bitter slant towards things, which has changed for the most part, but it can still slip through sometimes. The world can be a very cruel place, and that solemn truth is a weight that I will always carry. Our species has yet to emerge from the dark ages.

I've always had a susceptibility to depression and anxiety; I have struggled with both for most of my life. I'm a little bit OCD and more than a little bit of a hypochondriac (both improving). Lately I've been working really hard to overcome them. With enough meditation and exercise, they usually drop to a minimum.

I tend to overthink things.

I am a slacker artist. I like to draw (even though I don't know how), love to write (you know, in my head) and I especially love to write music (let's just say I've never taken any formal lessons). The creative process is extremely gratifying and exciting to me, and I'm always striving to improve my creative abilities.

I love listening to music, playing video games, and watching movies. Maybe a little too much. I'm addicted! I'm especially fascinated with video games, to the degree that I'm considering a career in game design. I definitely have an escapist streak in me. I'd choose a night at the films with a friend or two (or yes, completely alone) over a crowded party any day of the week.

I'm a very laid back, introverted person. I can also be quite empathetic and compassionate when I want to be. Because I'm an introvert, I need alone time pretty much every day to "recharge". It's simply how I am. For me, the inner world is just as fascinating and fulfilling as the outer one.

I'm no fan of small talk. I prefer honest, personal conversations. I'm always trying to understand the other side of the issue. It takes a great deal of courage to admit defeat, and I have immense respect for people who can. I like to debate (even with myself), and I find it most satisfying when both participants maintain a calm, open approach towards the subject with the goal of attaining a greater understanding of the issue at hand.

I'm an INFJ/INFP, leaning more towards the former, for those of you who are into that sort of thing. I am, probably a bit too much. We mustn't define things too rigidly, especially elements of the mind.

As you've probably deduced by now, I'm deeply interested in the mind and the nature of consciousness. I consider myself a psychonaut.

I'm totally obsessed with the paranormal, from synchronicity to psychokinesis. I am damn near convinced that we humans are capable of much more than is readily apparent. My dream is to conduct research within the field of parapsychology.

I like to run, but I can't go very far XD

That's enough for now, right? I think I've done a finely mediocre job of this, if I do say so myself.

Yes, I was drunk on kava kava when I wrote this :D
What I’m doing with my life
education within and outside of college. exploring my consciousness. seeking love. enjoying life. enduring life. being constantly bewildered.

ecstatically lost. looking for employment.
I’m really good at
"Admiration for a quality or an art can be so strong that it deters us from striving to possess it."
Friedrich Nietzsche

I have a knack for a lot of things, pretty much everything that I have a serious passion for. I simply have difficulty focusing.

I try not to restrict myself.

Definitely really good at imagining things I would be good at.
The first things people usually notice about me
The headphones?

I come off as an introverted, serious mofo, but really I'm just a philosophizing trickster. It can take a little while to get to know me, at least in person.
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
I've spent way too much time on Facebook making lists of my favorite things. I do like making lists.

One of my greatest pleasures in life is sharing my passions for music and stories with other people.

Music: Darkside, These New Puritans, The National, Portugal The Man, Local Natives, Dan Croll, Radiohead (after 6 years, still my favorite band), Fleet Foxes, M83, Moderat, Burial (my current obsession), Modest Mouse, RATATAT, The Antlers, Alt-J, Other Lives, Moby, Daft Punk, Coldplay, Damien Rice, Aphex Twin, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Massive Attack, Tool (any Maynard projects), Thom Yorke, Atoms For Peace, Audioslave, Arcade Fire, Amythestium, Mogwai, Weezer, Dido, Sting, Hans Zimmer, WHY?, Immortal Technique, Thomas Newman, Martin O'Donnell, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, Deltron 3030, Shingo Nakamura, Hiroshi Watanabe, Animal Collective, Purity Ring, Jose Gonzalez, Neil Young, Bob Dylan, Phaeleh, Amon Tobin, Bibio, The Eagles, Beirut, DJ Food, DJ Shadow, Talking Heads, Bruce Springsteen, Kings Of Convenience, Nosaj Thing, Audio Shaman, Zero 7, Bach, Beethoven, Portishead, Chopin, Satie, DJ Krush, Atomosphere, The Smiths, Bonobo, Caribou, Liszt, Cream, deadmau5, Emerson Lake & Palmer, Nick Drake, STS9, Gorillaz, System of a Down, Ali Farka Toure & Ry Cooder, Xavier Rudd, Mozart, Phantogram, Nirvana.... okay, that's enough. Honestly, I can't remember it all.

TV Shows: Breaking Bad, Louie, South Park, Game Of Thrones, Walking Dead, Naruto, DBZ, True Blood, It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia, How I Met Your Mother, The Office, Fullmetal Alchemist, Berserk, Death Note, Skins, Misfits, Being Human, Soul Eater, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Lost, Claymore, Weeds, Workaholics, Community, Elfen Lied, Arrested Development, Claymore, Samurai Champloo, Eureka 7, Heroes, Gantz

My top 3 games/series of the generation: Bioshock (1 & Infinite), Demon/Dark Souls, The Last Of Us ... this changes all the time.

I'm starting to get tired of this whole list thing.

Books: The Fabric Of The Cosmos, The Undiscovered Self, Synchronicity, The Quantum Enigma, Navigating The Out Of Body Experience, Hyperion Cantos, Childhood's End, Magician, Hunger Games, Memories Dreams Reflections and more...

Movies: The Matrix, Gladiator, Waking Life, Donnie Darko, Prometheus, Inception, Life Of Pi, Avatar, Terminator 2, The Lord Of The Rings, V For Vendetta, WALL-E and TONS more. My attention span has been exhausted.

I love most food. I'll try almost anything. I'm a very adventurous eater. Despite this, most of the time I try to eat very healthily. I see the virtues and reasoning behind veganism/vegetarianism, but I guess I require more discipline. My goal is to only consume meat once a week, max.

I cook, because I love to eat.
The six things I could never do without
I could be a total smartass here, but I won't. Here are the things I enjoy most:

1. Family/Friends
2. Spirituality/Altered states - meditation, lucid dreaming, ect
3. Enjoying art (all sorts, and yeah, video games are art damnit!)
4. The great outdoors/nature
5. Making art
6. Philosophy/Science
I spend a lot of time thinking about
this place is painfully beautiful...
...and confusing...

nullius in verba

the nature of consciousness - the basic structure and tendencies of the psyche - dreaming and lucid dreaming - meditation, in it's many forms - enlightenment (whatever that is) - self development (whatever that is) - perception - game design - virtual reality - songwriting - storytelling - UFOs - psychology - relativity - the nature/structure of existence - the staggeringly vast and mysterious cosmos - technology - video games, movies, music - general relativity - quantum mechanics - quantum computing - ego death - astral projection - psychokinesis - telepathy - psi - health - cooking/food - nature - the future - the past - psychedelics and entheogens - fractals - family - friends - our influence on the environment - sustainability - war - governmental structure - altered states of consciousness of all sorts - beauty of all sorts - religion and it's roll in the human psyche - anime - afterlife - the soul (whatever that is) - alternate dimensions - infinity - humor - love - life - death..
..and sex of course, who doesn't think about sex?
On a typical Friday night I am
Either gaming, seeing a movie, conversing with a friend, taking a midnight stroll while contemplating the universe, arting, or wasting time on the internet... sometimes while inebriated on some obscure ethnobotanical wonder.

watching documentaries. school.

everyday is the same, yet everyday is different.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
I consider myself androgynous. It's not really a secret, although it's also not a discussion I prefer to start with most people (unless they are open minded!).

I'm an internet junkie, as you can probably tell from my big ass profile. Of course, I'm also addicted to video games. And coffee. And weed. I can still function, but I'm trying to cut back on all of it.

I've never been in a relationship. I've been in a few semi-relationships, but nothing substantial/long-lasting. I'm utterly inexperienced in regards to dating and everything related.
I’m looking for
  • Everybody
  • Ages 18–35
  • Located anywhere
  • For new friends, long-term dating, short-term dating
You should message me if
If you think I'm worth talking to, shoot me a message. I don't care if you're on the other side of the planet. Let's talk about this crazy place we've found ourselves in, because it's freaking incredible and far too often this fact is ignored.

- You'd like to have a philosophical discussion.
- You'd like to share your strange, unexplained life experiences.
- You'd like to discuss the state of the planet.
- You'd like to share your experiences of ego death and other such phenomena.
- You'd like to have a sincere, personal conversation about your state of being human.
- You'd like to discuss paranormal phenomena.
- You'd like to discuss meditation and spirituality.
- You have an unnatural obsession with Radiohead.
- You are a gamer and would like to test your worth in a game of Halo (or anything, ask if I own it).
- You are trying to broaden your understanding of the mind.
- You are trying to broaden your understanding of the universe.
- You think you can broaden my understanding of these things.
- You are an artist looking to share.
- You have some music I need to hear.
- You are seeking to transcend your limitations.
- You are not from Earth.
- You are from the future.
- You are from the past.
- You are from neither this universe, the future, or the past, but somewhere I could not possibly conceive or comprehend.
- You just really need someone to talk to.

One day, all of the stars in our Universe will extinguish, and the cosmos will be washed by a timeless dark.

What is darkness without the lost?

"As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being." - Carl Jung