I've avoided love and just drowned myself in my work. That was the problem in my "it's me and not you" excuses for not giving love. I have successfully built businesses as an entrepreneur but what good is it to have a relaxed lifestyle with no one to share it with. To be in a room full of people and feel so lonely. My businesses allow me to stay home a lot and it's rather lonely here .. waking up to no one.. going to sleep without anyone by my side to hold and kiss goodnight. I'm ready to find that real connection.
Who is She? She is a women that is secure, confident, and independent. She can command the Boardroom during the day but come home and be a completely different person letting me provide and cater to her every desire. She loves to go out to bars/clubs, dinner, movies, working out, playing sports, and really just anything goes as long as it's fun or she can simply just enjoy a night at home laying in my arms reading or watching TV. She has her own group of friends who provide her the love and support she needs in a social circle. She's cool with me hanging out with her friends and I'm cool with her hanging out with mine. She can love to cook & clean but doesn't have to as I have a housekeeper and personal chef... yes.. I'm lazy.. LOL. She must be Spiritual - meaning having a strong belief in God as everything we have is due to his grace. She is a great communicator. She is not afraid to tell me anything.. I mean anything... as our love has no judgments. I know life is not perfect and comes with its ups and downs but she's confident that I'm committed to her and we'll work through our issues. She is conservative but at a drop of a hat can do something spontaneous that is wild and crazy and totally surprises me. I love not knowing who she is and discovering something new about her everyday .. rather good or bad.
Who am I? I love No Rules. Just living life day-by-day as it comes. Simply doing what I like when I like to and now adding you in my life means we do it together. My typical day starts by me waking up whenever God gives me the nudge, checking my emails to see how my businesses are doing and if there are any issues I address them, going downstairs to the gym, and just hanging out watching TV until my friends get off work and want to hook up and do something. An eventful life right? ... so unfulfilling. I need someone to share it with. I'm currently working on self-publishing my book and a new music project. Now that I'm financially secure I'm ready to work on the other areas of my life. I'm growing closer to God and am a Sunday practicing Christian. I'm working on finding love, hence, okcupid.com.