I guess I am kind of a mix between the sweet, vulnerable, geeky girl, and a tough, mischievous, kinky, girl with a dark sense of humor...

I am usually pretty shy at first in real life, until I warm up to someone. Once I do however, its a pretty big change and I am very affectionate and playful. I enjoy just being in bed or the couch with someone and just cuddling, but sometimes I also love to be a bit bad and going out and finding some trouble to get into ;)

I usually date/get along with people who are at least a few years, or more, older than me, but have met exceptions. I don't want someone that is exactly like me in every way. I want someone who has strengths and interests in some areas where I am weak, and can push and help me become stronger in those areas. Also I do like darker/alternative/punkish styles and looks as far as how I dress, but I would never ever think of myself as goth or anything even close... I am attracted to a wide range of styles.

I am not perfect, I have gone through some tough times in my life, made mistakes. These things are in my past but still part of who I am. I also don't really desire or want someone that is perfect, I would much rather be with someone that is able to understand me. I am not broken, but if you want perfect, and some past issues are a deal breaker, look elsewhere.

I have a weak spot for helping people... even when I know better. Making someone else happy or smile even in small ways has always made me happier than almost anything else in this world. Sadly this often leads to getting taken advantage of cause people can suck.

As far as hobbies, an odd mix of things from almost everything geeky, but also things like cars (owned, modified and worked on multiple), guns, history, psychology, sociology, pretty much anything interesting, I love learning new things, I guess you could call that my main hobby.

For work I have done everything from general tech support, to server support/setup, high tech security systems, CAD (solidworks), web design, product design and prototyping, bit of metallurgy having to do with that, other stuff I am forgetting....

I am intelligent, but I am not a grad student or anything, most is self taught, I am broke, and so on... Everyone that messages me is always super successful, it makes me feel strange...

One thing I am NOT doing, and will NEVER do, is LARP....... (the only exception that comes to mind is maybe some odd mix of group sex and role playing...)

One thing I am NOT good at is listing things I am good at.... ^_^

I guess the most likely is my dark hair and eyes and pale skin.

Fear and Loathing, Lost in Translation, Shaun of the Dead, Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream just to list a few movies.

I love a lot of downtempo electronic stuff and triphop, Good hip-hop (Atmosphere), Punk (Bad Religion, Social Distortion), industrial music of various kinds, ska even (Bosstones), also bands like Morphine (do they even fall into a category?), a lot of classic rock, post-grunge, Some kinda emo stuff sadly :P, a pretty eclectic mix.

Often I am reading a educational book rather than a story, I can spend hours watching the history, discovery, pbs, channels. I love learning new things.

"I would never advocate the senseless loss of human life,
So if we start running out of people
Let me know and I'll apologize"

My computer, rain, dark humor, intelligent conversation, cuddling(that feeling of being safe with someone, protected from the world when in his arms), love.....

I am always trying to learn new things and expand my knowledge, this brings me great joy.

Also, Sadly often being a bit hard on myself about things.

Out with friends at some event, staying up too late, or at home on my computer, staying up too late.

I tend to be submissive, and at pretty kinky at times depending on who I am with, and would not mind a relationship that incorporates this to some degree...

Your not perfect, have gone through some tough times...

Your tired of games and are actually looking for a relationship. You still believe in falling in love...

You use the phrase good girl...