i'm always stumped on self-summaries. honestly, i created this account long ago, because i was addicted to quizes which past some time. now that i'm actually doing more my quizing has been less frequent. i guess now, i'm just interested in meeting people. i'd like to have people to geek out with and watch videos or go to a movie with, maybe even try new things with.

i would like to think i'm a creative and unique individual. atleast to a fault. i'm flawed just like anyone else. i'm afraid of heights, spiders, what lurks in the dark, and driving( even though i've been doing it for quite some time now..i think its more of being afraid of getting hit). i guess i'm not like every other girl. i tend to enjoy things that most people view as male activities..such as comic books, videogames, some sports, and burping in public. i have a somewhat crude and dark sense of humor. i can be somewhat intimidating (so i've been told), i don't get along with too many females (this has to do a lot with girls my age are extremely competitive, jealous and manipulative..and i'm quite passive agressive and enjoy living in a drama free zone). i don't think all girls are bad, i'm sure they're are alot of great people out there..but they seem to be few and far between. i can be a bit moody, and stand-offish. i live like a hermitt mostly, surviving on junk and webcomics. i like those little flash cartoons you see on the interwebs. i work in retail at a target in rochester. i've been there for 4 years. honestly i didn't see myself working there that long, but i've enjoyed every minute of it. other than this, i'm sure there is lots to tell you about myself..but i don't think they make a page big enough, besides i feel like i'm just brain-farting now.

NOTE: i don't have a problem with older people, i just don't want to engage in sexual acts, or take it further than friends with you. i'm not interested in money, so don't flaunt it. i don't have kids, and if i'm gonna date you..i'd rather you not have them either (not that i have anything against kids, infact i love kids and i adore babies).

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"I use to think i was poor, then they told me i wasn't poor, i was needy. Then they told me it was self-defeating to think of myself as needy, i was deprived (oh, not deprived, but rather under privileged) then they told me that underprivileged was overused. I was disadvantaged. I still don't have a dime. But i have a great vocabulary!" - Feiffer

"A friend is one who knows you and loves you just the same." - Hubbard

"To be free, one must give up a little part of oneself." - Hedwig

"When you don't know what you're talking about, it's hard to know when you're finished" - Tommy Smothers

"All endings are also beginnings. We just don't know it at the time." - Mitch Albom

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• Remagoen

eh..what am i doing with my life? i like to think that each day i'm gaining some knowledge..and some inspiration. i'm pretty much taking it all one step at a time. soon, maybe in the next few years i'll finally get around to openning up an art shop..maybe even a comic shop...maybe both if i'm daring. whoo-ah!

as of right now, i'm working a regular job. i'm slowly trying to figure out my next move. and i'm sure i'll know it when it comes to me.

aside from that..i'm putting my nose in a book or two. i paint when i'm given any free time. and well, i'm just trying to be more social. and that seems to be the hardest out of everything. really, talking to people should be easy. meeting people should be even easier. but for me it seems that the simplest things are always the hardest.

listening, i'm pretty blunt (i appreciate total honesty), painting/sketching, coffee, and i'm sure i'm good at other things. but, i'm not one to brag.

BOOKS::: The bell jar-silvia plath,Nectar in a Sieve-Kamala Markandaya,
choke and invisible monsters by chuck palahniuk,
the Dog run, brave new world - aldous huxley

Graphic Novels (comics):::

hellraiser-clive barker,
Tank Girl - jamie hewlett,
The Walking Dead - kirkman,
The sandman series - Neil Gaimen,
Lenore - Roman Dirge,
Ghost World - Daniel Clowes,
Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, squee, i feel sick - jhonen vasques

Manga:

I love Halloween ,
Anne freaks,
the drifting classroom,
return to labyrinth

MOVIES::::

Tank girl, Ghost world, Willow, Donnie Darko, Eternal sunshine, Trainspotting, The lost boys, Hellraiser, The cube, The dark crystal, Labyrinth, shaun of the Dead (or any zombie movie for that matter), Saved, SLC Punk, the big lebowski, Pan's labyrinth, hellboy, spiderman, Vfor vendetta, aeon flux, pitch black, chronicles of riddick,dracula, constantine, Batman series, saw, i am legend, howl's moving castle, spirited away, children of men, The Happening, iron man, silent hill, horror, dangerous life of alterboys

MUSIC:::

HIM, marilyn manson, london after midnight, the 69 eyes, fischer spooner, the murder dolls, AFI, nofx, bif naked, tool, mindless self indulgence, yeah yeah yeahs, ccr, neuroticfish, jane's addiction, beck, ben folds five, julien-k, i enjoy some cheesy 80s pop-rock (b-52s, cindy lauper, etc), i also like oldies and classic rock.

FOODS:::

Sushi (yum),pineapple sandwiches, japanese, thai, and italian

Comics/webcomics,computer/internet, art supplies, music, and i've been getting along just fine without most everything. except for the four listed above. if i didn't have these things i'd go utterly mad. i'm sure it wouldn't be pretty.

oh and wait..i can't not live without coffee..i just can't.

thinking about books i've read, people i've met, current events (if i actually keep up with them), music, where i'm going in life. why healthy food is so expensive and junk food is so cheap, and we still sit around and wonder why americans are so fat. why can't excercise exquipment and other such things be cheaper as well, cause gyms just scare the hell out of me, reminds me of gym class all over again. why does no one call me like they use to? why do they put soo much into a cell phone these days? are computers no longer sufficent to our needs? why do we care so much about technology? when the world ends, we're screwed. i thought of a way to save gas its call horse and buggy, it'd be like a trip to the farm like everyday. artists will rise when electronics fail, unless of course you're into computer graphics..then, you're screwed. why does dreaming always feel better than reality? i wish i could spill my brain on a canvas and it look exactly like how i pictured it in my head. pretty much the basics.

what am i doing on fridays..either i'm working..or i'm at home with my nose in a book, cause i haven't had a chance to find my way around just yet..so, i'm working on that i suppose. occationally i'll hang out with the few people i know here..and that usually consists of drinking coffee at a friends house watching odd videos and laughing til we cry..what could be better..

there is nothing to private too share, even the most embarrassing moments later define who you are or who you're becoming. so ask away my fellow okc viewers.

if any of this interested you at all and if you have something to actually talk about.