i just finished reading twilight in the span of an entire day. an amazing read if i must say so. i was simply in awe throughout the entire length of it. my chest hurts even now. heavy with hopes...

its depressing to think that i'm in love with a fictional character..and jealous of the other..

so, i'm off to purchase the next book in the series..i'm utterly hopeless..*shakes head*

i would love to have this

http://www.etsy.com/view_listing.php?listing_id=17889067


if only santa still loved me..ho-hum..

where did you guys go?

i hate waking up feeling completely unrested and longing for something..having no clue as to what That something is..

i just want to see a normal picture. i don't want to see girls biting their lips or fingers or whatever in desperation to look "sexy" and guys, i don't care about your abs and i certainly don't want to see pictures of your children. it seems a lot of guys my age now are toting tots these days. jesus, keep it in your frickin' pants. (note to people who leave nasty comments, i don't hate children, i just hate guys who think that if they look like a family man, they can score chicks).

all this brought to you from me scanning the new users homepage in less than 30 seconds.

cause i can't find a Wii Fit anywhere and i'm not ordering it offline.

i want one soo bad..they're soo much fun. *pout*

i'm being stalked by several guys with the name trinity. some new obsession going around?

Furries scare me.

do i have an old man magnet on my butt? i honestly don't mind chatting to older people. but, man, i gotta draw the line here. i don't have much in common with you guys. you should know that clearly by the age difference. this doesn't mean i'm immature or anything like that. but, i'm not interested in drawing social secruity in the next 5-10 years. i'm still in a place where i'm just trying to make it to next months rent and finding time and money to put into tomorrow.

wow, there is clearly no way i can say this without coming off as a complete bitch. do you guys have this problem? i mean, i know women are looking for younger models these days. the point is, find someone your own age. someone who is in a good place and who can give you the whatever it is you're looking for. stick to what you know.

secondly, if no one responds to your messages maybe there is a good reason. age seems to be my topic for today..so, ask yourself this..am i old enough to be their father/mother, am i growing hair in odd places that shouldn't be discussed, or am i soo far off their dating scale (stick to your clicks..even though that sounds horrible..even in my own head..). or it could be the other possibility that we lie to ourselves about..you're just not attractive or your personality is just bland. whatever the reason..quit whining. some networking sites aren't made for everyone.

One day things will be good
I know this to be true
How i cannot be sure
But to say that life is
somthing horrible just doesn't
sound too grand.
Life to be so awful
Wouldn't make it worth living.

One day I will have the money
to go out everyday
to sit at that little coffee house
writting poetry all day.
One day I won't have much cares
in the world, just big dreams to fill
my void.

One day I can speak of life
to others matter of factly.
talk of the good ol' days
on a porch swing in the middle of May.
One day the wind will blow
in another direction.
Life goes on anyway...