i can be rather long-winded. If you aren't intimidated you yet, shut up and keep reading :p
"Admit it. You aren't like them. You're not even close. You may occasionally dress yourself up as one of them, watch the same mindless television shows as they do, maybe even eat the same fast food sometimes, but it seems that the more you try to fit in, the more you feel like an outsider, watching the 'normal people' as they go about their automatic existences. For every time you say club passwords like 'Have a nice day' and 'Weather's awful today, eh?', you yearn inside to say forbidden things like 'Tell me something that makes you cry' or 'What do you think deja vu is for?' Face it, you even want to talk to that girl in the elevator. What if that girl in the elevator (and the balding man who walks past your cubicle at work) are thinking the same thing? Who knows what you might learn from taking a chance on conversation with a stranger? Everyone carries a piece of the puzzle. Nobody comes into your life by mere coincidence. Trust your instincts. Do the unexpected. Find the others…" - Timothy Leary
i journey to find The Others <3
So let me tell you what i've been up to: i've been thinking. i've been philosophizing. i've been discussing the good legalized marijuana would do to the economy. i've been reading (biographies, transgressional fiction, intelligent fantasy, science-fiction, essay collections, science articles, polyamory community boards, tantric yoga pamphlets, Bradbury, et cetera) and jump-starting my renewed love of writing. i've been talking and asking questions and getting asked questions.
my New Year's resolution was to stop being self-conscious or scared of the Universe and its machinations; i now read oracle for whomever asks.
i've realized that taking responsibility for both actions and words is incredibly attractive to me.
Financial independence is hot.
Books make me _____.
i have been living.
i am always learning.
i have been evolving and adapting on all levels.
Ask me about my childhood; ask me about my scars. Ask me why i believe in God. Ask me how often i cry and how much i love to cook in the kitchen. Ask me why i'm absolutely nuts and what my favorite animal is. Ask what my favorite time of day is, what tattoos i have, what i plan to do in the future, and what i daydream about. Ask me if i belong to any Orlando groups or meetups, what websites i frequent, my stand on evolution or revolutions, or if i'm Team Edward of Team Jacob. Ask about my sexuality.
Start a conversation about my anti-feminist/feminist standpoint. Talk to me with beautiful words; paint me a picture with adjectives and commas.
Ask me anything.
Tell me anything.
Converse with me for real; cut the bullshit small talk.
Maybe we'll both learn something new and exciting <3
Oh. Right. You can call me michi :) or Phoebe or Pheebz or Ramona or Rammy. Been trying on some different names lately.
Also, ask me for more information about the "available" but not "single" status.