(For some reason the facts box on the right seems to refuse to acknowledge my facts updates, but my ethnicity is White, in case you couldn't tell on the picture, not that it should matter very much anyway. I am single and looking but I would love to make friends and penpals too. I'm genderqueer, but they don't have a box for that. (My body is male, *I* am in the middle leaning toward female. I decided to check the "male" box because I figured it's more likely that a person looking for a man would also accept a biological-man-inner-else, than that a person looking for a woman would accept a biological man. I'm prejudiced like that!) I am very religious, but I do not make that anyone else's business if they don't inquire, I am not a crazy fundamentalist and I am open-minded to anyone who is not a bigot. My religion is Christian Gnosticism.)

Here is a disclaimer before you go on reading: I like to be very, very lengthy. So sue me. Or you could just read all of this and message me. One can never have too many friends. Anyway, without further ado here is my actual self-summary in all its circumlocutory glory.

I've fought depression and won. More impressively, my sisters-in-spirit fought my social anxiety disorder and won, I am now 100% free from this terrible affliction. Words could not express my gratitude or love for my sisters.

(For more wisdom about social anxiety disorder, seek ye the oracle of Wikipedia.)

I'm an uncontested INFP, and quite a believer in the personality type concept, too. And if I were classified as a D&D character I'd be neutral good. (As much as I like to pretend that I would be chaotic, it's just not the case. Bwaaahhh :´( oh and here's some text to keep that smiley away from the closing paranthesis. They don't get along.)

I'm a computer and language geek, with glasses and everything. And proud of it! But I'm not overweight. Actually, I'm alarmingly underweight. I don't have anorexia or anything (though sometimes when I have been especially light, I have certainly looked like I might), I just don't seem to gain weight no matter what I do, for some reason. (It's in the genes?)

I like movies, Rammstein and languages.

I have a veeeeeery long fuse, which is maybe not always as good as it might sound. Sometimes I forgive people for things I shouldn't. I am a magnet for emotional abuse. Please try not to take advantage of this fact. (It sounds cute when I say it like that, but there is nothing funny about it.) I am so meek, if you punch me in the face, I will likely literally turn the other cheek. Then again, I am so nice, if you punch me in the face, it will come back to you in the form of karma and in the form of my circle of acquaintances.

My hobby is conlanging and I love various forms of creative expression. (Painting is the one I would most like to be really good at, but unfortunately, I'm definitely not.) I love writing and I love jokes.

I have a yellow belt in karate, but in reality I don't remember anything because I haven't trained in nearly a decade. I do have a black belt in grammar though.

And apparently, according to this site's official death test, I will die at the age of 2007 - this is the most depressing prediction of my future I have ever heard from anyone in my entire life. Now if the result had been "dead *in* 2007", I would have been satisfied. (At the time I took the test. And then disappointed around now.)

Crying over my extremely extensive profile, which bugged out and disappeared on me, thanks OkCupid.

I aspire to be a writer and a translator but right now I'm working. Well, I am a writer already if your definition of writer is "someone who writes stuff", but I haven't managed to get that stuff published yet. (But I'm getting there.) I have studied German, English, Swedish and Biblical Hebrew, I plan to study Russian next but in the end I will focus on Swedish, English and German, with the translating.

I plan to take a vow of silence for a year or so, some day.

Being underestimated, oh yeah. Grammar and languages, making up stories, recommending good movies, puns, nerd stuff. Predicting plot twists in films (I'm not kidding here, it's almost supernatural) and coming up with really really bad analogies. (People love them though. The're funny.)

For a girl, I am REALLY tall and have a REALLY deep voice and WAY too much facial hair. So most people tend to assume I'm gay.

I like to hug people. (People notice this early on because it is how I greet people.)

The short version: House of Leaves, Pink Floyd The Wall, Rammstein, chocolate. Alrighty:

My favourite TV show would be Prisoner: Cell Block H, and favourite director Lukas Moodysson.

Other than that I also like Requiem for a Dream (in fact anything Darren Aronofsky), Helium Vola, Joakim Pirinen, H2G2, Anastasia Wahl, The Cure, Jonas Gardell, epic poetry, Lovecraft, Nine Inch Nails, Lars Sjunnesson, Stephen King, Pink Floyd, Scary Bitches, Kent, Twin Peaks, Arch Enemy, Riget, Untoten, The Knife, Monty Python, Silent Hill (movie sucked though!), Max Andersson, the Fallout trilogy, The Crow, Thåström, Lexx, October Project, Cube, the Marathon trilogy, Pi, Tarantino, Star Trek, Natural Born Killers, Eminem (selected works), Heathers...

Friends, friends, friends, friends, friends, friends. Seriously, you can lose everything you have, as long as you have great friends you're okay.

But if I have to pick six different things: friends, chocolate, books, music, spirituality and an open mind.

But this question is so boring, why do they still have it?

How to recover my vanished profile. :´(

There HAS to be some cached version or something SOMEWHERE, but no luck as of yet.

Okay I've kinda gotten over the above by now. Now I spend a lot of time thinking about my new novel. It's about cheese... It'll be so awesome.

Out partying with my sisters. Failing that, at home hanging out with my sisters. Failing that, in my apartment chatting with friends online, or watching some movie or something. And there's always video games.

I have freaky 2.4 inch long toes. (It's true!)

I have at some point been a little bit of a closet prescriptivist. =[

I used to have a problem with self-injury. And it shows, if I'm wearing sleeveless shirts, or short pants/skirt. So I don't wear those. Fortunately I don't like sleeveless and short, I like my clothes very long. Skirts should reach the ground! Heck, if *sleeves* could reach the ground, that'd be awesome.

In the winter.

In the summer, I do not wear long sleeves because I freaking hate it when it's too warm, I hate it, hate it, hate it. Not that I don't love Swedish summers, I just hate direct sunlight.

I was once engaged to cazLibertine, after meeting her on this website. It didn't work out, our relationship ended in 2008, but I will never forget her. (She died in September, 2009.)

If you wanna.

I think this used to say "If you actually read all the way here and want to brag about having talked to the longest profile on OkCupid", but... Sadly my profile is now GOOOONE. Bwaaahhhh :´(

I'll go cry some more over that loss, see you later.

Okay, now it's later. Why "if"? Let's settle for "you should message me"! ^.^

(I sometimes have days of good confidence, but more usually it's bad.)