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My self-summary Propose an edit

life is so beautiful and i couldn't be more thankful. i love animals. a lot. i dont kill anything on purpose. i really like late nights. i'm far from perfect and full of love. I'm old fashioned not naive. i'm drawn to anything graceful and romantic. charming and honest. sincere and simple.

i do this thing with my feet when i can't sleep where i rub them back and forth on the covers on top of them or against each other. i dont wash my hair every day.i have a 3 legged cat whos probably cooler than most people i've met. i've got a cat with no teeth who grunts when you pet her instead of purring and its probably one of the funniest things i've ever heard. i just adotped a new little man with only one eye. i had a tiny tiny red salamander (god rest your little soul buddy). oh and a hamster whos just glorious. i like to have the tv on when im trying to fall asleep. i'll turn away from it and be laying there dead tired but if its not programmed to a show i like i just cant pass out. its sort of annoying. i'm living alone for the first time in my life and i couldn't be happier. who thought i could actually pull off this whole adult thing? i walk down the street just about everyday smiling and laughing to myself. i love the way the sun feels on my shoulders. i can't wear enough dresses. i live in tights and a leotard. i have an amazing roommate who blessed me with the ability to go out on a limb again...even though i drove her crazy in the process :P i love the idea of travel yet i've been hardly anywhere. im incredibly driven and yet a lazy bum at the same time. i try to stay as far away from politics as possible. i tend to come off brattier than i really am. born and raised in california and missing it, family and friends, everyday. i dont eat meat. im a definite face maker. i laugh at damn near everything. i believe in appreciating people completely or not. so either you love the things that make them insane or you move on to the next crazy person. im vulnerable but not weak. im open to whatever comes my way but im not stupid when it comes to making choices. im terrified of just about everything but i will always jump. i will never hurt you intentionally.

What I'm doing with my life Propose an edit

im not trying to figure myself out because i feel like its coming to me more and more everyday and the anticipation of that understanding is lovely in itself. im sorry but i have no idea whats going on most of the time. why i say the things i do, why i do the things i say. im lost and upside down and i dont know what my next step is but im stepping anyways. i'll watch where i walk but im always moving. im trying. im giving. there is nothing more i can do in this life than to do just that. i may go in the absolute wrong direction but at least im moving in a direction at all. if i have to turn around ok. if i have to start again i will. there are people in my life that love me no matter what stupid things i do and thats all i need to know.

I'm really good at Propose an edit

making faces.

The first thing(s) people usually notice about me Propose an edit

green eyes, super tall (almost 5'10"), sass.

My favorite books, movies, music, and food Propose an edit

i absolutely love japanese culture. animals. i love being outside at night. i like dancing with no shoes on. i like people who ask me questions. i like people with something to say. TEXTING, saving pigeons and snails, playing piano in a dark room, surprises, anything sour (especially sour altoids), walks, getting letters, knitting, beautiful foreign films, museums, galleries, shows, intellect being more attractive than that whole bimbo thing, anything beautiful, anywhere beautiful, being barefoot, letting go, holding on, giving all i have.

musicals, the cure, johnny cash, at the drive in, muse, dolly parton, keane, from autumn to ashes, coheed and cambria, alkaline trio, poison the well, kansas, nodes of ranvier, coldplay, sigur ros, recover, jeff buckley, brand new, bane, mars volta, lynyrd skynyrd, john mayer, john legend, the postal service, glassjaw, the faint, hopesfall, hint hint, matt skiba, blood brothers, death cab for cutie, modest mouse, the smiths, tbs, and so forth.

addams family, crybaby, serendipity, documentaries, foreign films, city of god, hero, me and you and everyone we know, what the bleep do we know, amelie, virgin suicides, maria full of grace, kill bill volumes 1 & 2, one hour photo, legend, i heart huckabees, eternal sunshine..., 21 grams, once upon a time in mexico, reservoir dogs, lost boys, labyrinth, office space, the royal tenenbaums, bram strokers dracula, life aquatic, adaptation, harry potter, princess bride, willow, lost in translation, casino. i like old musicals. i love taratino, rodriguez, kubrick, anderson, kaufman.

BIG LOVE, most haunted is my absolute favorite show. im terrified of ghosts and the like but i could watch stuff on tv about them all day long. married with children. house is incredible. sex and the city of course. nip/tuck...amazing. i was a nanny to my nephews for almost 2 years so if i didn't list some cartoons they would be furious. ok...simpsons, oblongs, family guy, futurama, fairly oddparents, jimmy neutron, danny phantom, avatar..and thats probably enough geekiness for the moment.

i love to read. i really do. vonnegut, palahniuk, allende, anne rice, all the harry potter books and lemony snicket books. true crime, history, mystery, forensics, anthropology, anything beautiful and engaging. melancholy death of oyster boy. memoirs of a geisha. sigh. amazing. wally lamb, arthur golden, wicked, son of a witch, i know this much is true, 1984, a million little pieces, anna karenina, les mis, black dahlia avenger, east of eden, blah blah blah. nobody is reading this anyways. haha.

The six things I could never do without Propose an edit

my animals. my phone. my bad jokes. my mexican food. my tap shoes. my family...times ten.

I spend a lot of time thinking about Propose an edit

how flippen glorious my life is.

On a typical Friday night I am Propose an edit

probably making trouble. in the nicest sort of way :P

The most private thing I'm willing to admit here Propose an edit

i might possibly be ruined for life when it comes to finding love. i've grown up watching old musicals and i swear the boy that holds my heart will be the one just like the men in those movies. they truly understood the importance of grand gestures and big risks. they were passionate and charming. bold and sincere. they didn't run to the first little hussie that flipped their skirt but instead fought for the big big love. they knew exactly how to charm a girl but without those bogus intentions. the way he would always get so near, say exactly the right thing, hold the girl by the arms, then wrap her up tightly to his chest as he looked her right in the eyes deadly close and kissed her. hard. swoon.

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