Hi there. I love to play. Puddle skipping, wrestling then cuddling, love kissing, running up hills, giggling to belly laughing, making art out of nothing at all, deep conversation, walking aimlessly into the night, stargazing, back scratching, cake baking, trying my best to just enjoy it.

I am a man that likes being a man. I am infinite. The age of my mind or body has no bearing on the choices I make and what I do to make my life what I want it to be.

I think I am ready to try to have a full on one on one committed thing again. I know that I deserve it all. I know that it is a rare and precious thing when two people click at a deep level and I do not take that for granted...but that is what I want. I know I am going to have an amazing friend who I can laugh with and cry with and who can knock my socks off in the sack. A guy who will wrestle and tickle me then we can surrender into each others company. I want a guy who coud fall asleep in my arms. I want a guy who is open to love...I want to scratch the back of his head and rub his feet... I deserve this and more.

This full moon had me up and ready to kick it. I think I might be up for levitating into love with an amazing guy who will play in the dirt, splash in the puddles, climb the sky and kiss the clouds. Dance in the streets, kiss my neck and then scrub my back in the tub. I want to share his ipod listen to Mash-ups...or Goldfrapp or Roisin Murphy or old New Order even Britney as we smile bob our heads and laugh through the streets, maybe go for a jog or pump some iron together then share some sushi and a pint of ginger ice cream. Cuddle on the sofa bodies conmingling while watching bad TV or a Bruce la Bruce film...as I smell his sweat I close my eyes and rest in its comforting warmth. I go home and do not want to wash because I want to smell him on me all day and taste him in my memory but I don't know.

My horoscope from Rob Brezney....http://FreeWillAstrology.com

It's an ideal time for you to throw a party for
all the people you've ever been and all the different selves who live within
you now. Invite the teenager who once seethed with frustrated potential
and the four-year-old who loved nothing more than to play. Include the
hopeful complainer who stands in the shadows and dares you to ask for
more, as well as the brave hero who comes out every now and then to
attempt seemingly impossible feats of happiness. Don't forget any of the
various personalities who have contributed to making you who you are.
Celebrate your internal diversity. Marvel at how good you are at changing.

I think I am inspring to others maybe. I find myself encouraging people all the time to live the way they want and fulfill their inner desires, I don't know?

I am actually at a crossroads...ending a thrirteen year relationship. Still kinda sore and swollen around it. We are like brothers now...kind of interesting this little thing called life and this crazy lil thing called love...I think many of my ideas around relationships and long held beliefs are in flux right now. Kinda scary and exciting. I feel much more equipped to enjoy life and engage more fully in life. So if I haven't scared you off yet read on....I am actually a pretty fun and I daresay funny guy.

Here is the real dealio: ME=

A funny lil man who tries to know that nothing is here for real and is quite content with all that biz...sickly silly sweet and way peaceful yet somewhat hyper man. A passionate pooper. Intense. Dumb and open to be dumber. Firmly believes that 40 isn't fatal.
Smart and open to be smarter. Too Creative for his own damn good....misundahstood. Enjoys
cheese soy and regular although I been a thinkin? Likes to suck on corners of blankets, particularly ones with silky borders amongst other suckables. Attracted to disabled and deformed, dorky, dingled, distorted and debilitated. Vitamin and
herb junkie. Love me some nature...Frequent masturbator. although less frequent now that I am single. LOL Former bed wetter. Like to take myself out on dates. Painfully shy at times and flamboyantly social at
others. Bi polarizationally socialized.....Could do without crowds most of the time. Impatient with the obvious. A one-on-one type boy.
Kinda kooky-ish...a few screws loose others, too tight,
Patient 97% of the time but terribly difficult the other
three. Working on it! Approval seeking sometimes. Aware.
Alive. Vivacious. Deep. Activist Artist Nut. Love maker.
Happening partaker-is mover wants to learn to be shaker
Stoopid. Faggot. Will play if asked! like to read about new things. Am a man of action. Kinetic learner. Queering the canon. Trans art academic digging.

Studying making my brain stronger and broader...working on balance between my body and exercise...my mind and relating to my quest for knowledge and my relationship to a spiritual engagement. I teach the most incredible kids on the planet art and theatre. I am assistant teaching a History of Comedy class and an Images of Eroticism class. In a grad programs tudying humanities...Thinking about teaching English as a second language.

making people feel good, encouraging others, being a catalyst for other people to achieve their dreams, seeing the big picture, kissing and cuddling and some other things too.

my arms, my butt and my smile...oh I have positive energy too I think.

I will list three for each as this list fluctuates on a frequent basis...Food...am loving Sashimi salad, Kashi Go Lean cereal, Acai juice...Books just finished or reading now...Salih's Season of Migration to the North...loved it. The Sexual Outlaw...The Hours...digging sad to admit...Britney...mash-ups...and love Bjork. Movies...hmmmmmm. I am a tough critic here...I love Magnolia, I want to see Milk...I just watched In the Realm of the Senses..an Oshima film so crazy sexy good. I am interested in queer Asian film particularly from South East Asia...love Frameline and I volunteer fo it. I love these...12 and holding,Friends with Money,Palindromes, Gummo, Female Trouble, Kika, Pedro Almodovar, Thumbsucker, Naploeon Dynamite, Little Miss Sunshine, Dogville, The Squid and the Whale ,Deadly Weapons ,Magnolia, Short-Cuts, Short Bus, Forbidden Zone, Bowling For Columbine,Female Trouble, The Misfits, Katherine, lovely and amazing, waitress, lars and the real girl, Nowhere, the good girl, Super 8 and a half, Raspbery Reich, Lilies, Old Greg Araki...

friends...my weiner...books...brains...olives...chocolate

queer cultures in more repressed societies...education and social justice for gay kids..intersecting identities...sexual outlaws, subversive art forms, public interventions.

observing my self and others doing all of the following: thinking, eating, jacking off, observing, making pretty or ugly things, learning, opening up to prettier and uglier stuff, creation/destruction, writing, change, theatre, film,fluidity,colors,kindness,education,peacification...social justice, repressed queerness in cultures, Asian american culture, interwoven identities...cultural competency...love redefined, romance...sexual outlaws.

coming back from planet children to a cocktail with a friend

i like to have sex in the window and I once put my dad's Pierre Cardin bottle up my butt when I was a teenager...oh and there's more just ask....

you want to have a satisfying conversation, a long walk, a cuddle session, a drink, a quick skip around the block or any combination of the above.

or if you are any or all of the following...these are the types of people who I would love to meet:

ooh sweet talkin candy men..who like...rubbin willies, Or who are: cracked pots, honky tonkers, go go-goers and stop stoppers, Box breakers, room shakers...Boat Rockers. Street Skippers. Ticking Swinglers. Tinglers. Loving conminglers, funky punky tonky, Creators. smartie pants with hot butts.... honest real peoples on the quest of self paleontology and the betterment of the land through simple gestures... peeps with big ideas and little egos...punks with the ability to pay attention when necessary and to become one with their ADDisms ...I love people who take a look around everyonce in a while and say "shit what the heck can I do to help these fuck wads out?." People who find beauty in the scattered remnants of plastic novelties.
Friends who don't take it tooo seriously or toooooo lightly.
Out of this world folks. A rare breed of down to earth and
off of their rocker type folks. People who like to play
with mud. People who buy their Inner child toys. Loosie Goosies. People who turn trash into gold.