so, I guess no ones perfect. I'm no exception. I believe I've made mistakes just like every one else. I've had my heart broken once, and I've broken a few. But I think through all that I have a pretty damn good idea, not of what I'm looking for, but of what I have to offer. And I'm at the point in my life where I'm ready to offer it.

I was discharged from the US army in 2007, since then I've been trying to go to school and work and hopefully get a degree. since the repeal of DADT, I've made the decision to Rejoin the service in a simpler fashion. Probably next Month I'll be signing a contract with the Air National Guard which will mean that I'll have the twice a month, three weeks a year obligation to them plus if I ever get deployed. but on the plus side, they'll pay for school give me a retirement and full health benefits. I like the idea of having that kind of security.

(2011 edition)

1) sex. Not just fucking. I mean passionate, crazy earth shattering, start on the bed, end in the kitchen, wanting eachother like theres no one else, appreciating every bodily hill and valley, its good to be alive sex. Where when your done, you just feel content with your partner, and that everything is right in the world.
Ok, so I know that kind of thing doesn't happen every day. But I couldn't do without it in a relationship Atleast once or twice a month.

2) intelligent conversations. there's just a connection that you can feel when you realize that your not the only person that "____" matters to. And when I come across some one that's thought about it as much as I have, and cares as much as I do. For a moment it makes me believe that there's purpose in the world, and not every thing is just random arbitrary events.

3) The future. No matter how bad it is now,for whatever reason, the future has endless opportunities for it to get better.

4) A logic defying irrational sense of self worth.

5) human interaction. Sometimes it can be difficult or frustrating. But in this time where so much happens via internet, its good to be able to make a connection with some one once in a while.

6) sex again. Hehe jk,
Singing, dancing drinking. There's never a bad reason to celebrate

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