so.. I don't really get it. when I left the country about two years ago, I had no trouble finding nice guys. for friends and eventually some one I ended up dating for quite some time. But ever since I came back, it seems like I'm not even a blip on the gay radar. I meet people that are nice and stuff. and there's even one or two that I would like to get to know better. but it seems like the only people who actually want to know me are 35+ and this is making me very insecure. so.. whats the deal? have I become less attractive? do I not come off as gay enough? am I just not any ones type anymore? AAAHHH!!

I mean, every one says that you don't find it until you stop looking, but fuck, does that meant I'm gonna be single until I'm 50?