I'm gay, but not homosexual, I'm really asexual, but gay.

By gay, I mean I'm interested in questioning gender, I listen to Gravy Train!!!!, Peaches and Britney Spears, I hang out with queer people, I only had sex with men and I have long eyelashes (though I don't wear mascara).
And, I don't know, I just know it (that I'm gay)
By asexual, I mean I never feel the desire to have sexual intercourse, either with men, women or genderqueers, I don't masturbate and I never came...
I don't -want- to have sex but I don't -not want- to have sex, I just don't care.

[EDIT: I think I'm not really asexual, that's something else and it's more complicated than what's written above, but asexual is closest term I found to describe it]

Michelle Tea wrote this about me:
"Judy tells me I can keep all my things in her brother’s backpack but I have to carry it because he has scoliosis. Judy’s brother is even more silent than me, and he speaks French. He is very pretty, with curly black hair and a Palestinian scarf wrapped around his mouth. Earlier he gave everyone Kinder chocolates. Judy said he’s gay but asexual and believes that asexuality is a sexual orientation. This is hard for the wildly sexual Judy to comprehend, but she’s trying to be open minded. I too can only imagine he’s damaged from homophobia, but again try not to be such an American about everything. I tune into thequiet brother, trying to get a feel for what asexual vibes feel like. He’s just sort of shy and aloof."

I'm a student and I want to study biology or neurology so that I'll find a way to become immortal. Studies bore me.

I hate France, I hate french music, and I hate the French. I have French ID, I was born in France, of French parents etc etc, but I don't want this nationality and it bores me.

Due to my hate for France, I love to travel

Oh Hai ! Btw, I liek teh Lolspeak !11!!! kthxbai

Yrys and Eoin- are my sisters

whatever OkCupid says I AM NOT more spiritual or more desiring of sex than you

Nothing really special, I guess I'm just being a kid

Sooo, as I'm the luckiest boy in the world, some virus got into my heart and destroyed some part of it (viral myocarditis) and restricts me from doing everything that I wanted to do this year
I can't drink, have sex, party, go to concert etc (anything that could speed up my heart rate = everything but studying) for the next 6 months, woo!

I used to be really good at piano and drums but I stopped.
I regret it.

I am shortsighted

as I don't wear my glasses I'm always staring at people screwing my eyes up trying to know if I know them.

well, actually, the first thing people notice about me, seems to be my ass...

Music:

#: 3OH!3, !!! (chk chk chk)
A: A Place To Bury Strangers, Alec Empire, Alice In Videoland, Amanda Blank, Amy Winehouse, Angerfist, Animal Collective, Aphex Twin, Arcade Fire, Atari Teenage Riot
B: BassHunter, Bat For Lashes, Beastie Boys, Beatles, Beck, Belle & Sebastian, Beyoncé, Bikini Kill, Birdy Nam Nam, Björk, Black Lips, Bloc Party, Blondie, Blue Foundation, Blur, Boards Of Canada, Boys Noize, Brandy, Britney Spears, Buraka Som Sistema
C: Calvin Harris, Camille, Camille Jones, Cantankerous, Caravan Palace, Carl Orff, Cascada, Cazwell, Chicks On Speed, Ciara, Cibo Matto, Cobra Starship, Coldplay, Crusaders Of Love, Crystal Castles
D: Daft Punk, David Bowie, Death Cab For Cutie, Death In Vegas, Delarosa & Asora, Deltron 3030, Destiny's Child, Dirty Sanchez, DJ Rainbow Ejaculation, DJ Shadow
E: Ebony Bones!, El Presidente, Electric Six, Enter The Haggis, Eve, EZ3kiel
F: Fatboy Slim, Feist, Franz Ferdinand, Freezepop
G: Gala, Gameboy Gamegirl, Gay Dad, George Clinton, Georges Bizet, Gnarls Barkley, Goldfrapp, Gorillaz, Gossip, Gravy Train!!!!, Gwen Stefani
H: Hadouken!, Hawnay Troof, Hercules And Love Affair, Hot Chip, Hunx & His Punx
I: Iggy Pop -& The Stooges, In Flames, Infected Mushroom, Infernal
J: Joe Hisaishi, Jonny Makeup, Justice
K: Kaiser Chiefs, Kamikaze Queens, Kap Bambino, Katy Perry, Kelis, Keny Arkana, Kylie Minogue
L: La Roux, La Rumeur, Lady GaGa, Ladyhawke, Ladytron, LCD Soundsystem, Le Tigre, Led Zeppelin, Les Rita Mitsouko, Lesbians On Ecstasy, Leslie Hall, Lily Allen, Lykke Li
M: M.I.A., M.O.P., Madonna, Marianne Faithfull, Martin Solveig, Massive Attack, MEN, Mercedes Sosa, Metric, Metronomy, MGMT, Michael Jackson, Miss Undead, Missy Elliott, Mister Modo & Ugly Mac Beer, Moby, Monkey: Journey To The West, Mouse On Mars, MSTRKRFT, Muse, Mz Sunday Luv
N: N.A.S.A., New Order, Nightwish, No Doubt, Nobunny
O: Oasis, Outkast
P: Panda Riot, Panic! At The Disco, Patrick Wolf, Peaches, Pearl Jam, Piana, Pink Floyd, Pixies, PJ Harvey, Pony Pony Run Run, Portishead, Princess Superstar, Private, Public Enemy, Puppetmastaz, Pussy Galore
Q: Qhuit, Queen
R: R.E.M., Rabbit Junk, Radiohead, Rex The Dog, Rihanna, RJD2, Robert Plant & The Strange Sensation, Robots In Disguise, Röyksopp, Rye Rye
S: Sam Sparro, Santogold, Scarlett Johansson, Scissor Sisters, Sergio Mendes, Sexy Sushi, Shannon, Simian, Simian Mobile Disco, Skunk Anansie, Sonic Youth, Spank Rock, Surkin
T: T.Rex, Teriyaki Boyz, The (International) Noise Conspiracy, The Beta Band, The Chemical Brothers, The Clash, The Cool Kids, The Count & Sinden, The Crystal Method, The Detroit Cobras, The Doors, The Go! Team, The Good, The Bad & The Queen, The Killers, The Kills, The Knife, The Mae Shi, The Mars Volta, The New Pornographers, The Notorious B.I.G., The Postal Service, The Prodigy, The Rolling Stones, The Roots, The Servant, The Shizit, The Sound Of Animals Fighting, The Sounds, The Streets, The Ting Tings, The Triim Show, The Velvet Underground -& Nico, The Younger Lovers, Thieves Like Us, Tiga, Tricky
U: U2, Uffie, UltraViolet Sound, Utada Hikaru
V: Venitian Snares, Violent Femmes, Vitalic, Von Südenfeld, Vybz Kartel
W: Weezer, Wolfmother, Wu-Tang Clan
X: X-Ray Spex
Y: Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard, Yo! Majesty, Yoko Kanno, Yussuf Jerusalem & The Riders Of Allah
Z:

OST: Cry Baby OST, Death Proof OST, Eraserhead OST, Fight Club OST, Final Fantasy OST, Ghost In The Shell OST, House Of Flying Daggers OST, Kill Bill OST, Mulan OST, Noir OST, Party Monster OST, Pulp Fiction OST, Quantum Of Solace OST, Requiem For A Dream OST, Reservoir Dogs OST, Shortbus OST, Slumdog Millionaire OST, Tekkon Kinkreet OST, The Dark Knight OST, Velvet Goldmine OST

and also Kiss The Future

and much more!

Movies: too many

Food: almost anything without garlic

Currently reading : For Whom the Bell Tolls - Ernest Hemingway

biology, chemistry, physics, metaphysics, universe, infinity, love, what makes me what I am, other stuff, and music

hangin out with friends, or at home listening to music or doing my homework (I work on saturday morning)

I think I suffer from Schizoid Personnality Disorder or something very similar...

I'm so skinny I can see my heart beating through my chest

I'm always like, "ok, now I stop taking drugs", and three month after I'm on MDMA or something
so the "sometimes" is more like a "no" which sometimes turns into "sometimes"

-you want to ask me stuff about what being asexual means to me, cause it's a little bit confused for me too and it helps me to talk about it

-you want to know more about me, I know my self summary is only about my asexuality but that's not who I am

-you can make me fall in love with you

-you want anything from my album list