After being here for a while I found both joy and disappointment. Things may start online but when they materialize they become very real.
Oh, forgive me my rudeness, I was going to start with my defects and here I am with one of them precisely. Dilly dallying and getting lost in my thoughts, having a very imaginative mind and an innocent soul it’s seen as a sign of weakness in this society of steel where feelings are considered stupid, while wealth and physical beauty are idolized as the paragon of truth. Not my truth, as I’m usually seen as a romantic dreamer (YES those are defects in almost all eyes but nobody will say it out of political correctness). Oh yes, you’ll hate me badly. You’ll think I’m too naïve to see the world for what it really is and I may get sad because you do not understand me. Because I still dream of a princess to be rescued from a dragon by a knight of Arthur’s court.
But let me now tell you the virtues in me, unknown princess of dawn. A heart of gold, pumps within this metal skin. This knight will be forever loyal to you. He will make jokes to you just to make you feel a little jealous sometimes, but fear not, I would never cause you harm. I’ll protect you, not at the best of my abilities. I’ll protect you no matter what, even if it means forfeiting my own life.
This letter it is not for a stranger, it’s for the one person that dreams the same dreams I do. A person who wants to make soup with me, without following any recipes, just sitting by each other’s side. We will talk about everything. Because we have that trust. I’ll let you be alone if you need it. I will not talk to you if you need silence. I just ask you to not put me too far from your side. That will hurt me, and even if I fought endless battles and I’m not afraid of losing. I will never want to lose you, but I’ll respect if someday you stop feeling good things about me and decide to part ways, though my dream for sure, will be always to see you and me sitting on an olive bench as the winds of time turn our temples to ash grey.
I work full-time with some black squares, where logic, pragmatism and mathematical perfection are commonplace. Oh how much I excel at that! They call them computers.
I won’t ever ask you to like the same things as I do. I would not mind if you like red and I like blue. I’ll let you grow at your own pace. Never forcing you to be something you’re not, so please don’t force your ways upon me, as tyranny is the downfall of every nation. Every couple is like a little land where justice and the pursuit of happiness has to be guaranteed.
I won’t hold you any longer. I bid you adieu for now.
Well, well. Back to reality then! Let’s get ready for work. Let’s put that coffee in a mug as you reach for your purse to hop into your car to drive to work.
Are you still there? Alright. This legal alien with an accent, despite his imaginative soul, has a very driven life towards excellence and results. As daily life, I’m what the situation requires it. I can be a diplomat, a diplomat, a businessman, a plumber, or a very affectionate person.
Please understand my grammatical atrocities. I just came to America two years ago so I’m still a work in progress in that aspect, but the good thing? I know my trade very well and with my working skills I can show results bar to none.
I’m imaginative, and I’m sort of a magician, but not an Oracle, so if something I said here set a little spark in your soul, feel free to say hi or put a smiley in my inbox. If you’re manipulative, “a material girl in a material world”, a btch (sorry for the bad word), or a heartless demon I will profoundly appreciate if you stay very far away from me. I’m sharp as a whip, so I would find out really quick, so, there’s no point in trying ;).
Happy dating if you have the awful taste in not liking me :p.
Wish you the best!