This song is dedicated to everyone who can identify with it’s message and it’s inspired by the crappy individuals I had to dismiss from my life, in 2010 and 2011. Dear-You-Know-Who-You-Ares: Thank you for giving me my theme song. I will be jamming out to it at future televised concerts, with screaming happy people, who jump up and down with me and sing along with me on it, word for word, as we party like rock stars and zoom around in fast cars— because of you lol. I just want you to know that. Feel that. In your heart. In here. (pointing to heart) Now, from the bottom of my laughing heart-- Thank you lol. ^_^ Hmm… I wonder if I said my name enough times in this song for you to remember it echoing through the halls of your mind every night you recall what life was like back in the day, before you did me wrong haha… ;P  The message of this song is: “Never take pinkness for weakness.” ^_^ lol ^_^

 

Enjoy…

 

 

The Luv Anthem

Song Written and Copyrighted by Christi Luv

 

VERSES:

 

So I wanna save the world / So I always sport my pearls

So I say what’s on my mind / To the staff, I am always kind (baby)

So I love the color pink / So I live to make you think

So I won’t take any crap / When you call, I’ll still have your back (baby)

 

CHANNEL:

 

Yeah, love me or hate me – but I know who I am

Push me, can’t break me – cause I know where I stand

Smart, funny, strong – yeah, this is more than a brand

This is me, can’t ya see – Now sing along with the band!

 

CHORUS:

 

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Pump yo fists / Cause you been kissed / by Miss Christi Luv! Luuuuuuuv! (baby)

 

VERSES:

 

So I go against the grain / My curls and giggles are insane

So I have a bleeding heart / Character is where greatness starts (baby)

So I’m an intellectual talker / So I joke with my stalkers

I’m a kid until the end / But I’ll be there when you need a friend (baby)

 

CHANNEL:

 

Yeah, love me or hate me – but I know who I am

Push me, can’t break me – cause I know where I stand

Smart, funny, strong – yeah, this is more than a brand

This is me, can’t ya see – Now sing along with the band!

 

CHORUS:

 

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Pump yo fists / Cause you been kissed / by Miss Christi Luv! Luuuuuuuv! (baby)

 

RAP BREAK:

 

See, see, see—

 

Disloyalty is my red kryptonite

When I see that, that’s when I bite

But for all good things, I will always fight

For the truth, my loved ones & what's right

 

My goal is to help humanity’s plight

And to change the media— bring it to light

TV, movies, all these in sight

Better images, for the kids’ greatest heights

 

Add a voice to music that’s rarely heard

Touch the depths of your soul with a single word

Re-invent entertainment like a drama nerd

Pick you up and fly high like a hippogriff bird

 

Give God a chance, and don’t be deterred

When life beats you up and your vision’s blurred

It all gets better – Yes, I’ve inferred

That, for me, giving up is totally-- Ob--surd.

 

BRIDGE:

 

Sooooo—

 

I’m a cheerful alpha female, see

I won’t back down from anything

I’ll hug you, bug you— make you scream

As long as you know, I’m not the princess— I’m the queen ;)

 

Now pump ya fists like this

For that Christi kiss

Join the Luv party

And sing – with – me! (we fly hiiiiigh)

 

CHANNEL X3 (MODULATION EACH TIME)

 

Yeah, love me or hate me – but I know who I am

Push me, can’t break me – cause I know where I stand

Smart, funny, strong – yeah, this is more than a brand

This is me, can’t ya see – Now sing along with the band!

 

CHORUS:

 

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Miss Luv! Miss Luv! Miss Christi Luv!

Pump yo fists / Cause you been kissed / by Miss Christi Luv! Luuuuuuuv! (baby)

 

THE END:

 

Now with a cute, pink kiss - I bet you'll remember this! Muah! ;)

 

 

 

*I’ll Call You (Hahaha)* 

Song Written, Edited and Copyrighted by Christi Luv ~ 2011

 

 

*VERSES*  

 

I just wanted your companionship / To learn a few new things

 

But you wanted to marry and divorce me / With nothing in-between

 

Well baby, you live in your head / Cause that would never be

 

You’re not ready for a smart relationship / Cause you live in a fantasy

 

 

*CHANNEL*

 

But don’t you worry – Now that we’re done

 

Rest assure, I’ll still call you – When I need someone (who’ll)

 

 

*HOOK*

 

1-      Fight me on everything I say

 

2-      Treat me like a child every day

 

3-      Take me for granted all the way

 

4-      Make me feel abandoned or betrayed

 

5-      Criticize my integrity

 

6-      Waste my time and loyalty

 

7-      Blame me for his inadequacy

 

8-      Prove he doesn’t deserve me

 

 

*CHORUS*

 

I’ll call you / I’ll call you / That’s when I’ll ca-ca-ca-call-call you

 

When hell freezes over and pigs fly – That’s when I’ll call you (winks)

 

Ha ha ha / Ha ha ha / Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

 

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha / Ha. Ha. Ha! :)

 

 

*VERSES*

 

I just wanted some mature romance / All that needed was intelligence

 

Instead you called me a queen on a pedestal / And you insulted me in ignorance

 

Well baby, I’m not on a pedestal / I’m on a higher class completely

 

And me being a queen wouldn’t shake you, see / If you really were a king

 

 

*REPEAT CHANNEL*

 

*REPEAT HOOK*

 

*REPEAT CHORUS*

 

 

*BRIDGE*

 

I’ll call you when I want someone who’ll

 

9-    Never be on my side

 

10-   Expect me to read his mind

 

11-   Have no patience for my life (yet)

 

12-   Assume I live on his time

 

13-   Always rush me constantly

 

14-   Disrespect my purity

 

15-   Say he loves me delusionally (but)

 

16-   Have no clue what love really means (like)

 

17-   Make me feel alone in a crowd

 

18-   Leave me confused in a cloud

 

19-   Never deal with issues looming ‘round

 

20-   Snap at me for saying facts out loud

 

21-   Prejudge me, impatiently

 

22-   Misjudge me, entirely

 

23-   Judge me, hypocritically

 

24-   Label me, ignorantly

 

 

You know-- I could go on some more

 

(like 25– How you're a serious bore)

 

So many issues we could explore

 

But that’s not what my life is for

 

 

I live to give to this galaxy

 

Despite disappointments it may bring

 

I just had to vent this finally

 

So I can move on with my new king

 

 

*RAP BREAK*

 

See you didn't even wish me happy birthday cheer (ooooof course!)

Yet I threw a great surprise party with your peers (fooooor yours!)

You didn’t even call me in the hospital - Wow! (but of course!)

Yet back when you were hurt and needed help somehow— I played. Your. Nurse.

 

Ya didn't gimme a nod, on my new big job (ooooof course!)

Yet I cheered you on the tracks, at events with lunch snacks (fooooor yours!)

Ya didn't check on me, when my ace betrayed me (ooooof course!)

Yet back when life stressed you, you took it out on who? (Ooh! I know! ME 1ST!)

 

No, ya couldn't face me on things like a man- even when the need was dyer

But you could gripe behind my back like a girl- or tell me fibs like a liar

Then you threw your money at everything- like that's all relationships require

But once it was time to give emotional depth- you showed no desire

 

You hid your thoughts, managed us alone, ‘n kept communication at bay

Then when I tried to play ball, to save our fall-- you kicked me right flight outta the game!

You trashed me as soon as I became inconvenient-- emotionally in your way

Yet I put up with all your flaws (and your secret)-- To. This. Day.

 

Let's face it, I'm too good for you—  I'm too smart and too strong

Deep down, you finally figured it out-- Maybe you knew it all along

You thought you could control it tho- But SURPRISE- you were wrong

Now I feel great today, singing my freedom and closure song

 

I guess it's tough to fake not knowing someone you claimed to love so strong

When they immortalize your list of wrongs in a commercial pop hit song

Next time act like a decent friend, with humanity, when the time calls

Or don't start out pretending you give a damn about the person at all

 

Yes, I'm sure, if I was pleased to just use you for your services and funds

Like every other person who claims to know and love you does

We would still know each other, and you would even call that love

But that aint cool and you're a fool, if you think that's true love, cuz

 

Giving people stuff like a charity, so they'll admire and like you (on the take)

But then abandoning the ones who try to connect with you, does not a true king make

Happiness can't be found in dollar bills or that "gimme gimme" love- which is fake

Cause when you have the funds with no emotional connections, guess what? Your heart will still ache.

 

All the selfish takers, hands out like fakers, lookin' for what you can do for them today

They get even less of my respect, than you get, for pretending empty relations are OK

I was different, I tried to give back-- in a profound multitude of ways

But you prefer to wine & dine at the "you-use-me-so I can-avoid-connecting-with-you (guilt-free)" cafe

 

See I may have not been in love with you, but I showed you mad-loyal love

Then you threw it on the ground, after chasing me down, proving you deserve none of the above

But my new king means the things he sings, to my heart, with which he's tender like a dove

He returns the depth of the love I show him, with a true friendship you know NOTHING of

 

So class, we've covered a lot today-- Let's just do a few bits more

Since, boy, you said I'm too new, like you, are the "knowledge-rich" and I'm "the poor"

Now, I know I don't know everything, but of this, I am very sure

Sometimes I may be slow, but baby-- I'm worth waiting for

 

Cause my new king helped me find my mind-- What a man-- so strong, so kind

It's like he magically pressed rewind-- And helped me see where you were blind

He's a real friend- Not COLD- Won't HIDE-- He romances his queen - Cause he's inclined

Now it's our time, my rhyme, your loss, his find-- Why lie? My guy knows I'm one of a kind! (winks)

 

So. Is. He— Now my New. King. He-- (melodic vocal riff) 5...4...3...2...

 

 

*HOOK*

 

1-      Doesn’t fight everything I say

 

2-      Doesn’t treat me like a child every day

 

3-      Doesn’t take me for granted any way

 

4-      Would never abandon me or betray

 

5-      Loves the hell out my integrity

 

6-      Respects my time and my loyalty

 

7-      Is more man than you may ever be

 

8-      He’s the definition of a true king

 

 

*CHORUS*

 

So I won’t call you / I won’t call you / I won’t ca-ca-ca-call-call you

 

Cause I got a king / Who satisfies this queen / And he knows just what to do (winks)

 

Ha ha ha / Ha ha ha / Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

 

Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha / Ha. Ha. Ha! :)

 

 

*THE END*

 

Now grab ya pen and a pad, so he can show you the ropes--

 

Stand back, watch a true king, and-- Take. Good. Notes! =D (blows a kiss)

 

 

WELL ARE YOU?
 
ARE YOU THE TYPE OF GUY WHO ONLY THINKS ABOUT WHAT HE WANTS, WHAT EXCITES HIM, WHAT TURNS HIM ON, WHAT MATTERS TO HIM, WHAT YOU WANT FROM HER?
 
ORRRRR....
 
ARE YOU THE *GOOD* MAN WHO KNOWS HOW TO REALLY TREAT AND SATISFY A WOMAN?
 
LET ME EXPLAIN.
 
EXAMPLE:
 
By my own intention, I've never been kissed on the lips, save for a peck on the lips as a child, when a boy who had a crush on me ran by, kissed me, I shoved him to the ground, confused, but laughing, I ran away, and he chased after me.
 
He never caught me. :)
 
I was a cheerful kid.
 
And a fast runner lol ;)
 
But I've never been willing to kiss a guy who I didnt feel deserved it.
 
Also, who I didnt feel those special feelings for.
 
A guy who was the one I wanted.
 
Who I knew, trusted and had some type of relationship or friendship with.
 
Who proved to me that out of all the guys, *HE* was the prince-- the KING-- who deserved to be the first to caress my lips.
 
So yes, clearly--
 
The First Kiss mean a lot to me.
 
I know what it feels like when a girl says, "Ive never been kissed...yet" followed by "all these guys wanna be my 1st."
 
A first kiss is a big deal. IMO it should be respectfully and reverently treated that way by the one who's first kiss it is not.
 
Many men have tried to be my first. First to kiss, first to keep, first to bed.
 
They have all failed completely lol.
 
But what I found insulting and disgusting was the arrogance and insensitivity of some of these guys. Many actually. Both the gorgeous ones, average ones and sorry ones. Both the rich ones, middle class ones and broke as a joke ones. Both the intellectual geniuses, common IQs and dumb-as-a-stump ones. All different races. All different political parties. Some different religious faiths or no real faith at all. But they all had one thing in common -- BLIND, ARROGANT INSENSITIVITY.
 
To think you should be my 1st kiss tonight when we either (1) Just met or (2) Don't really know each other or (3) Havent even established any special connection yet, let alone any real solid bond or (4)  Are just testing the waters to get our feet wet in the dating game with each other to basically audition or test each other to see if we are what we both want, or how bout just this-- (5) YOU DONT EVEN KNOW IF I LIKE YOU-- is infuriating!!!
 
You don't know what I want.
You don't know what I need.
You don't know what I deserve.
 
And you act like you don't even care!
 
Why?
 
Is it because you've thought about all this and you've figured out some magical code to determine that this is right? No. Is it because God called to you from behind the clouds and told you it was right? No. Is it because you're dying and this is your last chance at love and affection? No.
 
Feel free to correct me if Im wrong but I believe--
 
This is why-->
 
You're just horny or lonely, you like the way I look or make you feel and you want to mate with me.
 
The end.
 
Really deep, huh?
 
You want to catch the shiny pink glittery shooting star that you see up high zooming past you at the speed of light in a whirlwind of fun refreshing vanilla-scented sparkles cause it looks fun and delicious and you like fun and delicious, especially if this star looks any more fun and delicious than any of the other stars, that may look less fun and less delicious or more damaged or more dysfunctional, or just not as bright. Yeah, I get it.
 
But do you guys ever--EVER think about what SHE wants?
Do you guys EVER think about what the GIRL wants?
Do you ever bother to ask or even wonder what the person on the opposite end of your desires wants?
At all?
Ever??
 
Or is it always about YOU and what YOU want?
Is it always about what YOU desire?
Is it always about what makes YOU feel good?
 
I wanna test your character.
 
Right now.
 
Take this mini test, this pop quiz, if you will.
 
TEST:
 
As an adult, if given the opportunity to steal a girls first kiss, knowing it was her very first kiss ever in life, and you did not know her, perhaps this was even your very first date with her-- If she was insecure or lonely or whatever the case may be --but still a nice girl (AKA not a slut)-- would you steal her first kiss from her and just steam roll over it like a military hummer, making out with this nice girl who you barely know, stealing her first kiss from her, on your first date, just because you yourself are horny and lonely or whatever? Or would you save the kiss for a future date, to see how (and IF things are going to work out FIRST) so you dont just steal the poor girls first kiss from her as a stranger to her, someone who isnt special in her life yet, because no time or bond has been fully developed yet, you havent got a relationship yet, so theres literally no meaning behind the kiss other than initial physical attraction, theres no deep feelings behind it, no sentiment or meaning, no spiritual power, no nothing-- you havent even worked for this kiss AT ALL because its your FIRST DATE with the girl who's first kiss you are taking from her. Would you be a man about it and save the kiss for after youve actually BUILT an actual BOND with the girl, to even see how things go, and get to know her as a person first?
On top of all that, say you stole her first kiss, would you then, be that guy who disrespected that girl by breaking the unwritten but famously known rules of "Don't kiss and tell" by way of gloating to people how you made out with this girl you dont know on your first date and you got to be her 1st kiss, like one of those stereotypical, laughably brainless, selfishly barbaric, grimy male chauvinistic d***s at a construction site, making for deep double dippin dazzlin douche-baggery?
 
I know it's not as bad as stealing her sexual virginity-- but its still taking something away from her that she'll never get back, without having worked for it, earned it, built any foundation underneath it or reached ANY level of DEPTH yet, likely for your own self-gratification, especially if you werent really interested in the girl before she let you make out with her.
 
Would you take it right now?
 
Or would you leave it for later?
 
If you are a yes, please state it in a comment down below so I know NEVER to EVER waste my time going out on a date with a boy like you-- because you are a desperate and selfish bastard IMO.
 
If you are a no, please state it in a comment down below so I know to always give a great man like you a chance, because you are a truly sexy and admirable prince-- a true king.
 
Im really tired of all you guys who keep trying to chase me down with self-centered rhetoric or the incessant and hypocritical insensitivity of guys Ive stopped seeing.
 
 
"Oh Im gonna be your first tonight"
 
No you wont.
 
"Oh Im in love with you more than life itself, so you must feel the same way"
 
No I dont.
 
"Oh if I just buy you things or fix your stuff or flatter you or make you laugh or impress you or trick you into thinking Im your friend, or try to use another unknowing girl as a weapon against you, to try to hurt you or your career dreams, to get you to be with me, treating a decent girl like a raw piece of meat, like she's nothing, just to get to you, disregarding her feelings and her worth as a human being, just using her as an object to get back at you for not wanting me, and maybe even hopefully make you change your mind-- I'll somehow magically make you want me the way I really want you."
 
NO--- YOU CANT.
 
 
In fact... did you ever ask me... or any other girl you've ever dated for that matter, WHAT I, we or ANY of us wanted?
 
I hate to break it to you this way, but if you dont know how to care about what a girl wants BEFORE you get her, you're not the type of guy to truly know how to care about what a girl wants AFTER you get her.  
 
 
 
That includes both emotionally, mentally, spiritually, materially, psychologically, socially, and YES-- physically and sexually too.
 
The best lovers LISTEN to what the other person wants and DELIVER it to them.
 
That accounts for every level and aspect of a relationship, whether short term or long term / marital. Smart girls, savvy girls, wise girls, mature girls and SPECIAL girls KNOW this. Be it consciously or subconsciously.
 
 
Yes we know you guys are biologically driven to conquer. I guess because you cant make babies lol. But you were also biologically driven to build lives, relationships and kingdoms with another person, your mate, your equal, and build a legacy with them that carries on for generations to come.
 
You were built to evolve, grow, mature and strengthen this planet and this world.
 
You were made to be a hero. Not a scoundrel.
 
BELIEVE ME.
 
You were born to be positive and rise above it all to your higher selves as great masters of light, with passionate fire in your heart and soul, not be negative and get pimped out by dark seduction and other poisonous honey like dumb silly hos, sucked into dead waters of darkness, with weakness and no intelligence.
 
Wisdom defines manhood.
 
Not self-gratification or how many notches you get on your belt.
 
Any little girl can go out and get self-gratified like with a toy or rack up notches like in a game.
 
Any princess can go out and have sex.
 
Any barbie doll can go out and lose control. (Its called Girls Gone Wild :)
 
Wisdom makes you a man.
 
Wisdom makes you an adult.
 
Wisdom makes you a KING.
 
Because wisdom defines maturity.
 
Without it you are just a glorified child.
 
A boy.
 
So I wanna know.
 
If you're a boy-- facebook me.
 
If you're a man-- call me.
 
For YOU I will actually answer my phone. ;)
 
 
*KISSES*
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20100427001956AAsmU7D

This is all from a heated conversation, that I had 2 years ago, with a long time friend, who I met online, ages ago. I wanted to share it, because I realized a lot of it was valuable feelings and thoughts that were nowhere to be found on my profile here, and probably should be. So here it is. It's edited for your public viewing.

 

First off, Im not just some dumb girl who treats love like a game. I would have had a lot of boyfriends by now, I probably would have had a lot of sex by now, and I possibly would have a child by now-- like most girls my age down here seem to. Because games are played, won, lost and replayed over and over and over again. Games dont last. Games are for fun. Games are unimportant. Games have no sacredness. Love is, was and always will be of the utmost sacredness to me-- which is why I take it so damn seriously and could never take it as lightly, casually or meaninglessly as most of our peers do. 

 

 

Many of the reasons why so many guys chase after me is because they love how seriously I take love, sex and relationships with the opposite gender. They admire it, respect it and appreciate it. Because I dont trifle with love or treat it casually and irreverently like most other girls do. No. I respect love. I admire love. I appreciate love. That is why I am so careful and respectful in my actions with it. If I didnt take it seriously-- I would have a lot of notches on my belt by now. 

 

 

I have not accepted the advances of any man long enough to pursue a real relationship with them yet because none of the guys I have met in person feel right to me as the ones to pursue love with. Thats how seriously I take love. I screen my options very thoroughly because I dont want to pick a fool, a liar or an otherwise mistake of a choice to team up with and work with in the powerful and serious world that is love. If I didnt take love seriously, I wouldnt take my partner in it so seriously. If I didnt take love seriously, I wouldnt screen my love partners so thoroughly. 

 

 

So dont insult or disregard my respect for romantic love. It is the one thing that I have the most experience in with regards to love-- more so than at least half the people in the world who’ve actually been in it. No, I have no experience in being in it. But yes, I have more experience than anyone I know of, in respecting it. 

 

 

No, I don't love easy.

 

 

But yes, I do love hard.

 

 

I throw my all into everything that I believe in, like a passionate obsession. Like a drug.

 

Edward and Bella aint got JACK on ME. 

 

 

Its my addictive, committed, passionate, loyal, sincere, unstoppable, powerful nature.

 

 

It's who I am-- Thus it is how I love.

 

 

So don't confuse my fears. I have a fear of picking the wrong mate to devote all my love to. I do NOT have any fear of love itself. There is a big difference. Don’t get it confused.

 

 

So no. You couldnt be wronger. I do not treat love like a game. I treat love like a sacred elixir to the soul. I treat love like a powerful force of light. I treat love like SURVIVAL in the universe. You have to HUNT to SURVIVE. You have to SEARCH for love to FIND IT. THAT is what I mean.

 

 

I never "didnt give you a chance" either btw. We've had plenty of time for me to develop the same feelings for you that you had for me for so long. They never came. I'm sorry for how this may make you feel. But we’ve known each other for a very long time now, so it wouldn't be fair, right or true to either of us to hide it. You are a friend, and I have tried to be a friend back to you. But you don’t just be friends with a person for a long time, feel no romantic connection and then as soon as you become lovers, suddenly you realize you were meant to be together. If we were meant to be together, I would have felt it by now. Maybe you have a different philosophy about it than I do, but imo love doesnt work that way. Ppl who been friends a long time were either in love all along or will not ever be in love, mutually speaking.

 

 

I apologize for phrasing to you what I was trying to say to you by saying that you are not a man. Let me explain it and say it differently. Physically, chronologically, and in many ways, you are a man. But emotionally, mentally, and socially you operate like a child. That is something that I have always noticed and disliked but its your life and pace that you grow at, not mine. Your attitude about people, your attitude about women, your attitude about working, your attitude about living on your own, your attitude about standing up for ones self to get your end of a deal-- even the immature way you argue (flip out like a hi-strung child or throw a temper tantrum with cussing or storm off, instead of civilly talking, logically expressing your thoughts and maturely articulating your feelings with a cool, calm and collected attitude, like a mature man)-- all are like that of a kid. 

 

 

This might piss you off, and Im sorry if it hurts to hear this, but you do mentally, emotionally and socially operate like a kid. Yes, you have a lot of good man qualities. Yes, I apologize for saying you are not a man-- because you have good man qualities, so yes, in many ways you are a man, and you are a good man. But that is more relating to your spirit and soul. Your apparent character and dedication to what and who you love is that of a man. 

 

 

But you fear rejection like a child. You dont search for better for yourself, like a child. You settle for less like a child. You dont fight for your rights, like a child. You dont fight for anyone elses rights either. You try to delusionally force things to work that will not work instead of listening to what ppl are saying and recognizing the signs and doing what you have to do to make something work that may actually work, like a child. You are a slacker about everything in life except only for what directly interests you-- like a child. You never read between the lines, like a child. You talk more than you listen, like a child. You assume more than you learn, like a child. You judge more than you grow, like a child. You complain more than you improve, like a child. 

 

 

Yes, you are a man-- but you are not a GROWN man. You express your feelings like a child. You display the thought process of a child. You think you dont have to do anything to get the love and fortune you want, that it will just happen to you, which is living in a fantasy world, not reality-- like a child. You seem to think that if you just stick with the 1 thing thats in your hand (that has made it clear it wont work), you will get it, instead of actually looking for whats really meant for you that may actually work because you dont want to go after anything else-- because that would require adult level work and man skills that you refuse to develop-- like a child.

 

 

Sometimes I swear the only reason you ever offer me a helping hand is cause you think one day I'll marry you for it. That scares me. And when you say things like "Im gonna keep trying with the one I want instead of looking for others who may be better for me"-- that sounds crazy to me, or lazy and delusional, I dont know which. But it sounds like all the other guys who I thought were cool friends but turned out not to be. Either way, it doesnt sound like a friend. 

 

 

As for my love life, let me explain things to you, to clarify myself, since we are scrutinizing yours, its only fair to acknowledge mine, so long as you acknowledge it correctly. 

 

 

1. I want the guy who's right for me, and no one else.

 

 

2. I will give my all to the guy who's right for me, and no one else.

 

 

3. I will fight to make things work with the guy who's right for me, and no one else.

 

 

I will know who is right for me when I find him. 

 

 

I have not met him yet.

 

 

I have met a few decent guys who I respect.

 

 

I have not met the guy I was made for.

 

 

You say that how you see the world is how you feel and all that matters to you.

 

 

Well then think of me like that, if it helps you to understand it--

 

 

I know what I feel for ppl and I will know when Ive met the right guy for me.

 

 

Things every guy has to consider with a girl, that most guys usually dont consider with me:

 

 

1. Am I her type spiritually? Are we on the same level in faith?

 

 

2. Am I her type emotionally? Am I too mature, immature, cool or hi-strung for her?

 

 

3. Am I her type mentally? Is the way I think right for her or attractive to her?

 

 

4. Am I her type physically? Is she sexually attracted to me? Do I turn her on?

 

 

5. Am I her type psychologically? Are we psychologically healthy enough, ready or right for each other?

 

 

6. Am I her type professionally? As in is my ambition for success in life compatible or matched right to hers?

 

 

7. Are we compatible on any levels that are either important or important to her?

 

 

8. When she looks at me, does she feel sparks?

 

 

9. When she's with me, does she feel I have the It factor that she needs?

 

 

10. Does she feel about me the way I feel about her?

 

 

11. Will she ever feel about me what I feel about her?

 

 

12. Why doesnt she feel about me the way I feel about her?

 

 

13. What does she want in a man?

 

 

14. What is it that she wants that I dont make her feel?

 

 

15. Why do I see things so differently than she does?

 

 

The only guy who I know of who ever asked me any of these things, listened to me and took me seriously was Maliek. He is the only man I've ever known who 1. Asked me these things, 2. Listened to my answers and took me at my word without rationalizing them and twisting my answers to magically apply to him and 3. Took me seriously instead of trying to change my mind. Granted, I think he didnt try very hard as soon as he found out my answers, but in truth, he really wasnt the one for me any way, so its OK. I just thought it was lame that he couldnt be my friend or acquaintance or stick around for potential future business success together. Cause like I said, its hard to meet good quality people and they are very valuable to build a network with. Brent figured out that much. He figured out that we’re not going to be together romantically, but maybe we can work together professionally. Whether we will or wont isnt the point. The fact is, it’s possible. Why burn bridges. Now lets get hard-core here.

 

 

The fact is-- 

 

 

1. You are not a hunter-- and that is not a good thing, being that you are a man, whether you realize it or not. But when you're rich and famous, at least you'll be exposed to more girls who will, sadly, do the hunting for you. One of them may actually be right for you. Who knows. So I will not feel guilty about your lack of hunting drive, skills and actions.

 

 

2. I am not your romantic soulmate. Platonic, perhaps. Romantic, no. If you have only been friends with me this whole time because you think you will change my mind, wear me down or trick me into feeling what you feel, please tell me now so we can end this or resolve it.

 

 

3. I am not the perfect relationship person, but I am a hell of a lot more open-minded than you are and I am a hell of a lot more socially harder working than you have EVER been in your whole life-- and I want a man like me-- strong and aggressive, passionate and powerful, positive and fearless, open-minded and social, adventurous and willing, interested in people and with a calm, cool and collected attitude about things, about life and within his dynamics and interactions with people- especially with me.

 

 

Yes our future plans will help you (and me) help others, contribute to society, make a difference, save the world, prove your self and live out your universal purpose in life. That is true. But if you are so dramatic as to determine that if you cant have 1 person, it will suffice for you to be alone the rest of your life so long as you have these plans to help others, Im not sure if you are 1. Kidding yourself, 2. Kidding me or 3. Crazy-- but either way its a foolish statement, because everyone wants and needs love in their life from the opposite sex and has to get married and have kids to continue the circle of life. You have to eventually start a family, and love is like water. After a while without enough of it, you get dehydrated. Helping others gives a universal love that hydrates you for awhile. But its not the same kind of love as that of your soulmate. And you know that.

 

 

I think.

 

 

God I dont know how to talk to you or deal with you any more. I care about you as a close friend. I respect you as a good person. I appreciate you as a professional partner. I love you as a human being, friend and philanthropist who wants to help others-- but it's agape love (brotherly, platonic, universal, heavenly, unconditional) not arose love (sexual, romantic, sensual, possessive, exclusive). Yes we play and flirt and tease, but I do it in fun and youthful freedom. Do you know that? Is that how you really mean it when you play around?

 

 

Ya know, it surprises me that you dont even realize that its not a romantic plus, or at least not a romantic plus for me, to think so much like somebody else. As a friend and business partner, I tend to think it’s awesome. But romantically, Im attracted to minds that operate differently from mine. I like guys with a certain mental diversity, emotional maturity and worldly sophistication, that is not like mine. Personally, Im turned on by personally dynamic charm, socially interactive charisma, testosterone-driven courage, strong masculine positivity, self-generated ambitious energy, basic male aggression, mature sophisticated worldliness, a cool, calm and collected attitude, natural independence, sexy swagger based on self-confidence, lack of fear of confrontation, personal ambition for success and that special It Factor spark that sets my soul on fire as soon as we lock eyes.

 

 

Let me put it like this. If I were just looking for a boyfriend just to have a boyfriend, but not someone who I felt was necessarily right for me to be with as a long term life mate later on in life, I’d have plenty of boyfriends by now, including you. But Im not that girl. Im not most girls. I think you know that by now. I only want one guy, and there are basic standards he must meet that few guys (in FL) that I have ever met have actually met. Ive talked with plenty of guys in NY who seem to meet those standards. But unfortunately for me, God seems to want me to make some moves down here before he lets me physically meet these potential candidates up there.

 

 

I dont want you to feel bad. I really dont. But I also feel like your focus on me is killing your chances at a real love life for yourself, and I dont want to be or feel like I have become the cause of your romantic unhappiness. Yes it would suck if the guy I wanted to be with was telling me all this. But at the same time, your gender -guys- are more delusional than my gender -girls- are. You guys always try to force your feelings on girls and project how you feel on to them and expect them to feel what you feel and then blame them for having something wrong with them just cuz they dont feel how you feel. 

 

 

Girls, especially quality girls like me, we dont do guys’ jobs for them, thus we dont chase them down like the desperate chickenhead girls do. We let them come to us if we are what they want and we listen to and respect what these guys tell us when they tell us how they feel. We believe them. We dont live in comic book fantasy land where everything they say to us is translated into “I want you, I love you, I need you, I got to have you now” which is what you guys seem to think whenever we tell you guys how we feel-- and what we feel and tell you guys is nothing like that.

 

 

You always try to set yourself apart from the pack, but other than your strong desire to help people, the only thing that really sets you apart from the pack IMO is your lack of mojo, balls and testosterone drive to propel you forward to find a good mate. Otherwise, you still have a few major similarities to... all the others. Not in regards to poor character (other than making out with Patricia lol...) but rather in regards to how you operate with the object of your affection. You still see things as you want them to be rather than as they are. You still dont listen. You still dont learn. You still focus on what won’t be, more than on what it is.

 

 

Just because you’re a good person and Im a good person doesnt mean we’d be good together. I had to tell Robert the same thing. Two people can be good people, good friends and good business partners-- but still not be good love mates. And I know how you are. Im sure if ever I got lazy enough and just gave in to your fantasies that you would do your best to make things work-- but they wouldnt. Wanna know why? Because I wouldnt be happy. Wanna know why? Cause there are too many issues that would conflict with it and basic problems that would make me miserable or uncomfortable. Or both. 

 

 

I dont wish to go into it because I dont wish to hurt you any further or at all. But let me give you an example of something that turns me off about any guy-- The lack of testosterone drive to aggressively go after love and success in life, on his own. A lack of social interest. Prejudice. No motivation to improve himself or explore life and people. His lack of interest in exploring life and people and the world is a very big turn off. Im not telling you to change your ways to turn me on either. Im telling you how I think, feel and operate, and what turns me on. I already gave you advice as a friend to help you out with women. We’ve already been over that. You refuse to accept my advice, so that ship has sailed. That conversation is over. Now Im just explaining to you how I feel about men and the traits in men that turn me on and turn me off.   

 

 

PASSIVITY IN A MAN TURNS ME OFF BIG TIME.

 

 

--And you are extremely passive--

 

 

Thus, a romantic relationship with you would never work. 

 

 

I want, need and am turned on by a hunter. An aggressor. An explorer. A pioneer. A leader. A social master. Or at least a social mingler.   

 

 

*I am attracted to the guy who takes me OUT of my element and comfort zone and shows me something new and teaches me something about life, while still sharing my values and respecting my heart, mind and life. 

 

 

*I am attracted to that guy who takes my hand, kisses it with a wink and a grin and pulls me up to go dance with him and have lots of fun on the dance floor, even if Im shy about it or not sure if its worth it, because he is not shy or afraid and he wants to have fun with me and make me smile and flirtatiously charm me into blushing giggles like a little school girl.

 

 

*I am attracted to the guy in the dashing suit or tuxedo who makes me laugh and inspires me to grow.  

 

 

*I am attracted to the guy who makes me feel like his princess, not his momma. His partner, not his trainer. His woman, not his coach. 

 

 

*I am attracted to a guy who can lead me for once, not me always be the leader or the aggressor or the strong one. 

 

 

*I am attracted to the guy who’s learned a lot about life through both people, places, things, ideas, and God. A deep, profound, spiritual, mature man who still knows how to have fun and is in touch with his youthful spirit. Not one or the other though. Both. 

 

 

*I am attracted to a confident, aggressive, bold, wise guy who has a cool, calm, collected attitude, will stand up for me and himself without being told, will not let ppl walk all over him and will not flip out whenever he’s in a verbal fight or doesnt get his way. 

 

 

*I am attracted to a guy who is not a control freak or an ego maniac. He’s not shallow or dense. Not greedy or shady. Not phony or foolish. Not a cheater or defender of cheaters. He’s bright, he’s alive, he’s full of life, he’s got lots of friends, because he likes people and he’s a hard worker, even socially. He’s not lazy with people. He’s not lazy with self-respect either. He’s got his own life and his own thing going in it, just like I have mine and we can come together, team up and go save the world together. 

 

 

*I want a guy who tries to help me find answers and get along with my mother, not just indulge me in my anger or fan the flames of my rage when Im being stressed out, just because he’s no wiser than I am, just because he thinks just like I do. 

 

 

*I want a guy who finds a way to charm my family, not just vacillate between avoiding or fighting them. 

 

 

*I want a guy who excites me and matures me. Energizes me and strengthens me. Flirts with me and knows how to handle me. 

 

 

*I want a guy who lifts me up, calms me down, turns me on, and cools me off. 

 

 

*I want a guy who gives me what I give him, but in a different way. 

 

 

*I want us to be able to teach each other. Learn from each other. Help each other grow in different ways. Balance each other out with passionate love. I need someone who balances me out just as I balance him out. 

 

 

*I need a guy who I admire the way he admires me. The guy who excites me beyond no measure who I respect and am fascinated by. Who I feel compelled to improve myself for just as he feels compelled to improve himself for me. We both bring out the best in each other. 

 

 

*He’s sexually moral and has never been promiscuous. Yes, I would prefer a man who’s first I would be, just as he would be my first, but I have no real idea what God intends for me, so I’ll call that a powerful preference not a guaranteed requirement. 

 

 

I am not telling you these things to change yourself. I am telling you these things so you will ask yourself-- Did any of this ever occur to you? Did you ever ask yourself if I felt this way before? Did it ever matter to you what attracted me or turned me on or excited me or interested me or I needed? Or did only your feelings matter and you just assumed, like the others, that how you feel means more than how I feel, so why bother to find out how I feel? You’ll just change it eventually, any way right? So why bother to find out. You wont believe it or you will try to change it.   

 

 

OK I m done. Theres more I could say, but I think Ive said more than enough. You need to go to sleep and so do I. And if interest in me is the only reason you were going to invest into our business plans, dont bother. Ive had enough guys just pretend to be my friend or placate me and my dreams, plans and passions just to try to trick me into being with them or buy my love or buy me like property. I will not be bought any more than I will be tricked or worn down. I am who I am and I want what I want and I have faith that I will find it because I believe in true love, I am a love warrior and I will never give up on people or on love.   

 

 

One thing I can say is that regardless of what qualities I look for in a mate-- God gave me gut feelings. I have never felt those exclusive sparks for that special someone who has that unique It Factor that I cant explain. When I do-- I will know-- Even if Im wrong, I will know it’s possible. Until I get those feelings FOR SOMEONE WHO FEELS THOSE FEELINGS BACK FOR ME ALSO, I will not feel I have met the one right for me. When I do feel those feelings, I will feel compelled to take the one I feel those feelings for seriously as my potential mate, regardless of my list of wants. But only if he feels those feelings back towards me. You cant make someone fall in love with you. Either the feelings are there or they’re not. And I am not the type of girl to eventually fall in love with somebody nor do I want a guy who would "eventually" fall in love with me. I want a guy who wants me as soon as he findsme-- but only if I feel the same way back.   

 

 

Good night, Good morning-- Good God.  

Haha! To all the terrorists of the world: "Obama Said Knock You Out!" lol ^_^ Who's your daddy now, Al-Quaeda? :P

 

 

 

 

We Need A Bigger Venue For This Party!

Hey you awesome friends you!

We changed the date of the Red Cross / Camp Thunderbird Party to April 22nd (Easter weekend) due to needing a bigger venue to hold all of our attendees. We have a DJ, the radio, news reporters, a lot of supplies, some volunteers and the 2 charities we're raising funds for in order to help out Haiti, Japan and Disabled Kids- but we need a new location to host the fundraiser, one that can hold anywhere from 100 to 500 people. Do you or anyone you know, know of any good (cheap or donated) places in Central Florida that can hold that many people? Thank you very much!

EVENT INVITATION:

http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=134506086620813

EVENT DETAILS:

You're Invited To Help Save Haiti, Japan & Disabled Kids on Friday, April 22nd @ 8PM!

Hosted and Sponsored by Rich Connections Club @www.richconnectionsclub.com

For The Red Cross @

www.redcross.org &

Quest's Camp Thunderbird for Kids with Disabilities @

www.questinc.org

*Free Food, Alcoholic and Non-Alcoholic Drinks

(WE WILL CHECK YOUR ID AT THE DOOR)***

*Billiards, Lounge and Dance Floor

*WPRK 91.5 FM Rollins College Radio - JSHIH

*Raffle Ticket Drawing and Great Prizes

*Excellent Media Networking Opportunity

Look your best! This event will be on youtube and on the news! This is also the final night for the raffle ticket prize drawing! Requested donation of $10 at the door if you're not drinking alcohol. Donation of $15 at the door if you're drinking alcohol. 60% of all proceeds go to both The Red Cross and their disaster relief work and efforts in both Haiti and Japan, as well as Quest's Camp Thunderbird for Kids with Disabilities, in honor of April Autism Awareness month.

This is RCC's 1st official fundraiser event, as RCC transforms into a fully active non-profit organization to help you and your community, by throwing epic events to raise funds for local charities and eventually open up a community center that offers free and affordable community services like youth mentoring, music and fitness classes, financial consulting, community events, daily activities and more! Thank you for helping to save the world and for being such a big part of changing your community in a beautiful and powerful way! We appreciate you!

To become a part of RCC or to volunteer for this event, contact us at:www.richconnectionsclub.com

To become a part of The Red Cross, contact them at: www.redcross.org

Hey everyone! We're looking for hungry people for these low-pay projects in CENTRAL FLORIDA: 

(1) a talented graphic arts designer for a fun action adventure hero comic book project.

(2) a young, up n coming, skilled, music-loving engineer with a good home studio for a project. 

(3) a seasoned keyboard player (preferably one who can play multiple instruments) and/or someone who can program music for live performances, and learn new songs easily, for live and studio gigs.

Thanks for your help! :)

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YOU ARE SPECIALLY INVITED TO THE EXCLUSIVE WORLD PREMIERE OF CHRISTI LUV'S BIG PINK BIRTHDAY BASH PARTY VIDEO @ THE EMBASSY SUITES HOTEL RIGHT NOW! EITHER YOU WERE THERE AND IN THE VIDEO-- OR YOU TOTALLY SHOULDA BEEN HAHA!!! ^_^ RCC PRESENTS THIS WORLD PREMIERE IN 5... 4... 3... 2... HIT IT! ENJOY & COMMENT ON IT LOL!! ;D

 

 

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I WANT TO THANK MY BFFS KEVIN AND PAULINE SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR PULLING OUT ALL THE STOPS ON THIS VIDEO & ALSO DENORAH & FRIENDS FOR HELPING MAKE THIS PARTY SOOOOO AWESOME HAHA! 

 

 

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THE RIDICULOUSLY TALENTED PAULINE DID ALL THE PHOTOGRAPHY EDITING WORK & MOST OF THE PHOTOGAPHY. HIT HER UP HERE TO HIRE HER FOR YOUR PHOTO PROJECTS: 

 

 

Club Event Coordinator & Graphic Arts Master PAULINE:http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000146828570

 

 

THE RIDICULOUSLY TALENTED KEVIN DID ALL THE AUDIO-VIDEO EDITING WORK & MOST OF THE CINEMATOGRAPHY. HIT HIM UP HERE TO HIRE HIM FOR YOUR FILM PROJECTS:

 

 

Club Vice President & Video-Arts-Stilts Master KEVIN:

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000126881477

 

 

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I WANT TO THANK ALL MY WONDERFUL BEAUTIFUL FRICKIN AWESOME FRIENDS WHO MADE IT OUT TO MY SPECIAL DAY! I APOLOGIZE THAT I CANT REMEMBER ALL THE NAMES OF YOUR GUESTS! IF I 4GOT TO THANK YOU, KICK ME & I'LL FIX IT LOL!!! ;D

 

 

CHRISTI LUV'S BDAY PARTY GUEST LIST (FROM MEMORY):

 

 

1. CHRISTI LUV

 

2. KEVIN

 

3. PAULINE

 

4. TOM

 

5. DENORAH

 

6. JOEL

 

7. SHARONDA

 

8. RICKY

 

9. DENISE

 

10. SAMUEL

 

11. RACHELLE

 

12. DANIEL

 

13. RONNI

 

14. Q

 

15. VANESSA

 

16. SEAN

 

17. DENORAHS GIRL FRIEND

 

17. DENORAH'S GIRLFRIEND'S DATE

 

19. ROSE

 

20. MCFITZ

 

21. LUKE

 

22. THEIR 4TH FRIEND

 

23. MATT

 

24. SHAWN

 

25 - 30. SHAWN'S COUSINS & FRIENDS

 

31. TAY

 

32-35. TAYS FRIENDS

 

36-40. ANYONE I (APOLOGETICALLY) FORGOT LOL

 

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR COMIIIIING LOL!!! ^_^ CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU NEXT TIME! FEEL FREE TO ATTEND OUR VALENTINES DAY MOVIE/GAME NIGHT HERE! http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=124730417599302&ref=ts

 

 

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UPCOMING PARTY VIDEOS:

 

 

1. EXPLOSIVE NEW YEARS PARTY 2010

 

 

2. 2010 YEAR-END WRAP-UP VIDEO

 

 

3. VALENTINES NIGHT OR EASTER PARTY

 

 

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PAST PARTY VIDEOS:

 

 

FRIENDLY LABOR DAY 2010 PARTY:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b1BFrlSOis0 

 

 

EXPLOSIVE 4TH OF JULY PARTY:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iyof0PcV-8Y 

 

 

4TH OF JULY PHOTO SLIDESHOW: 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xx_MKzepxp

 

 

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50 MORE Things You Don’t (& Do) Know About Me:

 

 

 

1. I truly love and care about you and your safety and happiness more than I let on. Yes, I do.

 

2. I always cry at that part in my favorite movie "Frequency" when Lil Chief's (Jim Caviezal's) memories change and flashback at the bar, as his Firefighter Dad (Dennis Quaid) slides down the shoot with the runaway girl he's saved, because now his life is saved and the past has been altered, because of his son's words to him over the HAM radio.

 

3. I like cheese. I really like cheese. I dunno why. I just... I love cheese. K.

 

4. I'm a sucker for a charming sweet strong guy in a man suit who's protective over me, quick to defend me/fight for me, makes me laugh and can kick butt and take names if he has to. If he's also genuinely spiritual, naturally creative and a special kind of cute, he might as well tell all the other guys to quit now cause there's no point in competing with him lol ^_^

 

5. I genuinely care about all my friends and I'm very protective over all of them and if somebody messes with you, I take it personally like they're messing with me and I will fight for you like you're my own blood family.

 

6. Im desperately in love with Lee Thompson Young (Disney's The Famous Jett Jackson) and I'm not 100% sure why since I don't know him or see him that often, except that I think I'm in love with who I think he is. I think he's a sweetheart and a superhero to me. OK and yeah he just HAPPENS to be frickin gorgeous lol!!!  http://images4.fanpop.com/image/photos/14700000/Lee-Thompson-Young-the-R-I-press-junket-rizzoli-and-isles-14760125-372-280.jpg

 

7. I lack the self-control neccessary to work for/under bosses who I know for a fact are dumber than me.

 

8. If you cry, it'll probably make me cry lol ^_^

 

9. I'm a much better dancer than you know ;D

 

10. Why the hell is Justin Bieber so famous? I'm sorry! He's a cute sweet kid! But what is it? Is he extraordinarilly-talented? Does he live by spectacular values? Did he save a baby from a burning building? Why is this kid everywhere I go? I'm not hatin! I just wanna know why!

 

11. Lady Gaga is the liberal version of Sarah Palin. Manipulating the bias masses on 1 side of the psychological spectrum with ridiculous extremist horse crap just to devilishly profit off of their stupidity for following someone so despicably retarded and transparently opportunistic, who will sell their soul (and yours) to Satan just to make a quick buck. No character. Putting the cross in your crotch? WTF? Calculated disgusting spineless frauds. Both of them.

 

12. I still love *NSync haha ^_^

 

13. Some of my movies that I've written or am/will be writing and/or producing will 1 day be in the Top 5 Highest Grossing Movies Worldwide of All Time.

 

14. I want to throw a party at which the bubble machine FINALLY works. I love bubbles.

 

15. I hate advanced math. HATE IT. ~>:{

 

16. I love English, Music and Creative Writing. LOVE IT. ^_^

 

17. Strangers and a couple friends have told me that I'm too selective when choosing which member of the opposite sex to date and/or take seriously. I disagree. I simply just want 1 good charming smart strong funny loving nurturing boyfriend who I'm passionately attracted to both physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and exclusively, who I really like, respect and admire for who he is, not just what he looks like or what he does (or has), because he's special and we share an exclusive special connection that I can't live without, and he feels the exact same way about me and hunts me down like a real strong man (without creeping me out or pissing me off lol), sweeps me off my feet and carries me into the sunset in my silky pink princess dress haha. ^_^ Yeah... I haven't felt that way about anyone yet lol... I'm thinking I'm gonna have to move up to New York to find anyone I feel that romantically inspired by haha cause Florida has just not turned me on in any way at ALL lol ^_^ Then there's my entire Boyfriend Qualification Test here:  http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=462441928627  That's not THAT detailed of a list now, right? See! I'm not that selective lol! ;D

 

18. I'm suppose to be cleaning my room right now lol. 

 

19. Why do people (or their girlfriends) think I'm hitting on them when I say "Babe" or "Lovey" or "Hun"? I say it to both sexes because it's friendly and platonically verbally affectionate, to show you warmth of heart, because technologically sent words can look so cold and misinterpreted. I don't mean anything by it lol ^_^ In fact, the day I voluntarily don't talk like that may be the day that I'm talking to a guy I REALLY like-like haha ^_^

 

20. I forgot to feed my dog his puppy crack tonight lol (brain medicine in delicious pill pockets that drive him insane lol)

 

21. I really like God and spirituality. I don't really like religion and zealots.

 

22. I often tell you what I think to avoid telling you what I feel.

 

23. I really honestly love NYC with a PASSION haha! =D

 

24. I only had TWO drinks at my birthday partyyyyyyy!!!!!!!! TWO!!!! I sweeeeeaaaaarrrrr lol!!!!! ;P

 

25. Life is sad. But life is beautiful.

 

26. I try to do too many things in a small amount of time and sometimes end up finishing nothing, unless I'm on a deadline where others are directly depending on me to finish a task.

 

27. I'm a ridiculous job-hopper. Partly cause I lose interest in them after a while and partly because I just need to learn something new or keep moving so I don't stop growing and living.

 

28. If I could choose between being rich and stuck living in 1 town the rest of my life vs being poor and traveling the entire world-- I'd pick the travel.

 

29. I love afros. And bell bottom jeans. And the entire 70s style lol ^_^

 

30. I want to be a martial arts black-belt haha =D

 

31. I admire people who can do really boring or complex things that they have absolutely no interest in, or can do a whole lot at once or handle a lot of stressful stuff regularly without exploding lol. I wish I could do that haha ^_^

 

32. I think intentionally virginal or abstinent dudes who could be with whoever they want but choose not to be unless they're in love or preferably married are f-ing hot as hell lol and I want one now!!! Haha ;D BTW Check this out lol:  http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=474955033627

 

33. Truly good natural and creative humor that makes me laugh before I realize I'm laughing melts most of my defenses faster than I care to admit lol

 

34. Wow I should really clean this room now haha

 

35. If you have somebody, don't hit on me or imply that you wanna get with me. Seriously. It's not cool.

 

36. I really do believe I'm from another planet and very often I wish I could go back home and visit there, and sometimes I even wish I could go back and live there lol ^_^

 

37. WTF was Anne Hathaway picked to be f-ing Catwoman???!!! It should have been Zoe Saldana or Keira Knightly or one of those pretty-but-scary catty looking chicks who have actual acting talent and womanly edge. And look capable of actually clawing the f out of you haha. Not f-ing Anne-f-ing-Hathway! Are they TRYING to torch the new Batman series? Why? Cause Ledger's out? OMG I'm so pissed about this. I really really am. As you can clearly see by the abnormally stunning lack of LOLs ~:{

 

38. I want to tap into my true superpowers. :)

 

39. OK I'm not a Christina Aquilera fan by ANY means, but if it was frickin overhyped talentless Taylor Swift who'd done it and messed up the song, everyone woulda been like "Awww, poor thing. She must be under a lot of stress" but nooooooooo. They all pick on Christina in a more mellow dramatic way than necessary because our country is a frickin glorified high school that just picks and chooses its favorites of who to love and hate for reasons that dont have to make ANY sense whatsoever. God forbid it was Britney Spears who'd messed up the National Anthem at the Superbowl. "LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE!!!!!" hahaha OMG people really? lol ^_^

 

40. I whip my hair back and forth. :)  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ymKLymvwD2U

 

41. Fudge Edward. It's all about Jacob baby. :) Why? Because (1) He's not a kazillion years old. (2) He's not a passive aggressive moody little girl and (3) He doesnt look like he has Aids lol. All unlike Edward! =D

 

42. I LOVE YOU PRESIDENT OBAMAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! YOU ROOOOOCK HARD FOR (1) BEING A GOOD MAN / FATHER / HUSBAND / LEADER / PERSON (2) SAVING US FROM A DEPRESSION AND GIVING US FREE HEALTHCARE AND (3) NOT BEING BUSH / CHENNEY / PALIN / MCCAIN / GOP PSYCHO SELL-OUT / WHATEVER! YOU GOT MY VOTE IN 2012 HANDS DOWN MR. MAN!!!! THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

 

43. Is anyone else here on www.IMDb.com?

 

44. Pink lava lamps are AWESOME! I also love Valentine's Day because it's pretty pink and passionate red and full of big loving hearts haha ^_^ OK I guess I love pretty much anything that's pink lol ;D

 

45. Every birthday since maybe about my 23rd I've felt like I had failed or wasted a year because I didn't feel like I'd achieved anything amazing or important that year. When I turned 25, I felt like a failure cause I wasn't rich and famous (notably successful in my career) yet, or directly on that path lol. Plus I'd lost my bff to mental illness and had some deaths in the family and medical issues with elders and I didn't feel like I'd accomplished anything. Recently, I've learned that your accomplishments with relationships and within yourself and with God are just as important if not more important than the accomplishments you achieve that are career and talent-related. I just sometimes have to keep reminding myself of that whenever I get disappointed in myself lol. :)

 

46. I'm more reasonable, rational, approachable, negotiable and open-minded than people give me credit for. I'm also more mature, attentive, thoughtful, analytical and psychologically people smart than some people realize. Though I always desire more of it. I also really admire patient people because I really do need to work on my own patience, being that I'm in such short supply of it often haha ^_^

 

47. I agree with this lol: “Girls are like apples...the best ones are at the top of the trees. The boys don't want to reach for the good ones because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt. Instead, they just get the rotten apples that are on the ground that aren't as good, but easy. So the apples at the top think there is something wrong with them, when, in reality, they are amazing. They just have to wait for the right boy to come along, the one who's brave enough to climb all the way to the top of the tree...”

 

 

48. Cats are cool. But dogs are better. Period.

 

49. I'm gonna go clean my room now lol ^_^

 

50. Shout-outs!!! To: Kevin, Pauline, Samuel, Sharonda, LeRoi, Rachelle, Brian, Ronni, Sloan, Vanessa, AJ, Rose, Tom, Toni, Eduardo, Jen, Guy, Riah, Jhonnhy, Rachael, Pacco, Elika, Sakoo, Monique, Kyle, Cheana, John, Nicole, Vladymir, Sean, Frank, Lena, Winsome, Achima, Tony, Jasmine, Brad and if I owe you a shout-out, verbally smack me and leme know! My brain's half dead cause I haven't been to sleep yet lol!!! ^_^ Shout out to Denorah and Amy too! Even though we can't seem to get you two on Facebook yet lol! ;D Don't forget to invite your friends or sweethearts to our little get2gether this coming Monday nite @ 7! Check it out! -->  http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=124730417599302

 

 

BONUS: Do you think this 50 is any different from my last 50 that I shared with you guys 8 months ago lol?  http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=435839473627

 

 

BTW My Ideal Soulmate is my favorite poem:  http://www.facebook.com/note.php?note_id=173825353627 

 

 

My Ideal Soulmate

A Beautiful Dream in Wishlist Fashion Written by Christi Luv...

We’ll see if my dreams come true...

 

(My Ideal Soulmate)

...Is very attractive to me

And very attracted to me

Fiercely strong & greatly

Unshakeable in loyalty

 

Walks like a king & thinks like one

Handles business but has lotsa fun

Has his friends, family, a life well-run

Charm, charisma, shines like the sun

 

In fact, his smile lights up my life

We make each other forget about strife

We’re consumed with each other’s plight

He makes me want to be his wife

 

He’s a work hard, play hard, love hard guy

With a powerful will that will never die

He’s a leader, lover, laugher, and so fly

My own personal brand of emotional high

 

The girls chase him like the guys chase me

But only each other do we ever really see

Ignoring the antics others pull to find our key

We lock into our private network, def to society

 

The connection we share is a rarest one

Filled with seductive depth, intellect, fire & passion

He even knows I’m a big flirt who tends to run

Grabs me, ties me down & makes me glad he won

 

He’s got the strength & courage of a warrior knight

The character - wisdom of a king blessed by Light

Always a gentleman but prepared to fight

To protect his princess from any wolf’s bite

 

Energy of an athlete-- aggressive-- Though,

Sensitivity of a smooth artist’s soul--

Intellect of a cool thinker, yet so

Grounded, baby have I struck gold!

 

He’s honest, gentle, firm & true

With every hug, somehow knows just what to do

Has a powerful positive point of view

Every day with him just feels brand new

 

I like the kisses from his lips on my neck, I confess

I like his strong hands on my soft skin, caressed

His touch on my hips in my silky pink dress

His romance & tenderness leaves me impressed

 

He’s a strong man, good man, true man, real man

One that only I truly understand

Like 2 exquisite aliens walking hand in hand

Playing & flirting on the colorful sand

 

I respect him in every kind of way

I know he’ll make a great father some day

We make each other laugh & with things we say

We let each other know everything’ll be OK

 

We may look clingy, but we know we’re not

We just can’t help but find each other so frickin' hot!

So we enjoy each other far beyond just ‘a lot’

Cause we’re the only ones who hit each other’s spot!

 

We’ve waited to find each other so incredibly long

Resisted a pushy pop culture society so wrong

Saving ourselves for the greatest love of all, so strong

That no one could ever interrupt our love song

 

It will play forever, with fullest pride

As we stand, rejuvenated, by each other’s side

Flyin’ high together, ready to glide

On our special personal magic carpet ride

 

Now we can go save the world together

Adventure through mystical vibrant realms of whatever

A powerful team on 1 certain endeavor

To love in a love that will last forever

 

Yes my soulmate is a powerful flame

That drives the sparking fire in me insane

And he doesn’t even need to play any games

Cause dude had me at “Hey Princess, What’s Your Name?”

 

That is my ideal soulmate, I’m proud to say

The one I want to keep, grow with, and stay

I’ll save myself for him until our special day

Until then, I’m happy to just flirt and play

 

;P