I research change and transition, especially altered states of
consciousness (Rausch) and consensual human interaction, sexual as
well as any other. Research does not mean academic, as I only
briefly tried to arrange myself with that industry - it means I
read and write a lot, I talk and listen a lot, I sing and dance a
lot, and I try to experiment with as much constellations as I can
do in a relaxed and meaningful way.
I still hope one day everybody will get what they need and we'll go
Explaining stuff and solving other people's problems. Unfortunately
also at selling stuff and convincing others of strange ideas which
is kinda ironic as I want capitalism to be sublated and want people
to think for themselves.
I know a lot of things most people don't - and not all of it is
always good to know, a lot can be rather disturbing. And I only get
angry when there is something really wrong. Like when I witness a
racist or sexist attack or when I see cops hassling somebody. Then
I quickly activate my antifascist training.