I am animated, musical, and artistic.
My Self-Summary
I have trouble filling out self-summary columns because I can't
figure out how to perfectly define myself in a few paragraphs and
that bothers me. I'm very honest. I'm optimistic if at all
possible. I have a terribly small vocabulary which I hate, so I'm
working on it. I can appreciate anything for what it is. I like to
see the good in people, even though the bad always catches my
attention first. I'm average at just about everything I attempt. I
learn from my mistakes. I annoy the piss out of literature nuts
with my lack of knowledge in comparison. I always try. I work my
ass off. For every positive thing I write about myself, I fill in a
negative for some reason. I am striving to better myself in every
single way I can think of and it's really hard sometimes. I'm a
very happy person. I'm very aware of myself (self-conscious). I
believe that there are too many coined medical conditions nowadays
that are perfectly healthy or flat out not as negative as they're
made out to be and people need to stop self-diagnosing themselves
for attention and I'm tired of feeling alone on this because I know
I'm right. I always consider anothers opinion. I despise ignorance,
reality tv, mediocre, irrelevance, ect. I LOVE MUSIC! I play guitar
as a passion and will never give it up. more later....I love to
compliment and do things for people...
What I’m doing with my life
I am currently a printing press operator trainee at the moment. I
hope to move down to Stl after I have a sufficient amount of
experience (1-2 years) under my belt and make some decent money. I
didn't need any college to get into the trade but do intend to get
more schooling when I get better situated down there or wherever I
end up, it won't be here. I really want to study English, at least
one foreign language, as much math as I can handle, science, world
history, and music theory. I love my home but I am dying to get the
hell outta here and...it didn't spell check "outta"...experience
city living. I love action and this place is dull and full of
morons!
I’m really good at
Cutting myself down...lol. Judging anything-film, music, art, an
unrevised invention, ect. I think I'm a decent guitar player on the
good scale. I'm really good at anything I work at. I have to work
harder at some things than I do others but I don't consider myself
a failure in any way. I wish I was good at singing and acting just
to gain a better appreciation for the art.
The first things people usually notice about me
I wish I knew. I've heard that I'm too skinny. Like unhealthy
looking which sucks because I'm kind of a health nut.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Books-One of the things that sucks about me is that I don't have
much of a preference because I don't really read books. But George
Carlin wrote a couple-few before he croked and I love em'
Movies-Anything that's original and done well. I can't stand "chick
flicks" but I loved The Notebook. It's an original love story and
that doesn't make me a fag! Others would include stuff like Smokin'
Aces, Boondock Saints, The Departed, Stepbrother, Dumb and Dumber
to this day, Stranger than Fiction, Burn after Reading, Halloween 2
(Rob Zombie), ect...
The six things I could never do without
Cell
Car
Hat
Good food
Electric Guitar
Music
I spend a lot of time thinking about
My job! I have a lot of crap to learn in a very short amount of
time and it consumes me. Music while I'm at work and supposed to be
concentrating. I think about myself a lot and who I am/who I want
to be. I also like to think about what makes us tick and makes
curtain things feel so right and how we manipulate and decode
situations. Humans are cool. Humor also intrigues me. I have a very
off the wall sense of humor...
On a typical Friday night I am
Something! Partying, going out, jamming with a drummer real loud
like, kickin' around the apt grilling out or checking out a flick
with friends...I don't really sit down a lot.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
I have a lot of secrets...
You should message me if
You're interesting. I am a divorcee and I admit that I'm at the
stage where I feel I should start dating again. I'm looking for
something slow at the moment and would love to meet a unique girl
who stimulates both my mural and intellect. I'm not looking for
perfect, just something other than what I'm seeing here. I would
love find a kick ass chick, hang out on the weekends and see where
it goes...I'm kinda curious to see who's actually out there...