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27 F Felton, CA

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5′ 7″ (1.70m)
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Graduated from university
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English (Poorly), Spanish (Okay)

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My self-summary
If John Nash and Jennifer Coolidge had a baby.
What I’m doing with my life
Having a midlife crisis that may or may not have included a BMW convertible.
Being the most shallow philosophy major in existence.
Writing a lot of words and code while listening to BBC Radio One.

Currently obsessed with: Shea Zellweger's logic alphabet, Javier Ninja's voguing, and Tila Tequila's transformation from porn star to conspiracy theorist.
I’m really good at
Gutter apophenia.
The first things people usually notice about me
"You are the most visceral and endearing person I’ve ever met. You are so hard on yourself and spend so much time thinking about reasons why you shouldn’t be loved or are flawed or lost. You’re not. They are. They don’t understand you and their lives are worse for it. You radiate true emotion and have compassion for people that’s so strong, you limit who and how many are in your life to protect yourself and them. You are beautiful in ways that people who are as outwardly attractive as you just aren’t. You are so genuine and sincere, and I think that you, much like myself, use compartmentalized masochistic arenas and personas to express the selfishness, wants, and desires you feel guilt over indulging outside of that space, because it’s such a departure from who you are at your center.

Outwardly, physically, you are perfect. Beneath that is the most captivating sadness, innocence, and understanding. Your eyes talk when you don’t. They talk when you do, too, sometimes even more. I will never forget that feeling and how serene and lucid you looked.

You are happiest when explaining your ideas, plans, and thoughts, the best ones, the most irresponsible and grand ones. When you think you’ll be understood you explode in rushed speech and disorganized descriptions of everything wonderful and brilliant and ridiculous inside of your heart and head. You glow, you smile and articulate as best as one can while trying to keep an ocean of expression behind their lips."
Favorite books, movies, shows, music, and food
Philip K. Dick, Anais Nin. Artaud. Denis Johnson. Camus. Camille Paglia. Simone de Beauvoir. Colette. Deleuze. Lacan. Zizek. Borges.
Ignacio Matte Blanco. Alexander Lowen. Murakami. Mishima.

Also read a lot of philosophy and math books and a ridiculous amount of journal pdfs. I am a notoriously bad tree murderer as I MUST have hard copies to highlight and scribble on. So there are stapled masses of paper flung all over my car and room and a 3ft tall stack of folders (my lame attempt at organizing the mess) propped up in a corner.

Currently reading: All Men Are Mortal (Simone de Beauvoir), Hayy ibn Yaqdhan (Ibn Tufail; Goodman translation).

dark electro. industrial. minimal. ambient dubstep. 90s house. garage. 2step. ambient. drone. classical. film scores. maschinengeist radio for zoning out, working, meditating.

Currently into: Daft Punk Tron remix album, Wumpscut, Burial, Luke Slater, Len Faki, Fake Blood, Clams Casino, Plastikman, Venetian Snares, Twigs, Telefon Tel Aviv,

Food: papaya salad, durian, coconuts, chilis, raw meat, green juice,
seaweed, spanish wine, african drip coffee.

TV: Breaking Bad, Party Down, Sunny, AbFab, Strangers with Candy

Film: Café de Flore, Paris is Burning, Run Lola Run, Mac and Me
The six things I could never do without
1) caffeine (yerba maté or espresso, preferably)
2) graph paper + a pen
3) coconuts
4) red lipstick -- specifically NARS Heat Wave
5) giant bag or backpack
6) fontsquirrel
I spend a lot of time thinking about

Cuil theory. Recursion, gods, digital metaphysics, symmetry, crackpot theories on everything.

Why Sophie Calle's life is art and I'm just a creepy voyeur.

Creating Daytrader: The Videogame, giving it to kids, and then secretly actually hooking up the high-scorers with the market.

Food. Emotions. Other survival stuff.
On a typical Friday night I am
Honestly? Either going to bed early, or not going to bed at all.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit
When I can't sleep I read Erowid trip reports for hours and instantly my life feels like less of a trainwreck.
I’m looking for
  • Guys and girls who like bi girls
  • Ages 24–38
  • Near me
  • For new friends
You should message me if
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