So, here's my bit about myself.
I wouldn't give up the good I've lived for any reason,
any more than I'd care to have 'overs' on any ponderable
'not so hot' moment.
After all, they are a culmination of what has made me to be
the man I am.
No, I don't b.s. myself with illusions of being someone I'm not.
I can, and have had my times of the proverbial
'looking in my own mirror'.
Now, I can in my heart of hearts believe I'm o.k. with me. Actually, contently grounded and humbly feeling quite alright with myself.
Enjoying every day life and whatever each day presents is basic to me.
I believe I have good recognition of each little blessing and moment I'm given, in whatever form, and honest appreciation and thanks for them all.
Same for those challenging moments, and my personal mindset to handle them with the maturity and a quiet confidence within myself, thanks to all my own life's experiences have taught me.
Thankfully employed, diligent work ethic, craftwork and gardening have for awhile now, taken over the bar carousing and partying.
Humbly, I do alright so I've been told, with my baking and cooking.
Now, I feel I'd like to meet my own 'needle in the haystack'.
The one woman that I could come to know and believe sees in me what I would see in her...a learned respect and appreciation for earned trust, an honest and real friendship grown between us, personal strength within.
The satisfactions of desires between us...the intellectual, meaning a desire to communicate openly and honestly about anything and everything we choose to.
The satisfactions of emotions, to know completely that we have one another, in whatever ways our emotions might warrant.
The satisfactions of desires of the physical, just as much that certain attraction we've found with one another, and that certain chemistry between us we'd come to know, deserves its fair attention just as much ;)
And as I'd presume you know what you seek for yourself,
so do I know what I seek to know in my own life...to know complete trust and honesty in both word and deed between me and you.
Dreaming? Fantasizing? Wishful thinking?