- So darling – she says.

-Yes?

Putting the glasses in her mouth playing around, looking from the edge of her eyes,- I would like to go inside you tonight - She takes a shiny glass with the most exquisite red wine, and move it from here to there, a lovely flower smell, so powerful but still delicate comes from the window, where she is sited, over the frame.

He is across the room, dress in black, crossed legs, opened wide arms over the white cream chair.

All the white room fills with this overcoming mood, the breathing becomes heavier.... but silence still reigns.

Now he looks above his knees to the floor, his long and ebullient eyebrows rise in a courtship gesture, nevertheless his face stays down, simply his eyes look for the way to watch thence; her sight is over the wide silver moon... it tells her about the man at her back......

... No sound comes from anyone....

Her hair is gathered, she only feels the cold of stillness on her shoulders and chest shortage by the gray dress of soothes, that sweetly wraps the rest.

....suddenly, a hand comes near her fine long neckline... it's him playing with it at her back... he raises his hand upon the ears and starts to play with them as well…

"There is an idea of me...
some kind of abstraction, but there is no real me, only an
entity, something illusory, and though I can hide my cold
gaze and you can shake my hand and feel flesh gripping you
and maybe you can even sense our lifestyles are probably
comparable: I simply am not there."

::: To say of what is that it is not,
or of what is not that it is, is false,
while to say of what is that it is,
and of what is not that it is not, is true. :::
__ Aristotle


So if you really meant it and you don't,
or if you don't want it but you do


So if you speak and you stay at silence,
or if you feel but you make yourself to not


So if you think about it all the time and you always let it go
or if you hold me but you just loose me off
So if you really love me and you hate me
or if you like me to live but kill me
::: ¿ Would it be false or true ? :::

Stocked at the deepest sea i have ever been
i want to fight the water, she doesn't let me free
i want to scream, she makes my mouth shake until it jibs

I'm working against the drawn,
but there's no more options than to let me fall

While my mind tells me i'm lost
and my heart stops the beating rythm
i sunk into the dark and there i bloom
and the sun starts to shine

The nite has finished,
and the moon comes back
to her choral stone dwelling
the glowin' sphere takes me

::: Now the sun has risen :::
i have remember my myth
i have returned to my seed
to be based again ...

* Mood: gotten depressed
* Listening to: the echo inside my head
* Reading: the lines of my hands
* Watching: the screen becoming black
------------------------------- there's no space for playing
* Eating: my thoughts
* Drinking: my tears

ein dunklerer Tag noch einmal… durch diese bebaute sterile und schlechte Grube des Intellekts

a darker day once again... by this sterile and bad cultivated intellect mine

un dia oscuro, una vez más. Gracias a este esteril y mal cultivado intelceto mio ...

* Mood: Apprehensive
* Listening to: Black sun ::: Antimatter
* Reading: el viaje a la semilla ::: carpentier
* Watching: Gurren Lagann
* Playing: with my cat king (finally)
* Eating: camembert cheese
* Drinking: my own wined blood

some questions my friend W4lker send me...

1) Full Name: Laura Camila Sabogal Espinel

2) Male/Female: Female

3) Were you named after anyone? qhen i was borned ... some girl name Laura pausini was famomous on tv.

4) Does your name mean anything? "victory" and "the one who is present in God"

5) Nick Names: Queen cat, lalá, mademoiselle, lolis, lulo, cam and "cosa".

6) What do you think you look like? i look kermit the frog, la rana gustavo en espana, caco in brasil and rene in the rest of latinamerica.

7) Date of Birth: August 19th, 1989

8) Place of Birth and Current Location: Both of them are Bogotá, D.C., Colombia.

9) Nationality: Colombian

10) Astrology Sign: leo.

11) Chinese Astrology: Snake.... ït's show time ... "

12) Religion: i think it is a personal desition and an indivudual path...with anyones self...

13) Whats your favorite smell? the smell that takes me back to the happiest day of my life.and in a way to be no romantic... the trementin and chocolate

14) Political Position: No political position but with socialist roots.

15) What do you prefer to drink in the morning? orange juice.

16) Hair + eye color: dark deepest Black (both)

17) Do you look like anyone famous? Edgar Degas' dancers

18) What do you look like? besides kermit... i guess sexy and cute.... hahaha

19) Any unusual talents? Good at a wide variety activities. pretty good at arts, reading, writting, cooking and to be love by my subdits.....

20) Righty, lefty, or ambidextrous? Righty.

21) Gay, straight, bi, or other? Straight.

22) What do you do for living? I’m studying graphic design at college and also i breath and eat...

23) What do you do for fun? everything i do, i plan it for it, and when have time to waste.... i star talking to my friends about cats and gasoline ... (well you can change subjects... but they must be very opposite to match in game)

24) What are your favorite art materials to work with? Gasoline and cats... haha .... acrilics, ink, pencils, coloured pencils, markers, crayons and some background music ... good background music ^_^

25) What kind of materials would you like to work with? organic or/and inusual materials.... i have never tried recicle and do something with it for example

26) Have you met your grandparents? Yup.

27) girlfriend? Nope... well once i tried to have a girlfriend but it didn't work..

28) Crush? Yes...!!!

29) What celebrity would I try not to worry... i prefer to work about it.

31) Favorite online guy/girl: my king... the lord of cats...

32) Favorite place to be?: at sunset everywhere

33) Least favorite place to be? a waiting room with the 3999056457 turn... serving turn number 3

34) Do you burn or tan? i tan.

35) Ever break a bone? Nope.

36) What is your favorite cereal? choco krispies....

37) Person you cry with: my pillow

38) Any sisters: one... an useless one.

39) Any brothers: one.... an stylish one

40) Any pets: a siames cat name marie

41) An illness: allergic to strawberry...

42) A Pager: Nop.

43) A personal phone line: my cellphone

44) Cell phone: my personal phone line

45) A visible birthmark: some cute and sexy frecklesck on the back of the neck, une on the little finger or right hand near to the nail, one on the flat of the toe and one in somewhere else.

46) A pool or hot tub? hot tub

47) A car: pontiac 69 and delorian.

Describe your...

48) Personality: as always i do it:
:: what could generate sterile and the bad one cultivated intellect mine, but to a dry and capricious son? :: extrovert, enthusiastic, intense, dreamy… passionate

49) Driving: good driver

50) Your clothing style: casual, provocative, queen cat style.

51) Room: as myself... pretty good expresive.... you can see my way .. everywhere

52) What's missing? my library.... it is on the study room.

53) School: College: Jorge Tadeo Lozano. A very urban college, compouused of buildings.

54) Bed: A wooden one ... single... .. even that i don't fill it all.

55) Relationship with your parents: good, everyone in their own.

56) Do you believe in yourself? A lot.

57) Do you believe in love at first sight? until it happened to me.

58) Consider yourself a good listener? Yes, that-s one way to meet with the world

59) Have a future dream you would like to share? being teacher... je je je ^_~

60) Get along with your parents? on weekends.

61) Save your email conversations? the ones that really are worth it

62) Pray: no, i prefer talking to upstairs..

63) Believe in reincarnation? Nop.

64) Brush your teeth twice a day: yes..

65) Like to talk on the phone? when someone i care about is not near me...

66) Like to eat? I love to eat!.... that's why i love to cook...

67) Like to exercise? Yes. I'm at ultimate college team.

68) Like to watch sports? nope...

69) Sing in the car? as i do it in the shower... in the bus, in the park... and sometimes at class and work

70) What is a dream you have all the time? last night I dreamed about a sea of convergent colors

71) Dream in color? sometimes.

72) Do you have nightmares? yes..

73) Sleep with a stuffed animal? Nope

74) Right next to you? The night table, with lots of things.

75) On your favorite coffee cup? i have a favorite glass

76) On your mousepad? The mouse and some drawings i do when i-m at the phone

77) Your favorite flavor of gum? mint.

78) Your brand of deoderant: like my friend w4lker i use AVON

79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Sicilia

80) Your dream husband/wife: some prince.... mysterious, charming, adventurous, badass look, intelligent, secure, passionate, intense, well talked, unique...

81) Hiding in your closet? my secret...

82) Under your bed? a grin without a cat !

83) The name of one of your closest best friends: biko

84) Your bad time of the day? waking up

85) Your worst fears? loose myself

86) Whats the weather like? sunny parade...

87) Your favorite time of the year? fall...

88) Your favorite holiday? Ehmm...new year

89) A material weakness? i'm always out of jackets and sweaters... i'm always cold.

90) The weirdest food and drink you like: Sushi and mango lassis

91) At the top of your to-do list: finish two books

92) The hardest thing about growing up: when the things make you grow faster and have responsabilities that aren't supouse to be yours.

93) A pet peeve? what's peeve??

94) Your scariest moment: when i'm up very late at nite... and someone appears from the dark... and at the end it resulst to be my mother asking for something very stupid at that time of the nite.

95) Your attitude about love: is what it is... still gettin'it inside my head

96) The funniest or most desperate thing you have done to attract someone of the opposite sex: i don't know because people always find me funny cute... nothing desperate...

97) The worst feeling in the world: Lossing.

98) The best feeling in the world: being in Love.

99) Who sent this to you? w4lker