Essentially I am a walking, talking oxymoron. I have moments of girlishness and child-like wonder, yet I have an old soul. I am ambitious and have big dreams, yet I am timid and fearful of the world in many ways. I am very introverted, but I also crave stimulation from other people.
More than anything I am PASSIONATE. I am an artist and a writer and I have a sense of wanderlust and grandiose ideation that can make me a little intense to be around. I just came out of a long term relationship and I am spending more time on my own development. I do maintain a casual open relationship on the side to meet my own needs, but the path of my love life could go in any number of fantastic directions so I am always open to meeting fantastic people and learning more about life.
However, I WOULD someday like to have a partner. Someone I can share my life with. My ideal relationship would be one in which my partner and I challenge, care for, motivate, and trust each other. One in which we simply enjoy life together.
Or if not I'll just get a puppy and keep the open relationship.