Slow-motion trainwreck, depressed & anxious cat lover, sometime vegan, medicated anti-gamer, slow reader, and serial dropout. Largely living in a bed. I'm very isolated. Mostly looking to friend, to chat, to play video games, and to cuddle. I'm also looking for a friend or friends to play tabletop games with.
Leeds / London / Basingstoke
I have gender feelings, but the reality is that some of my behaviour has been normatively male. Male pronouns I guess. (I feel like I have a lot of gender shame maybe? I don't know what my deal is.)
Special Skills: Panicking; Oversharing; Self-Mythologising
Hi Roll: Sense of Justice; Good Nails
Lo Roll: Life Direction; Interpersonal Skills
INTP (borderline INFP). Enneagram 5 (borderline 1). Cancer (borderline Leo). Boy (borderline not-boy). Melancholic (borderline phlegmatic). In a Big Five Personality test, I scored high on Neuroticism and Openness, and very low on Agreeableness.
I'm pretty into reading, history and video games.
I spend most of my time alone, and so my emotional intelligence is middling. I'm very sensitive to the needs of others when I'm paying attention, but I'm not always paying attention. In some contexts, I have total self-knowledge, but in others, I struggle to identify patterns in my own behaviour. I'm responsive and communicative when it suits me, and completely unreachable when it doesn't. I sometimes flippantly say hurtful things for reasons I don't fully understand.
My biggest interests by time spent are probably:
* Twine & browser games made by trans women;
* Character-driven webcomics made by trans women;
* Social history (& especially microhistory);
* Cartoons I can convince myself are transgressive;
* Constitutional design;
* Migrants' & detainees' rights in the UK;
* Old English poetry;
* Folk music performed by trans people.