Well, what can I say? I have seen more in my life than so far than I ever thought I would. Iv'e changed so much in the past couple of years beacuse I've realised life is so short and you only have so long to do things. At the same time, ..nothing is a big deal...Everything is really so temporary here that it almost doesn't matter...
Yet our emotions may tell us otherwise...

ok so the facts about me are this:
I go to school at UTA. I'm a film major.
I love everything that is questioning, expressive of thought, ideas, emotion, or just beautiful. I have a lust for life and every great thing in it.

But unfortunately, I don't get the chance to enjoy most of these things that I love as much as I would like to, because of this thing called I have to pay the bills...
..so I work two jobs at the moment. One with retired folks, and another, retail...
..I'm takin 13 hours this fall..
I'd love to meet the love of my life so we can enojoy fantastic f***ing eachother's brains out every night for the rest of our lives....oops did I say that? Don't get me wrong, I love to love, and I want the most intimate, dedicated meaningful relationship on the planet, but I guess you could say I have a healthy sex drive.

Let me clarify something...I don't want you for the night, don't even waste your time if your looking for that...I don't even date right now because I'm sick and tired of giving ass holes the benefit of the doubt..the bad ones really do ruin it for everybody....I know there are decent guys out there, but they just seem so few and far between..

..I'm a pretty attractive person I guess. I only say that because I know I work hard at it. I work out pretty regularly and have healthy eating habbits. I prefer someone who does the same....To add even more fire to my desire, if your a tall, broad-shouldered big guy with nice arms...man am I a sucker for that....

...this is me being totally honest, I can't help it...these dating sites have never brought me any luck, so I'm not really afraid to say what I mean...

I'm mainly an introvert, but if you and I click, then I won't be able to shut up...

Pretty much already pinned that down...getting my degree in film. I kind of wanna teach high-school, but of course I would love to make a few flicks myself. I mainly want to direct. I also want a tight-knit family.

Loving, giving second-chances, dreaming, imagining, inspiring others, I'm a pretty dazzling piano player as well as guitar and singing (so I've been told).

I'm the most loyal person I know. I try too hard in relationships when I shouldn't. So I'm really good at giving 150%.

I'm also really good at acquiring pets, cooking, eating, and crying during 2 wks out of every month. (remember? honesty!)

my eyes have been complemented quite a bit..but I'm not "other people" so how should I know?

Favorite movies: Alice In Wonderland (thats right)..Waking Life, Vanilla Sky, Elizabethtown...there are so many more that I need to see.

I don't read as much as I would like to. Its sometimes hard for me to stay focused on letters on a page..

Music: to name the top fav's: Deftones, A Perfect Circle, Depeche Mode, Jeff Buckley, The Cure, Tool, Fionna Apple, Sebastian Bach, Debussy, Copeland, Outkast, Atmosphere, Old 97's, Hank III, 311, Mogwai, Radiohead, Sparta, ATDI, NOFX, Social Distortion, Horton Heat....the list goes on..

Oh yeah..food. Dude I love everything. Seriously. I love it all. Middle-eastern, Mexican, Chinese, Japanese, Greek, hamburgers, veggies, dessert, anything chocolate, Italian, Indian you name it. The only thing I have EVER tried that i did Not like was caviar!!! yuuuuuuk!

1. Music. It is my sanity when have lost touch.

2. God, because without Him we first would not be here, but since we are we inevidably need him. Sometimes I can go for a while being distracted and losing track, but I always come back around and have nowhere to turn but to Him. And He is the greatest comfort I have ever known.

3. Sensation...what would the world be like without being able to feel, see, hear, or touch? So many things in life worth savoring...

4. My family...friends come and go all the time. Believe me. But your family never leaves. In most cases.

5. My alone time!! I sometimes get irritated when I can't just be alone for bit!

6. Freedom...in every sense of the word. We are free creatures (in most countries) and we have the freedom to do whatever we want. God gave us the freedom to choose. The world is our canvas.

EVERYTHING........seriously. I've thought about a lot of things....lol but seriously I guess most of time, I'm thinking about how tired I am, or the fact that I need to go to sleep b/c I have to wake up in a few hours. Like right now...and lately, I've been thinking A LOT about finding my Mr. Right b/c I know he's out there!

at home because i have to work sat morning

I have chronometrophobia....
........ummm no not really...

you get me. and your cute. but they must go hand in hand. sorry!

ORRRRRRRR u just wanna chat or whatever....i guess I need to make new friends..so bring on the messages!