Your blue eyes sparkle so brightly right now

I can't help keep stealing glances at you

I'd look at you forever if allowed

My body tingles- it's alive and new!

My mind is completely numb... my chest aches

I could never put what I feel in words

When you kiss me my heart stops and it takes

my breath away... I fly so high like birds

and when I feel myself grounded I wish

with all my being that I could just die

and live in this moment- live in this kiss 

for eternity, suspended, and fly

for the rest of my life, you by my side

With you... flight would be one hell of a ride

My eyes brimming with tears, I choke back sobs,

your words left me in a daze. I begin

to feel hot tears slide down my cheeks. You robbed

me of everything I have- You win!

A monster claws it's way out of my chest

snarling it rips through my lips. A harsh moan

hangs in the air, filling the void, it rests.

Despite you being here I'm all alone.

I cower, cover my eyes, shoulders shake

the silence stretches until my crying 

bursts up and breaks apart. It doesn't take 

much to do but you're not even trying 

to pretend to mask your transparent lies.

All over again... I feel myself die.