I am Unique, Charming, and Loyal.
My Self-Summary
Ello chaps!
First things first... I AM DISABLED.
I thought I would get that one out of the way now. I know what you
girls can be like, MOST girls anyway. I have met girls online
before and they start out being all friendly at first and then they
become more than a friend so I decide to tell them more about
myself. I mention I am disabled and then they scarper. Why do that?
To me girls who do that are obviously shallow. There is no problem
in having a disability, we're the same as other people. I can't
believe I just said that as if I was categorizing disabled people
to regular, able-bodied people. Disabled people are just as normal
as able-bodied people. If you don't agree with what I just said
then piss off, I have no time for you.
Here's what I think, everybody on this planet is disabled. We are
not all able to do everything, and nobody and I mean NOBODY is
perfect... except me... kidding. Even I am not perfect... and don't
even think about saying that I am perfectly disabled :!.
What I’m doing with my life
Being disabled has a massive affect on my life and I don't really
do lots of things. I used to be so closed in from the outside
world. In 2007 I joined up with a group who support brain injury
and it is slowly improving my life. My confidence is slowly growing
and I am trying to become more independent too. Also I have joined
up with another group that is nearer to home and that also is
helping me with independence and confidence boosting.
Other than visiting these groups there is not much else I really do
with myself, aoart from masturbate over naked female celebrities
haha... again, I am kidding. I mostly sit around the house watching
DVDs or playing
video games. I
used to
listen
to music quite a bit but I seem to be drifting off of that now,
it's like I can't be arsed to put a CD in the player and turn it on
haha. I think my ear drums have given up haha. Having said that, I
still enjoy music I just can't be bothered to listen to it in my
own bedroom. In the years of 2001 up to 2007 I used to do a lot of
online
chatting in Yahoo! chatrooms. Now that I am getting out and
about more and meeting new faces, there is no need to do any online
chatting, besides you get engulfed by drama in chat rooms as well
and that is something I do not want.
I’m really good at
I like to think that I am good at
Art. When I was little I would always be
drawing or making sketches. I loved designing comics too. I don't
seem to draw a lot these days though, it's a shame really, I should
keep it up but it is as if I have no motivation for drawing no
more. If I was set a task to do, I would be sketching away. I
haven't lost the ability to draw though, cos I said so. I quite
like using water colours and charcoal as well and I like modeling
with clay. I don't mean I model with a lump of clay in my hand or
something, I mean I like to create models or other kinds of
sculpture out of clay.
The first things people usually notice about me
Thinking negatively, I would say the first thing people notice is
how bad my walking is. That is if I was walking down the high
street or something but if I were sat on a park bench then the
first thing people would notice are my features, I have weak
muscles especially in the face and the right side is a little worse
because I have a right-sided paralasys. I can't completely close my
mouth, I can't wink with the right eye, I have a nice smile but the
right side messes it up (I think anyway). And people would notice
my right eye, it has turned inwards as if I was looking cross-eyed
at you but only I'm not, or as some might say "One I is looking
directly at you and the other eye is looking for the bus :|.
On a positive note I reckon people would notice my odd-looking
smile and think "How cute" especially where I have one dimple haha
and I have been told I have nice eyes... Even though one of those
eyes is turned inwards but then again they could have been lying to
me. I think I have a cute nose though :D. I'm trying to add little
positive features about myself and I keep adding something negative
to it, I shouldn't do that really, that is naughty of me.
My favorite books, movies, music, and food
Books: Well I don't really read. It isn't the fact that I can't
read, don't get me wrong. I read quite well... if I'm not tired. I
just have not-a-lot of interest in reading.
Movies: Dodgeball, The Dark Knight, Wanted, Spider-man 1-3, HULK
and The Incredible Hulk, Shaun Of The Dead, Hot Fuzz, Me, Myself
And Irene, Iron man... ETC. As you may have noticed from the
titles, I do like my comedies and I do like the Marvel
collection.
Music: Greenday, Franz Ferdinand, Billy Talent, Danny Elfman, Jimmy
Eat World...
Food: Lasagne, corned beef hash, meat and potato pie, stew...
The six things I could never do without
1. Mother
2. Brother
3. Nintendo Wii
4. Xbox 360
5. Laptop
6. DVD recorder
I spend a lot of time thinking about
The future mainly and what it holds but then again I also think,
nobody knows or should know what will happen in the future because
it is dangerous to know. I just hope that it really turns out for
the best for me.
On a typical Friday night I am
I am... at home most of the time.
The most private thing I’m willing to admit here
The most private thing to me was already mentioned, about my
disability. The cat is outta the bag now haha. To me that is
private, I mean, why would I want to tell you bunch of strangers
something really private about me for? That would be for me to know
and you to TRY and find out.
You should message me if
Message me if... your pretty, sophisticated, witty, sarcastic,
funny, caring, likable and generally a nice person oh and if you
are loyal too.
Don't message me at all if your a scammer/bot or you want to laugh
at me cos I have a disability. I know I have a disability and I
have to live with it. You don't have to TRY and rub it in. Oh and
don't message me and tell me to add you to MSN. I had MSN at one
time of my life but in the end I stopped using it so I did the
smart thing and got rid of it. Why keep something that sits there
and collects dust? OK, I know a program on the computer can't
exactly collect dust but you know what I am talking about.